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๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐ ๐๐: ๐ ๐ง๐ข๐ ๐ก๐ญ ๐๐ฎ๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐จ๐ ๐ฌ๐ฎ๐ซ๐ฉ๐ซ๐ข๐ฌ๐๐ฌ
โคฒ ๐ฉ๐๐ข๐ซ๐ข๐ง๐ : ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ฌ๐๐ฎ๐ง๐ ๐ฑ ๐๐๐ฆ๐๐ฅ๐ ๐ซ๐๐๐๐๐ซ
โคฒ ๐ ๐๐ง๐ซ๐: ๐๐จ๐ฅ๐ฅ๐๐ ๐!๐๐, ๐๐ซ๐จ๐ญ๐ก๐๐ซ'๐ฌ ๐๐๐ฌ๐ญ ๐๐ซ๐ข๐๐ง๐!๐๐, ๐๐ง๐ ๐ฌ๐ญ, ๐ฌ๐ฆ๐ฎ๐ญ
โคฒ ๐ฐ๐: ๐.๐๐ค (not proofread)
โคฒ ๐๐ฐ: ๐ฆ๐๐ง๐ญ๐ข๐จ๐ง๐ฌ ๐จ๐ ๐ฉ๐ซ๐๐ ๐ง๐๐ง๐๐ฒ
โ ๐ฉ๐ซ๐๐ฏ๐ข๐จ๐ฎ๐ฌ โ ๐ฆ๐๐ฌ๐ญ๐๐ซ๐ฅ๐ข๐ฌ๐ญ โ ๐ง๐๐ฑ๐ญ โ
"How is it going boys?"
Heeseung's voice is shaky and a lot hoarser than just a few moments ago, as the thought of finally doing what he's been daydreaming of for the past decade is actually about to become reality.
His eyes nervously roam the now fully decorated rooftop, the warm june breeze making everything a lot more bearable and for the first time in about twentyfour hour he feels like his lungs are actually filling with oxygen.
He knows you're not going to say no, it's something you've both discussed way too many times for people who have only been officially together for less than a year, yet the excitement, anxiety and feeling of being overwhelmed has definitely taken over his whole body in a way he's barely able to handle.
The thought of actually wifing you up, the way he's been joking around with it for all these months, is becoming way too real and for a short moment he can't help but wonder if it's really the right time.
But with your new apartment's keys in his bag and the contract signed, his new job as the department manager for one of Seoul's biggest companies secured and you both being so sure about it, he simply doesn't see the point in waiting any longer.
In fact, he's never been as sure about basically anything as he is about proposing to you.
"We're all set, Seung", Soobin, one of his coworkers and closer friends responds calmly, "just send us the message and we'll blow this place up."
"Stop saying it like that or we're going to get arrestedd,you stupid bitch", Yeonjun, the team's former number seven responds and for the first time in about thirty minutes Heeseung actually bursts into laughter.
As soon as those two hang up, the soon to be fiancรฉ' turns around to look at his childhood friends who have decided to celebrate the evening with a beer, both of them meeting their best friend's gaze and shooting him two big smiles, reminding him just how grateful he is to have a found family like them.
And as your boyfriend is currently busy with something you have absolutely no suspicion of, you're thanking the people from the catering service for their hard work as you send them home with all the leftovers, trying your very best not to gag at combined smell of fish and beef.
Jungwon hasn't left your side all night, no matter how many times you've tried to get rid of him to avoid anybody's suspicions or just questions, your best friend has simply refused to do just that.
"When are you going to tell him?"
He says and looks at you with his pretty eyes, cheeks slightly flushed from the few glasses of wine he's had already and as your brain processes his question, you can't stop your lips from stretching into a big smile.
When you first realised just how much time it had been since you had last gotten your period, you didn't think much of it. Mostly because you've been used to the irregularity ever since you had started taking the pill a few months back and even before that your body was prone to skip a week or two whenever life got a little too stressful.
If it wasn't for the morning sickness you'd been feeling these past few days, you would have never thought of a possible pregnancy for another two months.
The walk to the pharmacy and back home as well as the whole process of taking the test had quickly become the longest hour of your life and as soon as the second line on your first test had appeared, your whole life changed in an instant.
By the time the third one came back positive as well you were already a sobbing mess as happiness, excitement, anticipation but also fear, worry and shock slowly took over your body.
For a really short moment you even let your anxiety take the best of your thoughts, yet as soon as you remembered your most recent conversation about the future, life after graduation as well as marriage and children, you managed to get rid of everything that wasn't joy or excitement.
