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Opinions wanted Hi everyone, I know it’s late to be discussing this but I’d really like some opinions. I was having a “disagreement” with another Grey’s fan about what Jackson’s silence meant during Japril The Movie, when they were signing the divorce papers, after April asked him whether he really wanted it. From my perspective, he didn’t answer because he couldn’t. There was no right or simple and truthful answer for him. I feel like the truth is that he was torn between WANTING to say he didn’t want the divorce because he still really loved her. While on the other hand NEEDING to say yes and proceed with it because he couldn’t accept and let go of her abandonment of him when he needed her most. He’s said in the past (to Lexie, I know, but it still applies as his lean towards self preservation at the cost of a relationship) that he had to walk away from her for him. When he spoke about the divorce to April, he said that he knew what he had to do, no matter how hard, that it was “best for him” moving forward and that his mind was made up. And at the same time acknowledging that when he just stopped thinking and let himself be with her, he wanted her. Those are obvious indications that he had strong conflicting feelings between his head and his heart… what was rational/“necessary” and what was emotional/desired. I can see sensing some spite or defiance in his facial expression but I think that’s only because he was still so hurt by the situation. Some people believe that his silence meant that he was sure he wanted a divorce and that his facial expression was saying “really?!?? Of course I want this” But that doesn’t make sense to me after all of his previous actions that he would be 100% certain that he wanted this. It was also suggested that he didn’t say anything because he was prideful and didn’t want to say anything in front of the lawyers. This idea is not in line with his character. It’s true that he has a hard time communicating his feelings but when pushed, he does it. He stood up at April’s wedding in front of all their coworkers and friends, risked his pride and dignity to express his love for her. This is not a man who would go through with a divorce simply out of fear of speaking up. Sorry for the long rant and overanalyzing. I feel very strongly that his silence and facial reaction were complex and profound. It was the climax of all of the intense and painful things they went through and that can’t be dumbed down and simply explained. Am I alone in seeing his reaction in this way? What do you guys think his silence meant?

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It seems somehow fitting that I got to 200 followers the night before I posted the last chapter of Let Me Be Your Light. It still boggles my mind how many people like to read my scribbles! It really seems like yesterday when I got 100 and that felt so wild to me. I can’t really describe how strange 200 feels. This is gonna sound exaggerated and overly emotional but being here with you guys and creating for you has seriously changed my life. I am more me now than I have been in years. 

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Doing the rhink fic giveaway was so much fun the last time I want to do it again! 

If you want to, you can read the last giveaway’s fics here: 1st prize, 2nd prize and 3rd prize.

To enter you have to be my follower and either like or reblog (or both, for two chances!) for a chance to win a fic written by me according to your specification. Fluff/angst/smut. I can try my hand at kinks too. (I don’t write otp4/underage nsfw stuff/non-con.)

1st prize: A rhink fic of at least 3000 words.

2nd prize: A rhink ficlet of at least 1500 words.

3rd prize: A rhink ficlet of at least 1000 words.

I’ll choose the winners on  Tuesday June 25th. You have until 20:00 EEST to participate.

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