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Chapter 3 Part 1

It was as if time had frozen.

Leo could hear his own heart as it beat faster and faster.

‘Where is Mikey? Is he ok? What’s gonna happen to him? Is he even alive? Why was he taken? Where was he taken? What is he going to tell dad? What’

“LEO!” He heard his twin yell as he snapped back to reality.

The blue turtle realized he was on his knees and clutched his chest as if he were being suffocated. He was panting and huffing trying not to merge back into the panic of his racing thoughts. Tears streamed down his face.

All while this was happening Raph was gripping his twins shoulders to help ground him knowing that if he let Leo go back into his nightmarish state then it would take forever to fight for him back. Donnie stood behind his older brothers in fear. If they were both already falling apart that means that this is really REALLY bad.

“Leo! Calm down! You’re freaking us all out over nothing!” Raph continued even though he knew what he said was mostly a lie meant to soothe his brother and keep their heads clear. Raph was never really good at “mushy” stuff like emotion and fear. “Mikey will be ok. We will find him.”

Though his voice was stern and strong Raph was just as scared(if not more so)as his brothers. All three brothers held the same thought as they could read each other's minds.

Where is Mikey?

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‘Where am I?’

His vision was blurry and his head throbbed. Three figures stood in front of him as two stood by his side gripping his arms and stopping him from doing anything other than moving where they guided him.

Mikey tried to move his hands to his head but something held them tightly together behind him. A muffled clinking of chains rung in his ears.

‘What’s happening? What’s on my hands? Where’s Donnie? And Raph? And’

Just then Mikey heard his eldest brother screaming his name.

“LEO!”

Hope you enjoyed this. Cya soon.

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I decided to take a break from my reference sheets and touch up on an old school notebook doodle and

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IM SO HAPPY THAT THIS TURNED OUT THE WAY IT DID!!!

If you don’t understand this is fan art for @justmaiidraws Hunger Games au. I originally was gonna make this like a Death Valley type shit scene with grave and the turtle and chinchilla be like a memorial thing but I said fuck it I’m making a romantic scene. I’m praying that in the au April and Leo don’t go through what happened in the 3rd book but at the same time I want it to happen.

Anywho I disappear into the shadows of creating post once more . . .

Cowabunga turtle fanz!!

Tomorrow imma wear all of my Tmnt merch and watch Tmnt Mutant Mayhem at FULL volume

Um sir

Ur child is boutta crack his lil head open

Just kidding Splinter is an awesome single dad(but seriously someone needs to make sure that child won’t get hurt up there)

Chapter 10 Part 2

After two weeks of training and a few arguments over this with Jennika, Karai could finally return to her mission. Eastman High stood before her as she walked towards it. The alley she was in cast a shadow to all those in it hiding her from the morning sunlight.

She had been waiting for this day for 2 weeks. And yet she still felt completely and utterly unprepared.

Crud.

What was she supposed to do? What would she even say to April? And even if Karai thought of something that wasn’t complete shit, would she even listen? Had she waited to long and lost her chance to fix this?

Karai felt it coming. Great timing.

She calmly pulled out her elixir and downed it. Against her piling fears, Karai stepped out and walked inward into the school. Breezing past the chaos of the hallways, making it to her locker was actually pretty easy. What wasn’t was holding her surprise to find April waiting right in front of it.

Oh shit.

Well at least I can’t put this off. Karai let out breath before continuing to the locker. She decided to get straight to the point. Dropping her bag she started the task of getting the supplies needed for her first 3 periods. She had already been taught most of this(other than American History) but it was still necessary for the facade. “Hey.”

April, not noticing Karai’s quick arrival, was startled at first before displaying a nervous smile. “Karai!”

Karai hummed in response pretending to be focusing on her task. This would hopefully give her enough time to think of the right words to say before apol-

“I’m sorry about making you upset.”

What?

The words that left her friends mouth shocked her. She didn’t mean to guilt trip her like that. At least not a big part of her. A small part still felt annoyed, and hurt, and . . . afraid. Afraid for Aprils safety as well as the friendship that came with it.

It was selfish and some of it happened because of ulterior motives. But April was still a fun person. Not in the annoying careless or petty way that most other people their age were. But the kind that actually made Karai genuinely laugh sometimes. Like it wasn’t all a facade.

She dreaded the thought of losing that.

April continued after a beat. “It’s really sweet that you’re trying to look out for me. Now I know that stuff makes you feel . . . uncomfortable, I guess? And I won’t dig and we don’t have to talk about it but . . .” She gripped the back of her neck with her hands giving a light massage to herself. A more solemn look was on her face. After a deep breath she finished. “I need you to understand that I can’t stop my research because of what may happen to me. My friends need my help. I can’t fight like they can so this is kinda my only way of helping them. I need to do this for them. I should do more but I can’t so I can’t stop doing the one thing I can to help.”