You never once worried about your boyfriend's reaction because despite skillfully hiding it behind jokes and dirty talk, you know how badly Heeseung's been wanting to become a father from the very beginning. He never even tried to be subtle about it, all he did was wait for you to feel ready and even if you hadn't actually planned for it to happen until your own graduation, you're still just as excited and subconsciously ready for it as you would have been if it happened two or three years later.
Lee Heeseung is the love of your life, the man you you dreamed about ever since you actually understood the concept of love and there's absolutely nobody in this world you could ever imagine as the father of your children other than him.
And after a night of celebrating him and his best friends like this, you're pretty sure it's the perfect time to let him know about your upcoming addition to your little family.
"Hoonie said everyone's going to go up to the rooftop because the boys are setting up some blankets and stuff and I thought maybe I could make Seungie stay here with me for a bit and tell him when you're all upstairs."
Jungwon attentively listens to your plan, his smile as big as ever and you can't help but tear up at the sight of pride in his bright eyes. You've never seen him this happy and to think that he's actually going to move to Seoul and therefore be here throughout your whole pregnancy instead of having to wait three years until he finishes his degree makes it a lot more difficult to hold yourself back from crying.
Never in a million years would you have ever expected your first year away from your old life to be so perfect, yet despite all these years of abuse and agony, you've finally reached a point where life feels good and every day you wake up grateful and happy. The patience and hard work has definitely paid off.
"That sounds great", Jungwon says and pulls you into a tight hug, knowing you both will actually burst into tears if you look at him any longer, "but you should join us first and then take him downstairs. Wait for everyone to settle down or it'll be too obvious."
With a sharp nod you agree with your best friend, placing a quick kiss on his cheek before you let everyone know that you'll be with them in a bit, taking absolute advantage of your empty apartment as you finally pull out the little onesie in Heeseung's favorite color and the little #01 on its back as well as one of the positive pregnancy tests from your closet and allowing yourself to take a few deep breaths.
However, it doesn't take long for you to feel slightly overwhelmed because despite having realised it all already, you know telling your boyfriend about it is going to make it even realer than it currently feels, which is why you decide to try and distract yourself just a little longer by joining everyone upstairs.
You don't exactly know what to expect as you breathlessly and slowly climb the stairs to stop yourself from passing out, yet the last thing you expect is for the floor to be covered in rose petals as a road of little candles lights the way for you.
"What theโ", but you don't get to finish as your favorite love song suddenly starts playing and all of your friends start cheering loudly.
It takes you a good minute to spot your boyfriend at the end of said candle way, holding onto a bouquet of your favorite flowers for dear life, his perfect lips stretched into a wide smile, eyes glossy and cheeks slightly flushed.
You don't even realise what the hell is going on and that you haven't moved an inch yet, until your best friend tells you to and with a thick veil of tears blurring your vision you finally start approaching the man of your dreams.
And as you slowly walk towards him, Heeseung can feel his heart thrumming in his throat, the blood rushing through his ears to the point where every single noise seems to ne way further sway than it is until you come to dtand right in front of him.
With a shaky hand he reaches for you and guides you to stand in front of your friends, your brother watching you with excited and proud eyes and if it wasn't for all the emotions you're currently feeling, you definitely would have noticed a single tear finding its way down his cheek.
"Park Y/N", Heeseung says calmly once the volume of the music slowly goes down, his voice shaky and everything about his demeanor gives away just how nervous he is, "my first and only love."
And as soon as those words hit you straight in the face, you physically can't stop a tiny sob bubbling up from your throat, genuine happiness and adrenaline making its way through your system at the realisation of what this actually is.
"Over a decade ago I fell in love with you, your warm heart and kind soul, those perfect eyes and your sweet smile. There has never been a day I didn't think of you and holding your hand right now still feels like a dream", your boyfriend's words are genuine and honest, something you've gotten used to yet still can't really process no matter how much time passes.
You try to calm yourself down once you notice the nervousness in your boyfriend's facial expressions, holding onto his hand just a little tighter before he hands you the bouqet and slowly moves his hand to reach for something in his back pocket.
"I've thought about this exact moment ever since I really understood what love meant and not a single time in my life have I associated it with anyone but you." With his smile still as big and bright, you attentively watch the love of your life pull out a little jewelry and just when your hands find their eay to your mouth, Heeseung slowly steps back to finally get on one knee.
