I Don’t Care I Don’t Care I Am Shifting I Don’t Care I Am Shifting I Am Shifting I Am Shifting

I miss my man (the question is… which one?)

Headed to a little movie premiere in Toronto. You know who else is in Toronto? Matthew Gray Gubler. You know whose birthday it is? Matthew Gray Gubler’s.

I am meeting the love of my life. I’m manifesting.

Update: Well… this is embarrassing.

kinda bored, might script a new dr just to feel something

I got three moods when it comes to missing my s/o’s

1. My soul aches so bad I can feel it in my bones. We are meant to be together but I’m here and can’t figure out how to get out. I need them like I need oxygen in my lungs. I’m suffocating every moment I’m not with them.

2. Pancakes in the morning. Soft evenings doing nothing but lounging around the house. Cuddling on Christmas Eve by the fire place. Picking flowers in a field. God they’re so fucking pretty I love them so much.

3. I need my tongue down their throat’s IMMEDIATELY

After five years of being on this boat, all I had to do was download Tumblr to find out that I actually don’t have to do anything to shift and I can do it while I’m shitting if I want to

Great success 👍

Fucking shiftok

You don’t have to act like the 3D has changed

Yes, read that again and again and again. It is 100% true.

You’re not meant to gaslight yourself and deny the 3D. You must accept that’s how THAT reality will go and that’s also NOT YOUR reality. Having a knowing of that creates disconnection between the old story and who you truly are. Not having a knowing of that and constantly worrying about it and fearing it makes you connected to your old story. Stop worrying about stuff (3D) that has nothing to do with you.

You have nothing to change but self. What I mean by that is change where your mind is at, not your thoughts. Your thoughts and mind are two different things/parts. As long as you change self it must externalize. There is nothing to change or create but your mind, you’re not creating nothing in the 3D because it is already done in your mind, only your mind matters nothing else.

how i feel every time i get to the timeline section of my script

i read somewhere today along the lines of “instead of thinking of the words affirming and persisting, think of it as deciding and continuing to decide” and that just made so much more sense to me

would y’all care if I posted like— my hogwarts dr discography in its entirety but also song spotlights where I go into to lore behind the song and explain some of the lyrics and stuff?

I put so much thought into my discographies— not just for my hogwarts band dr but wherever I write songs, which is more often than not. So, yeah.

Lemme know because I think that would eat.

I also say all this while i’m actively editing the hogwarts band’s discography for the hundredth time— it will never feel complete

“if i don’t shift i’ll...” NO

YOU WILL SHIFT YOU HAVE SHIFTED

stop acting like you can fail because you will

when i want to drink tea i don’t think about what i will do in case i fail to make it - i just go and make the tea

when i shift i think about what i’m gonna do once i wake up in my dr, i don’t plan what i will do in this reality because i will not fail, i can’t fail and neither can you