Karai was now giving her full attention to April. Locked closed as she leaned against it. Her arms were crossed so tightly across her chest that it hurt. The mild pain kept her grounded.

She was honestly surprised. April looked surprised at herself too. A flash of pride humbly blended in. Yeah she is definitely gonna use some of that for some kind of story.

But this meant that she was still writing about TCRI. April could get hurt. Be it at the cost of her pride, her profession, her hope . . . maybe even her life.

But Karai couldn’t help but admire her loyalty. Her risk of her safety for her friends. Something she herself had been taught was of the utmost importance for her entire rememorable life.

Karai let out a sigh. This girl owes me soo bad.

She guessed that she could buy some time for April. She was already misleading her father about the mutants. What harm could one human of all whom the entire foot is supposed to be fighting for do?

Karai would be a pretty big hypocrite if she didn’t anyway.

Karai let out a light chuckle, rewielding a smug look she hadn’t been able to for a pretty long time. “Nice job O’Neil. Apology excepted.”

April looked up, face brightening in surprise and naive relief. “Really?! So we’re cool now.” Her curls bobbed as she bounced on her heels.

“Hell yeah. Besides.” Karai hefted her backpack onto her back. “What you’re doing is pretty honorable. So if you wanna risk your life, it’s no one else’s job to look out for you.”

There was beat of silence. For a few moments Karai was worried that she said something wrong. But then April barked out in laughter. “Sorry!” She wheezed. “But did you get that from, like, Oprah? Or Keanu Reves? That was-Man. That was corny.”

“Not half as corny as your blue turtle friend.” Karai countered. Things were finally starting to return to normal.

“Hey! He’s not that corny. And I dunno it’s kinda sweet to me.”April played with her beanie with one hand, lower palm on her cheek. Karai could see the blush her friend was miserably failing to hide. Oh these two are definitely made for each other.

They continued back and forth down the hall until they made it to homeroom. Technically the sophomores and freshmen were supposed to have separate homerooms, but as most American schools do they ran out of money and willing teachers with experience. Besides, Karai was already joining 2 months before summer vacation. So Karai and April got the luxury of sharing one.

As per usual the teacher was paying no attention to the students talking simultaneously in a way that blended into familiarity. Karai looked around the classroom, seeing the expected different groups and cliques and . . . the four mutant turtles?! They were back in school already?!

Karai was trained so that she could look emotionless on the outside. But what was she supposed to about the inside?! Calm down. Calm down. You may recognize them but they probably won’t recognize you.

“Guys!” April shouted rushing towards the four in a big group hug. “April!”

They all crashed into each other, mindful enough not to draw attention but carelessly showing their affection. Karai could get a better view of each one now. The red and biggest one, the supposed hothead on the wrestling team. The purple and scrawniest one, the genius who almost moved up two grades despite having no academic experience. The blue and tall one, the worry wart with a very obvious crush on her best friend to everyone except surprisingly her. And the smallest and orange one who-

Oh shit! He knows ME!

Reality came crashing down. Karai forgot how carelessly she had exposed herself to the Foot’s previous captor. How he almost immediately called her out upon glancing.

April had broken the hug and turned to her hand still firmly on the orange turtle’s shoulder. “Oh! Karai I forgot to introduce you guys. You already know Leo.”

This could not be happening. Her dad was going to kill her for such an obvious mistake. April was going to hate her. Her panic just kept on rising internally. But externally the only thing showing was horrid, restricted pupils and a bead of sweat comically coming down from her forehead.

April continued going down the line of turtles. “This is Raph. Donnie. And Mikey.” While April looked back at Karai with a bright smile, the turtles seemed to share a look of suspicion.

No no no no no no.

“Hey do we know you from anywhere?” The blue on-Leo finally asked. Karai didn’t answer instead just quickly glancing at the orang-Mikey. She expected to see hatred and anger on his face. Fear for all of the pain he had been caused. But instead his face only seemed to be filled with . . . pity? Like he could see her panic. It was almost childish and calming.

But then his eyes narrowed and his head tilted slightly. “Yeah I know you.”

Oh crud. She forgot that children will always tell the bluntest of truths. It was coming she knew this was happening. It would all come crashing down an-

“You’re in my 4th period Art.”

What?

Karai looked up letting the tiniest flash of shock show on her face. She realized she was taking too long and quickly cleared her throat. “Oh-uh yeah I guess. Hi.” She spoke stiffly, readjusting herself.

Thank god. Er-I guess a mutant turtle.

