Beautiful, I've Been Staring At This For 5 Hours Now

ALUCARD (Nocturne)

With ink.

...sick 🫠

if i was trapped in the time loop i would do the correct sequence of actions to break out of the time loop on my first try, thus resulting in me unaware of there being a time loop in the first place

jin² invented male pairs skating

No one owes artists anything.

But existence is lonely and sometime you throw hours and hours of effort into a void, on the slim chance it will say something back.

fic commissions by gaylilsherlock: LipstickDaddy on AO3

hi everyone!

I'm accepting fic commissions in order to prepare to pay for upcoming medical expenses - my health has taken a bizzare nosedive and I haven't been able to eat anything in the last three weeks without vomiting. I'm waiting on test results, and will hopefully know more soon, but for now, it's a mystery that I need to try and prepare for.

pairings and fandoms I've written for:

bbc sherlock/ACD sherlock (johnlock, sheriarty, sherstrade, mormor pairings)

the devil judge (gahan pairing)

beyond evil (jwds pairing)

sohn: the guest (priest choi/hwa pyung pairing)

star trek TOS (spirk pairing)

onmyoji 2001/2003 (seiromasa pairing)

kpop RPFs (any group, any pairing)

if the fandom you're looking for isn't on that list, no worries! Just give me a pairing and I'll do the legwork to get it right ^_^

will do:

angst

fluff

smut

death

age gap (nothing under 18 though)

dubious consent

enthusiastic consent

priest kink

praise kink

blood kink

AUs

G, T, M, E ratings

won't do:

omegaverse/mpreg - I'm not a fan of writing omegaverse because I'm not confident I can do it well (I've only ever beta'd others' fics, never done my own) but pretty much anything else is on the table!

pricing:

my work starts at 15$ for a minimum length 5k fic and then 5$ for every additional 5k.

20$ for a 10k fic,

25$ for a 15k fic, etc.

what you'll get:

a fic poster

a PDF of your fic OR it posted to AO3 from my author account, your choice

screenshotted proof of an AI-free original work written by me

if you're interested, feel free to DM me!

tags under the cut - reblogs appreciated!

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@gayautisticraccoon @gregorovitch-adler @cherryinnie @absolutesuffering @tortibomb

@rumpleteasa @jingooism @echo-story @quillinhand @efadefoks

@apparently-i-am-an-adult @her-soliloquies

@l-tyrell @striving4mikey @frankensteinmutual

@friendlynbhddevil @jehan-d-art @koreanthrillerenjoyer

@jwdsmysaviours2 @totallysilvergirl @inevitably-johnlocked @helloliriels @loki-lock

@shitelock @victorianpining @forgive-and-take @lordoftheempty

@ohwatson @theofficialinternetloner @gaypiningshit @bs2sjh @queerholmcs

@beesholmes @whatnext2020 @gregorovitch-adler @londonlock @peanitbear

If you're a disabled young person, you've most likely been hit with the "pfft you think you're in pain now? Just wait til you're my age" bullshit from older people at least once. Everyone talks about how invalidating it is

But I haven't seen anybody mention how it's terrifying, too. Yes, I know health deteriorates with age. I know that old age is a disability unto itself. I know that the healthiest person alive will start getting aches and pains past the age of 40 and may even need mobility aids

I know all this stuff. And it always makes me think "yeah, if I can't walk without joint pain even while using mobility aids AT AGE 21, how painful will life be for me at the age where it gets painful for everyone?"

And it's hard not to feel like I'm doomed, y'know? Where most people get a period of health that they wish they appreciated more when they start to lose it, my starting point was a body that doesn't work properly and it's only gonna get worse from there. It's worse every fucking year.

TLDR stop telling disabled young people that their pain will only get worse to the point of being unimaginable as they age, WE FUCKING KNOW

Thinking about sharing my experience replaying Asra's route but in the form of out-of-context livetweets to a friend who's never played the game

🤣 New fun BT-Tumblr game: Fill in the blanks of this meme template I just made!

😹🩷 Whoever’s answers gets me to laugh the most wins a Shoutout on my page and a High five!🖐️ XD

Someone pleaseeeeeeeeeee show me where to find them 😭

finally getting to read the original onmyoji stories as they’re being translated to english (I’ve waited over 20 years for this nobody touch me) and I’m so looking forward to seeing if the source material is just as gay as every film and tv adaptation