[TW: Derealization] I'm With You Forever

hey i dont have time to do anything rn so i decided to post some things i drew some time ago! here’s something from august! chulip is good :)

i really like mizuki

so what if i’m crazy? all the best people are.

cw death mention

petition to call “missa+philza+forever” trio “sweet death trio” first reason: because forever+philza is sugarduo and missa+philza is deathduo second reason? forever fights and does everything he can to protect everyone from death. he’s not giving up that easily. he loves life and people around him and he wants them to stay in his life for as long as they can. but missa watches everyone around him die, knowing he can’t do anything to change the fate - he knows how death works, he IS death after all. and phil, the angel of death, understands them both perfectly. he knows how fate works, he knows the eggs will die eventually. but he wants to protect them as long as he can.

ive decided to make designs for the mane 6!! starting with twilight sparkle <3

awooo

a bunch of oc art i did a while ago, posting them because i still like them

CW DEATH MENTION

I know that people sometimes share their hcs so... Here’s my q!Missa + q!Philza headcanon! Phil is the Angel of Death, he knows the Eggs’ fate. Yet every time he sees the code, he fights with all his might instead of just letting it kill them. He changes the fate. He can’t let anyone die. Missa is literally the Grim Reaper. What if that means that he can only log on when someone is going to die soon or died already? As literal Death, he can feel if someone is going to die soon - he knows everyone’s fate. He knows everything, even the things he wish he didn’t. Missa logged on after the “Nightmare”... Because he thought Chayanne was dead. He didn’t believe his eyes when he saw him. He was so surprised that he can just... Hang out with his son instead of watching him go to the other side. They tricked him. They tricked the Death itself. But it’s only a matter of time when that won’t work. Phil got attached to people and the eggs on the server. Something that Missa will never let happen to him. Because he just can’t get himself hurt by knowing when someone he cares so much about will die. Philza was the exception. The Angel of Death can’t die, after all, so there is no way of losing him. Right? Phil knows everything. Phil is the Angel of Death, he know Missa only logs on when somebody dies. And he tries to ignore that fact, he tries to think about how happy he will be when Missa finally logs on. But when that actually happens? When he finally sees Missa in person? He begs him to leave. He begs him to give them one more chance. He wishes to avoid death at least one more time. He can’t lose someone. Not now. Not again. Phil misses Missa so much, yet neither of them are surprised that as soon as he comes back, Phil begs him to leave.

Honestly? So much of Sonic Prime happens the way it does because Sonic is unabashedly, wholeheartedly neurodivergent, and I wanna talk about that in detail for several reasons

I think most people assume he has ADHD, and while I agree, I think they tend to leave it at "he's hyperactive and impulsive" when there's actually a lot more going on there.

For example, he lacks a filter. He says exactly what he's thinking, all the time, regardless of who's listening. I wouldn't be surprised if he does it as a type of vocal stim, considering that he talks to himself as much as he does to other people. Maybe he dislikes the way silence feels on his ears, too?

Something I noticed was that when Thorn gets on his case for this, asking if he ever stops talking, the way he says "eh, not really" sounds... almost resigned?

He could have easily said it in a more jokey way, but his tone (and the wide camera shot) gives me the impression that this isn't a trait of his that he feels especially positive about.

It's not cool or funny to him, at least not in this instance; it's just something he does, which further proves to me that it's more of an unconscious stim than anything else.

On the topic of the jungle world though, it also shows us a couple instances of him not being able to read others' intentions very well. Prim lies to him about knowing what the Prism shard is, and Thorn uses him to get to said shard - and despite how hostile they are, he takes both of them at their word.

He only realizes Thorn's intentions after she hits him across the clearing - not for the first time that day, mind you - and Sonic berates himself a little for not seeing this coming.

But it's not like this is the only time he has difficulty understanding intent; just look at his interactions with Shadow.

This is not the behavior of someone who understands why Shadow's picking a fight with him. He doesn't understand the implications of "you literally shook the world" because he doesn't know about the Weirder aspects of the explosion. In his mind, he just messed up a mountain.