The mood seemed to settle from there. April continued the conversation. “Guys this is Oroku Karai.” Her friend wrapped an arm around her shoulder so Karai sent a sarcastic smile her way.

The pur-Donnie spoke up. “Like anime?” His voice held a hint of excitement as it cracked.

“Oi, kotoba-dzukai ni ki o tsukero.” That got a chuckle out of him and it was easy enough for Karai to fake hers. “But seriously don’t compare people like that.”

“Oh yeah! Right! Sorry!”

“Geez Don.” The re-Raph pulled Donnie into a headlock. “You’re going to get a Leo chasm bigger than Leo’s.” Leo firmly smacked Raph on the back of the head whilst he noogied. Mikey laughed at his brother’s antics and then looked at Karai.

She didn’t know, it kind of felt instinctual, but he must have spotted her mouth out “thank you”. He winked in response causing Karai to roll her eyes.

This was selfish. She knew that she would eventually be betraying them. Eventually these funny moments would be seen as fake news. Eventually all of these fond memories would hurt April. But Karai was selfish. Downright snake like.

What the hell? Karai could pretend to enjoy being around mutants to enjoy this for now.

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ITS FINISHED!!! My dorky little Karai and her panic attacks. She’s not perfect and she’s kinda gonna lead them on but she just wants some friends. I tried showing a bit of their dynamics. They might come off a little like a-holes but that’s what teenagers are sometimes. I hope you guys like this. I will take a break before reposting this on Ao3(hopefully so that this chapter is reposted on the one year anniversary).

Cowabunga turtle fanz!

HAPPY LEAP YEAR DAY!!!

As tribute to the special day I have used Raph and Donnie to redraw them as Jennika and Venus in Tottmnt. I can only hope that I can look back in 4 years from now satisfied that at least one of these amazing characters officially made it into the show.

As a bonus I’ll also lay down a story line for Jennika for Tottmnt that I think would be great. If you want to see my storyline for Venus click this.

Jennika started out as a human girl. Her parents abandoned her on the streets of New York as a child. Eventually when she was on the brink of starvation, Jennika was picked up and taken in by the foot clan. There she would grow up in the same squadron as Karai. The two became super close and the greatest and strongest in their group. The shredder decided to “adopt” Jennika making her Karais second in command. The two love each other and will protect each other at the cost of their own life and more. Eventually the two would be called on by the Shredder to do investigation on the turtles. Though she was hesitant, Jennika let Karai go to spy as regular teen alone while she was left to lead their squad. When Jennika was left on her own without Karai to correct her she started to get nosy and suspicious about what the her father was really trying to do. Things only got worse she started to cover for Karai and the two started to lean towards the turtles side. The night after Karai left the foot, Jennika found out what the Shredders true plans were but got caught. She was held as incentive for Karai to finish her job and turn the turtles in. Instead of turning them in, Karai teamed up with the boys to save Jennika. But it was a trap. A huge fight broke out in one of the old TCRI factories where they had been trying to make super soldier serum. In the end Jennika stepped in the way of a deadly blow from the Shredder saving her sisters life at the cost of her own. Without thinking, Karai used the unfinished serum and some of Raph’s blood after Donnie found out that their blood was the only thing TCRI was missing and he offered it. This turned Jennika into a turtle like the boys and made the girls team up to defeat the Shredder permanently. Jennika would become close friends with the turtles and their friends especially Raph and Casey. She is very hot tempered and aggressive but also wise, independent, protective, and strong especially when it came to dealing with trauma and ptsd after not exactly having the greatest childhood(being abandoned, raised by the Shredder, and almost dying would obviously do that to a person). I kind of see her and Karais relationship as like a Shinigami and Karai thing but with less shipping and more sister love than anything.

Happy February 29th!! Hope to be happy with Tottmnt in 2028! Cowabunga turtle fans!

MM!/Tottmnt Casey Picrew image and sexuality and gender headcannon

I just feel like image makers like these on Picrew fit the art style soooo well. This one is called Potatolords Persona Creator

Casey is talking to Raph in this image and having a cute Rasey moment being shared between the two teens. I got inspiration for the facial expression from Ao3 MM! Rasey fanfic And Then He Kissed Me(such a good fanfic for MM Rasey shippers).

Y’all can’t tell me this boy is gonna be straight. And even if you do I won’t believe you.(that is said with all due respect no offense but I fight to the death for this ship).

Two down one more to go

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AAAAAAAAAAAHHHH!!!!!

I JUST FINISHED TOTTMNT AND IT WAS AWESOME!!!! THE ANIMATION IS AMAZING AND(even though we never saw like an actual emotional breakdown from the turtles(we got one from wingnut though)) THE STORY ROSE TO MEET IT!!!