letterboxd: stormingjales
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aoty: burntheborder
I was so happy the november depression didn’t hit me at all this year
and then
the end of december comes around and brings the trinity of doom: melancholy, anxiety and existential dread
these are some books that i've bought recently. expecting lispector and camus of me should be common sense by now. and of course, literary theory. 🤍
I'm an orbit, a black hole Traveling through merits Collect all the meteors you can Bring me the stars, the moon Crave for the notes to play Crave for the credits to appear For my name to appear How hard will it be, as if I were only a math algorithm Find me out [hostil as it can be Listen to light speed on notes Nobody will ever need me more than the smell of air in my lungs, when it all ends. Hope it takes longer [than I expect Care of myself take me away like a stoic, the present is never be obstacle, only the infinite that holds me [like a daughter Love me, Universe take my words, e bring me chances so, I can hope to find you [within me. Jales
been holding on too tight to things i can control, but today the rope ran outta my hands.
opened my eyes in the morning and straight up felt completely defeated.
there are those days when you just gotta accept to lose the battle, live minute by minute, wait for tomorrow. tomorrow, we still have possibility.
i've been away for a bit because, you know, college. and i have to read these two for classes. life's been boring lately, but i'm fine with that.
sometimes it rains and it's like nothing more exists. incredible how rain has the power to make me feel safe. 🌧🤍
When Albert Camus wrote "somebody inside of me has always tried, with all his strength, to be nobody."
finished 'tell me i'm an artist', which was really good. what it means to be an artist? that's a very profound question, i think.
also, i'm reading 'infocracia' because i want to read everything byung-chul han writes.
actually i'm reading too many books at the same time. 5! AND trying to deal with college.
great music to be my partner, hayley slays. fr. 🤍🌧