Though I think his attitude implies another thing about his dynamic with Shadow that might explain why he was so quick to dismiss what he was talking about, which is. I don't think Sonic usually understands why they fight??

Shadow is a person of few words and Sonic has a hard time picking up on subtleties, that's a recipe for miscommunication already. And if Sonic's already predisposed to thinking that Shadow fights him Just Because, then of course he didn't take this particular instance seriously.

Though going back to "he only registered the physical effect of the explosion," Sonic is actually pretty consistent with understanding things that are tangible a lot better than anything else. Case in point: that One Palm Tree

His first reaction to seeing it presented as a gift is that it must be a trick. because he doesn't see the tangible point of the tree, and isn't enough of a symbolism guy to see the sentimental point of it, either.

Don't get me wrong, he is being insensitive here, but I don't think it's on purpose in any way. Look at his body language and expressions:

Even as he's getting on their case for being too sentimental, he's not unhappy or uncomfortable with them. He's just completely failing to recognize that this was supposed to be a big deal for them, so he's treating it way more casually than is appropriate.

Which is like. a classic social flub for neurodivergent folks

(Quick side note - this specific "huh" that he makes as Tails is flying away before Sonic realizes he's upset is a whole mood. I don't know how to explain it but this is Exactly what it feels like when you can sorta tell something's not clicking but you don't know what yet)

(Look at him. brain static)

I could go on with the detailed explanations but some of that would just be me repeating past posts I've made, so I'll leave it at "he is clearly not handling change well either" and link back to an example.

So anyway, this is what I meant when I said that so much of the show is impacted by Sonic being neurodivergent. It affects how we hear his thoughts as viewers, it affects his ability to understand and connect with his friends, it's why he dismisses Shadow, it's why he impulsively smashes the Paradox Prism, the list goes on.

And he's not stupid because of any of these traits, either. None of what I've described has to do with intelligence, but I've seen "Sonic is too dumb" as a reason to criticize the show, and that's just not what's happening here.

If anything, I'm actually really impressed with how well the writers have managed to portray a more nuanced take on what a character with ADHD would look like. Because he's not just being hyperactive and chatty, you can tell it affects how he perceives things too.

Which is a much bigger part of the overall experience, and it's really cool to see in a cartoon like this - and in the lovable main character, to boot! Who cherishes his friends despite his struggles to understand them! Why is it so good!

In conclusion Sonic is the ADHD king we both needed and deserved, thanks for coming to my TED talk

I LITERALLY FORGOT ALL OF THAT THANKS /GEN

CW DEATH MENTION

I know that people sometimes share their hcs so… Here’s my q!Missa + q!Philza headcanon! Phil is the Angel of Death, he knows the Eggs’ fate. Yet every time he sees the code, he fights with all his might instead of just letting it kill them. He changes the fate. He can’t let anyone die. Missa is literally the Grim Reaper. What if that means that he can only log on when someone is going to die soon or died already? As literal Death, he can feel if someone is going to die soon - he knows everyone’s fate. He knows everything, even the things he wish he didn’t. Missa logged on after the “Nightmare”… Because he thought Chayanne was dead. He didn’t believe his eyes when he saw him. He was so surprised that he can just… Hang out with his son instead of watching him go to the other side. They tricked him. They tricked the Death itself. But it’s only a matter of time when that won’t work. Phil got attached to people and the eggs on the server. Something that Missa will never let happen to him. Because he just can’t get himself hurt by knowing when someone he cares so much about will die. Philza was the exception. The Angel of Death can’t die, after all, so there is no way of losing him. Right? Phil knows everything. Phil is the Angel of Death, he know Missa only logs on when somebody dies. And he tries to ignore that fact, he tries to think about how happy he will be when Missa finally logs on. But when that actually happens? When he finally sees Missa in person? He begs him to leave. He begs him to give them one more chance. He wishes to avoid death at least one more time. He can’t lose someone. Not now. Not again. Phil misses Missa so much, yet neither of them are surprised that as soon as he comes back, Phil begs him to leave.