RAHHH I’ve Only Gotten 10k Steps Today But I’m So Tireddd I Need Some Motivation

Kind of debating raising my intake to 800 every couple days just so I can start getting some more protein in because I’m averaging like 10g at best but idk I hate change

I will not binge at the movies with my friend.

I will not binge at the movies with my friend.

I will not binge at the movies with my friend.

I will not binge at the movies with my friend.

I will not binge at the movies with my friend.

I will not binge at the movies with my friend.

I will not binge at the movies with my friend.

Can someone make a low calorie ice cream that isn’t fucking mid cause that was a waste of 112 calories

It just hit me that I don’t want recovery, I just want to be happy.

And I know that recovery won’t change anything, eating won’t cure me of my depression so what’s the point. I don’t know how to feel now to be honest, I’ve romanticised getting sick enough to recover for so long because I thought it would bring that happiness but it won’t so now I don’t know what to do. I think that’s why I’ve been so suicidal lately, because I know deep down I’m just gonna be miserable forever no matter what I do so what’s the point in living at all.

My tight pants feel a little looser than the last time I wore them, even though my fatass binged last night and now I’m all bloated.

Sadly still painfully bloated y’all, my mums gonna get me some medication to try flush it out but if it doesn’t work I gotta go to the doctor #prayforme

hate my mental health class in school because it immediately turns into a who’s the sickest competition someone fucking end me

Rewarding myself with getting my nails done when I reach 48kg !! I want them done so bad I need to lose 5kg asap

Gonna stick to my plan today and if I make it to 50kg by tomorrow I shall celebrate with a hot cross bun and milk ^^

Need to cut this lower belly fat off of me NYAWWW