A sight so beautiful you're genuinely afraid you might be dreaming.
"You're my childhood, my youth and my whole life. You're my home. Everything I have, everything I am belongs to you, including my heart and I want to spend the entirety of the rest of my life to become a man you can love and be proud of, who's worthy of your presence in his life."
At this point nobody among you and your friends can actually hold back their tears and for a short moment your gaze shifts to your older brother, who has been trying his best to keep it together but decided to finally give in at the sight of his two favorite people loving each other so dearly.
"Will you please make one of my biggest dreams come true and become my wife?"
Heeseung has lost count on how many times he's changed his lines and how many times he's practiced different versions of this exact speech in his head, in front of the mirror and under the shower. At one point he even started practicing it in front of the two elderly ladies at the company's cafeteria, yet at the end he still decided to just go with what his heart has to say.
Something he's never had problems with when it comes to you.
And as you slowly start nodding your head with tears streaming down your cheeks, he swears the whole world starts spinning in slow motion.
One of his biggest dream has finally become reality, a realisation hitting him so hard he actually forgets to move.
But there's no need for him to because by the time his mind catches up on what just happened, you've already thrown your arms around his shoulders with a soft sob multiple "Yes"s, quite literally pulling him back into reality.
The following minute is filled with nothing but silence from the both of you as you hold each other and take in the warmth of the happiness oozing from your shared moment.
Heeseung, who's basically overwhelmed with joy, drops on both of his knees as he's holding you in his arms and tries his best to keep his cries at bay.
And once you pull away to let him put the ring on your finger, the sudden sound of fireworks going off startles you in the best way possible, yet also elicits another soft cry from your lips.
"I told you I'm going to wife you up", Heeseung chuckles and places a soft kiss on your lips, his big hands holding your face like you're a piece of glass, so fragile he's afraid you'll break if he's too rough.
"And I told you I'm always ready for it."
Those words earn you a literal standing ovation from all of your friends, cheering and hollering from all of them exceot your brother, who's still as quiet as ever, yet never once stops to smile.
Heeseung doesn't hesitate to back away from you as soon as he spots Sunghoon approaching the two of you from the corner of his eyes and before either one of you can say something, you're pulled into another tight hug.
A hug which holds so many emotions, so many memories and so much love, you actually feel yourself drowning in it all in the best way possible.
"Congratulations", Hoonie whispers softly, too afraid of the possibility his voice might break if he spoke too loudly, "I'm so happy for you, little one. You deserve this and so much more."
At this point your pregnancy hormones and all those pent up emotions from the past few years have decided to team up, so you basically stand no chance in forming a coherent sentence which actually makes sense. All you can do is cry in your brother's arms as the realisation of you both finally living a life of peace and harmony has become true.
After a round of hugs, even more tears, from both the boys and the girls, as well as a fit of loud laughter because of Jongseong's random comment, you spend the following ten minutes in the arms of your new fiancรฉ, your eyes either fixated on his face or the ring on your finger.
By the time you hug your brother one last time, it's way past two am and you can feel the exhaustion and tiredness taking over every bit of your body, yet know there's still a very important thing left to do for you.
After a nice long shower, the two of you quietly get ready for bed, Heeseung's hand always somehow touching you, a habit he's picked up along the way and you still giggle whenever you remember the reason being his mind not comprehending that you're actually here and his, so he had to make up for it with skinship.
"I actually wanted to fuck you to sleep just like you deserve but I'm afraid we're both too tired, hm?", Heeseung whispers into your ear as he wraps his arms around your waist and presses his strong chest into your back.
"Mhm", is all you can say as your heart slams brutally against your rib cage at the thought of the upcoming few minutes.
You don't even notice the way Heeseung's hand has found its way up your chest to your neck and as soon as he feels your rapid heartbeat, you find yourself being turned around to face your slightly worried fiancรฉ.
"What's wrong?"
The question is the first one to come to his mind, something he's yet to get rid of since it's more of a trauma response than an actual question.
"I have to tell you something, Seungie."
"We've been engaged for less than two hours, please don't tell me you wanna call it off", he breathes and throws his head back, leaving you absolutely flabbergasted.
"Oh, my God", he suddenly says a little louder than you expected and with big eyes you watch him fall to his knees, wrapping his arms around your waist and pressing his head against your belly with a faux cry.
"Please, don't leave me, I'd be nothing but the shell of a man." And those words basically give you the rest. With a loud, ugly chuckle you push your hands into his hair and start shaking your head, knowing he's not serious but still reassuring him.
