This can be such a funny way to go about my life because sometimes he's here and I know exactly why, and it just feels like we're commiserating.
I've also had an interesting time thinking over the few memories I do have and realizing that they all fill in gaps in my current lived life
Personal moodboard, individual images below the cut:
Alterhuman ID cards that were posted at othercon! Idk who originally made them, if someone does know let me know! @thetrashduck
Telling myself that some of the violent sadness I'm feeling is a result of it being so late at night already, but I can't help but feel that there may be something more to it
Thinking very much about wanting to do at least one nice thing for myself every day. Use a body spray or light a candle or some incense, really engage in sensory things in a way I know makes me happy. Use some of my colored light projectors, keep it a little dimmer yet colorful. Break down my meals into simpler components, even if it doesn't feel like a "real" dinner, I'm still eating and that's the most important part.
I don't want to feel like it takes any extra amount of energy to be kind to myself, to make life and my immediate space feel welcoming for me.
To use the candles, to burn the incense, have the food, to merely take up the space I occupy. It isn't a very lofty wish, and it's something I hope I can make a reality in the immediate future.
You shouldn't feel caged by labels. They should be a waymark, something to guide you in the direction you wanna go. You can call yourself a cladotherian, even if your "clade" is crocodiles and lizards. You can call yourself objectkin for identifying as an animal. You can avoid all fiction-related labels, even if most people only know your kind from fiction. You can call yourself nonhuman, even if your kintype is per definition human. You can do whatever you want
Almost the same, but just a step to the left
What is Othercon? It's a virtual alterhuman convention that takes place on Discord on the 2nd weekend of August. This will be our 4th year running!
⏳Staff: March 1st - April 30th
⏳Artists/dealers: May 1st - June 30th
⏳Panelists: June 1st - June 30th
⏳Attendees: July 1st - Aug 6th
⏳Convention dates: Aug 11th - 13th
If you are a panelist, then we advise not waiting until the window opens to prepare! It's best to plan ahead and have your idea ready to go so you don't miss any deadlines.
If you are an attendee, set your calendar! Lots of potential attendees are sad yearly from missing registration.
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The nature of this blog means that it would be a fantastic place for me to catalogue my reading; it's also making me face the unfortunate reality of seeing that I don't seem to be reading very much this year..