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What happens once you kill yourself? Because I'm ready to go.

You wanna know what happens once you kill yourself? Your mother comes home from work and finds her baby dead and she screams and runs over to you and tries to get you to wake up but you won’t and she keeps screaming and shaking you and her tears are dripping onto your face and your dad hears all the screaming and runs into the room and he can’t even speak because the child that he loved and the child that he watched grow up is gone forever and finally your little sister runs into the room to see what all the fuss is about and she sees you dead. The person she looked up to and loved. The person she bragged about to  her friends, the person she wanted to be just like when she grew up, the person that made her feel safe. But she’s never really going to get to grow up and smile and laugh and love because she’ll always be consumed with this feeling of missing you. And now there’s something missing from your family and they can barely look at each other anymore because everything reminds them of you but you’re gone and hurts more than anything. and you think that your mom never cared because she was always busy and yelling at you to finish your homework and clean your room and forgot to say I love you sometimes but really, she loved you more than anything and she doesn’t leave the house anymore, she can’t even get out of bed and she’s getting thinner and thinner because it’s too hard to eat. Your father had to quit his job and he doesn’t sleep anymore, every time he closes his eyes he sees his baby dead, and the image never goes away no matter how much alcohol he drinks. And at school your best friend sees that your seat is empty and she gets this sick feeling in her stomach and that’s when she hears the announcement. You killed yourself. And suddenly she’s screaming and crying in the middle of class and no one even bothers comforting because they’re all  busy sitting there staring at your empty seat with tears dripping down their cheeks and all she wants is for you to hug her and tell her it’s gonna be okay like you always did, but this time, you’re not there to do it, everything is dark now that you’re gone and her grades are slipping, she barely goes to school anymore and she ended up in hospital after taking too many pills because she wanted to see you again. the girls who used to make fun of the way you dressed feel their throats get tight, they don’t talk to each other anymore, they don’t talk to anyone, they’re all in therapy trying so hard not to blame themselves but nothing works. and your teacher who always gave you a hard time stares blankly at the wall, she quits her job a few days later. And then your boyfriend hears the news and he can’t breathe, he still calls you a lot just to hear your voice and he talks to you on facebook but you never message him back, he can’t fall in love again because every girl he meets reminds him of you, he’s never going to get over you, he loved you and he cries himself to sleep every night, hating himself and slicing his skin because he couldn’t save you and he’s never going to hold you in his arms or hear you laugh again. Now everyone who knew you, whether they were a big part of your life or someone you passed in the hallway a few times a week, they carry this aching feeling around inside them because you’re gone, and they miss you, and they don’t know why you left but it must’ve been their fault and they should’ve stopped you and they should’ve told you they loved you more and that feeling is never going to go away. And so you killed yourself

but you killed everyone else around you too. 

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4 years ago

-Nest au-

Groups:

Netsters live in the nest (evolutionists)

Society live in cities (hermits) -people and gods mixed-

Basics:

The hybrids live in the nest and have lived there for generations protected by the watchers. How ever due to the expansion of the society they were forced to move to a private island. A god that goes by xelqua ends up finding a very injured Taurtis that was accidentally was abandoned. He brings him back to the hermits where with time they all bond and Taurtis is allowed to call him Grian. But once the watchers go to retrieve him the hermits that had grown attached to him refuses to hand him over. Grian more so than others. All hell breaks loose after wards.


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4 years ago

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4 years ago

<Stiched hermits> Grian and Taurtis head cannons

• Grian is the first stuffie with a robotic skeleton Taurtis finds

• it takes almost a month to fix Grian

• After a few months they began to trust each other

• due to Grian being the first found he is rather protective of Taurtis

• as in try anything and you'll end up dead

• Taurtis sleeps with Grian in his bed

• this annoys the "stuffie" but he gets over it

• if to much heat or cold is applied to Grians legs it bothers the "stuffie" and causes him to act up

• due to this Taurtis is very careful with temperature

• Grian is water proof and difficult to burn with fire

• they have an almost older brother little brother bond

• Grian sometimes scares and accidentally hurts Taurtis

• Taurtis makes this clear

• If Grian views you as a threat he will not stop till you're dead or if Taurtis gets him to

• taurtis has several nick names for Grian

• Grian has a few for him as well

• they will do any bonding activity

• Grian likes teasing taurtis about being very jumpy

• low volts don't bother Grian but if you zap him with enough he will shut down temporally

• taurtis trys to keep Grian from tazers

(If you have any questions be free to ask)

• you can cause Grian to shut down and do damage to him if you target the thing he's protecting because his attention will change leaving him venerable even if temporally

• if said thing gets hurt though he snaps, good luck when that happens

•Because of this Taurtis hides things from Grian afraid Grian could get destroyed

• most of the time Grian finds out anyways

• Grian knows when Taurtis lies to him and can instinctively find him

• taurtis showers Grian with love, perhaps too much love and care

3 years ago
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4 years ago

https://atsuzaki-playground.neocities.org/

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Can someone draw these? Or write these


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4 years ago

Well yea he does gotta protect your little brother.

(Bye sam~)

~~~~~

Taurtis frowned, as his feet softly grazed the mud coated side walk. How would Grian react knowing sam what sam did? Taurtis inhaled sharply, twirling his thumbs around each other. As the raven approached the door. Grian swung it clean open, pulling Taurtis inside. The blond glanced over him muttering so many things. The both of them looked at each other. "Why were you home in a rush!?" Grian snapped clearly concerned.

"I... I sam he" Taurtis broke down, burrowing his head into one of Grians shoulders. The Brit fell silent, carefully tracing the bruises along his neck. And softly running his fingers over the bruising on Taurtis' wrists. This was all he needed to know what had happened.

"Jay, come here can you comfort Taurtis, I have to go rabbit hunting" Grian called out snatching a rather large shot gun hanging on the wall. Jay nodded in return.

The next day on the news sam was reported dead, and no one knew what had happened. Grian ended up comforting Taurtis that day.

——

Dang, Grian really did went hunting :0

But I also love it mate

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