What Kind Of Man Just Destroys A Girls Life And Moves On Like . What Am I Supposed To Do Withthis Emptiness

i love by sharing my entire life with you i'm sorry i didn't realize it was a burden to you

my favorite pessimistic tortured artist

miyazaki hayao is my role model

i wish i could end everything but im a coward

Is it so hard to hope for love

im not smart enough to consume all the knowledge in this world but god knows ill try my hardest to even if i end up as the dumbest in the room

A.F. Vandevorst installation for Arnhem Mode Biennale 2011

“A girl sleeping in a hospital bed in her A.F. Vandevorst dress. But here, the girl as well as the mattress and pillow are made out of candle wax. Once lit, what starts as a perfect image will slowly melt and perish during the biennale.”

finding old accounts is like finding proof u really did exist two years ago which is like yeah i know i did but that me from two years ago was me and i was her and that makes it so disgustingly weird yet endearing yet everything wrong with the world because i hate to be perceived and who else to judge u harder than ur future self who is wiser (slightly) and knows more (not really)? so i feel a little sick but also, she was such a silly girl. just a silly lost sad angry girl

loneliness is not a disease it is a medicine to be alone with your thoughts and release the crinkled eyebrows you've been holding in all day and it feels upsetting to not have the presence of another person but then you are aware of your own soul overtaking the room and filling you up with your warmth and suddenly you are burning like a blue flame because you forgot the kind person you are and everything is okay in the world for the moment you are able to sip some water and curl in your bed and its lonely but its your comfort