As a child I used to pray that I would get cancer
What my young eyes saw as an illness of honor
An illness that people rally behind
I wanted to have people who were proud of me for putting up a good fight
I wanted my suffering to be visible, less shameful
I yearned for someone to see me and know that I was hurting
I wanted doctors, church goers, my family, anyone at all to try to save me
So I prayed
And prayed
And prayed
I never got cancer
And I spent years saving myself
Now I’m an adult with a graduate degree and a mission
I will be the person who sees the child who is silently begging for help
I will be the one who tries their hardest to offer treatment
Because no child should suffer in silence
Praying for a death sentence so they can be seen
Sleeping in and breakfast
Shower and coffee
Not necessarily in that order
Walking to the bus
Walking from the bus
Working
Working
Working
Sometimes sitting down,
Sometimes working
Walking to the bus
Walking from the bus
*
Cooking
Gazing into the abyss
Screaming into the void
YouTube
Sleeping
*Optional (but not so):
Migraine, Joint pain, Irritability, Talking
What are the laws of nature? Can you tell me? I can only think of one That energy cannot be created Or destroyed That it can only reconstruct One form into another
So what makes a flower bloom? Did I give the blossom My energy? I assume it comes from somewhere Within the soil, the stem But let me believe I can transform Into a beautiful thing too
Variegation—diversity of colors
Bar code - variously patterned bars and spaces
Barber pole - diagonal stripes of red and white or of red, white, and blue
Butterfly - brightly colored
Calico - blotched or spotted, predominantly white with red and black patches
Candy cane - red and white
Chameleon - changing colors
Checkerboard - having two alternating colors
Cheetah - yellowish to tan coat covered with numerous round to oval black spots
Confetti - brightly colored
Crazy quilt - patchwork without a design; colorful, jumbled
Dalmatian - white with many black or brown spots
Harlequin - a variegated pattern; a combination of patches on a solid ground of contrasting color (as in the coats of some dogs)
Iris - rainbow colored
Jaguar - brownish yellow or buff with black spots
Joseph's coat - having many colors; with variegated foliage
Kaleidoscope - variegated changing colors or patterns
Leopard - tawny or buff with black spots arranged in rosettes
Mackerel sky - a sky covered with rows of altocumulus or cirrocumulus clouds resembling the patterns on a mackerel's back
Marble - veined or mottled appearance
Moire - wavy watered appearance
Mother-of-pearl - iridescent
Nacre - mother-of-pearl; iridescent
Ocelot - tawny-yellow or grayish coat dotted and striped with black
Opal - iridescent play of colors
Patchwork quilt - various colors and shapes
Peacock - tipped with iridescent spots
Rainbow - a multicolored array
Serpentine - usually dull green and often mottled
Shot silk - two or more colours producing an iridescent appearance
Spectrum - a continuum of color
Stained glass - colored glass
Tapestry - characterized by complicated pictorial designs
Tortoise shell - mottled brown and yellow coloring
Watered-silk - pattern like that of silk subjected to watering
Zebra - patterned in stripes of black or dark brown and white or buff
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