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last few months have been ROUGH on me if only anyone knew, but here we are. i’m doing my best.

i really make beats effortlessly shit is actually amazing to me 🤎

Self reflection

I saw a dead cat walking on acid today. It didn’t shock me or scare me, it actually surprised me more than anything. I was sad for a minute but I had to ask why was I sad? I saw death but it’s actually not something to be sad about or even to fear. It wasn’t a warning of what’s to come. The moment was a stand still. The cat had its eyes closed if anything a bit of it eyes were glaring but not even to actually shock me. Its ears were upright it was perfectly in tact. In fact I just assume a car hit it but tbh there was absolutely no evidence of that even taking place. But cats dont just die in the street do they? 

That’s why im able to step back a little more. It was very foggy. A cat that could’ve lost its way. A cat that was potentially stuck in its ignorance and own ways. But it was fog. Something died in the fog. Did I find what died in the confusion? Did something die when I become more aware? What died tho? But I guess another key takeaway is allowing space and time for the answer to just simply come to me. I got to excited with this information but now im going to pull it back into self and find comes next.

I would ask for opinions but in reality yours doesn’t even matter to me. It would shape my belief in something I dont have clarity in and why does your truth have to become mine? I’ll remain unanimous. Instead you who are reading take this information as you will. I guess we all uncover our own truths and hidden layers

aye gang i found my camera and i couldn’t be happier 🥲

YO BADBADNOTGOOD AND KAYTRANADA REALLY SLID ON THIS BEAT 😭🔥

Weekly Introspective Perspective #2 (3/8/23):

The game of life threw a curve ball at me. I interpreted this curve ball as something far more terrifying than the actuality of what it really was.

I guess the Universe has a funny way of putting it all into perspective for you, even if it’s just in the present moment of now. 

I overreacted, I internally cried like a baby and gave up instantly when I heard the news. It shattered me. 

But it taught me that I’m way more stronger and able then how I’m presenting myself, and more importantly stronger then how I actually feel about myself.

I had to lay it all out even my soul hit the floor. The situations I face in my life don’t define me. This moments don’t define any of us. 

The moments become part of our identity but never who you are. I feel ashamed I gave up on myself like that so quickly, so aimlessly. Im worth then that situation to myself, I simply forgot my worth.

Well here we are, days later and now I feel stupid for losing my shit. The situation resolved itself. All I had to was gain new perspective and insight and follow thru with communication. It all worked out. 

What I did was simple enough. I told the Universe in the midst of my crisis; that whatever happens I trust the Universe to play out the events exactly how they need to go. It may not be what I want in the moment but the greater good is genuinely what I care about. Whether that affects my emotions positively or negatively. 

I also draw tarot cards for guidance to my questions but that is a skill ive only recently acquired and am still perfecting but it works. I got all the answers I needed in the present moment. 

I felt gratitude in the midst of my crisis as well because the Universe surprisingly sent me a stranger to encourage and help build me up. Maybe he’s a long term partner maybe short but he did his fucking job I can proudly say that. So again I give thanks. While acknowledging and giving my thanks to the Universe I told the Universe I’m blessed for this feeling and I want to spread this feeling to others. That’s exactly what I had the opportunity to do last night and I followed through. 

Give and Take. The Universe works WITH you not FOR you. Establish your relationship with Mother Earth and the higher powers (whatever you call it God, The Creator, The Universe, etc.) you are always divinely guided, the choice is simply yours if you decide to remain conscious and listen. 

Thank you for reading.

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If you don’t already know I’m trying to find a safe, fun, positively triggering way to share my wisdom with the world. I always have something to say or messages I want to share, but never actually have the community or moments to discuss these topics with others. I want the world to know what I’m about and what I stand for, who I really am. I joke all the time on social media but the world needs to understand the depths of who I am. I want to change the world not exist in it. I’m here for others and here to work with others. I know sharing these messages are a part of my calling so here I am taking the baby steps to fulfill my duties. Thank you again.

For all those who are in tune with the planets,

Are you also having dreams in class?

i’ve been having dreams in school/class for about a month now. i’m literally a student in my sleep and in my waking hours. the universe has been constantly teaching me my lessons, making sure i’m getting jt. i won’t expand more but just know it’s almost time for graduation 🤎

(haha my right eye starting releasing tears as i wrote this)

Watching Euphoria last night with the homies until like 4 am that shit is hilarious 😂 why is everyone gay and toxic. ALSO THAT NIGGA NATE NEEDS TO FUCKING DIE BRO. FEZ HOLDIN IT DOWN GO WHITE BOY.

THIS CHUCK STRANGERS HITTING DIFFERENT THO. DEFINITELY THE MOTIVATION I NEED. TRACK 6 & 7 SHHEEEEEEESHHHH