"Give me a second, will you?"
With curious eyes Heeseung slowly pulls away and watches the way you walk to your side of the bed and slowly oulling out a little box, bigger than the one for your ring he carried in his pants the whole night, before you make your way back to him with your grip way too tight.
"Open it", you say softly and try to drown out the loud beating of your heart in your throat, the feeling of having to throw suddenly overwhelming you and with a soft sigh you try to calm yourself down.
Seungie doesn't say anything as he takes the box from your hand and does as he's told, lifting the lid and revealing your little present to his big, glossy bambi eyes.
"What..."
A beat of silence follows the single word before he reaches for the pregnancy test and stares at it for way longer than necessary.
You have no idea what's going on inside of his head and for the first time ever since you've found out about your pregnancy you're actually anxious about his reaction.
What you're not awarenof is the way Heeseung's brain has yet to process what the fuck he's looking at, meanwhile his chest has filled with a warmth so comforting and calming, it actually feels dizzying.
You're pregnant.
You, the one woman he's loved all of his life, his now fiancรฉ, are pregnant with his child.
The realisation feels like an actual dream and without giving it another thought, Heeseung lands a harsh slap against his own cheek to see if he's awake.
As the sting of his sweet attempt spreads in his face, the tears have already blurred his vision and with a single one finding it's way down his cheek he looks up at you.
"Oh, my God", a breathy chuckle of disbelief leaves his lips just before he gets up to be on eye level with you, his big hands reaching for your face to press your forehead against his and you still feel unsure until a row of soft sobs start filling the tension in your shared bedroom.
"We're actually going to be parents?"
All you can do is nod, choking on your own tears making it eay too difficult to respond verbally.
You've never seen this particular expression on Heeseung's face and as it reaches his pretty eyes you realise it's nothing but oure joy and excitement, maybe even a hint of relief.
"We're actually going to be fucking parents."
And as he gently wraps his around your body, Heeseung feels a wound in his heart slowly healing, a wound so deep he had managed to suppress it's pain all these years.
"This is the best day of my life", he whispers and inhales your sweet scent, his hand subconsciously moving to rub over your belly, "thank you so much. Thank you for healing me. Thank you for seeing me worthy of your love. Just โ Thank you."
Heeseung doesn't give you the opportunity to respond as he pulls you into a passionate kiss, knowing everything he failed to voice out is going to reach your heart through this one kiss.
Not many words are exchanged between the two of you until you're burying your face in his neck, your eyes heavy from the exhaustion of the day, yet Heeseung makes sure to be the last one to speak just before you fall asleep.
"I love you so much. My first and only love."
(A/N: i'm not going to say much bc ive cried so much already and gotta save it for the epilogue injust hope you guys enjoyed this one and know how much i love and appreciate all of you. thank you for making this journey unforgettable and so, so special.)
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all credits to the original artist @hq_yunak on X & ig
(This is connected to another drabble I made in my series 'Unreq Love' so here is context if you'd like the full experience: Oikawa & Bonus)
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The gym is quiet.
Not the kind of quiet that comes from peace, but the kind that settles like dust in the cornersโheavy, still, waiting. The lights are off, but the late afternoon sun filters through the high windows, painting the floor in long strokes of gold. The volleyball net hangs limply between its poles, no longer taut with purpose. There are scuff marks everywhere, like memories burned into the woodโghosts of spikes, dives, the relentless rhythm of ambition. The echoes of laughter, shouting, the rhythmic squeak of sneakers still seem to hum beneath the silence, like the gym itself refuses to forget.
You spot him immediately.
Oikawa stands near the back wall, his figure backlit by sunlight, facing the net with his hands shoved deep into the pockets of his jacket. His shoulders are drawn tight, his posture still and unreadable. He doesnโt move when you step in, but he knows itโs you. No one walks into a gym like you doโespecially not after hours. Especially not him.
You take your time crossing the floor. Your sneakers squeak a little, but he doesnโt flinch. The air smells like dust and floor polish, and something sharper underneathโlike endings. Like goodbye.
โI figured Iโd find you here,โ you say, coming to a stop beside him.
He huffs, a soft, humorless sound. โYou always do.โ
โWell,โ you shrug, โsomeoneโs gotta make sure youโre not brooding yourself into an existential crisis.โ
Finally, he glances at you. Thereโs a tiredness in his eyes, something far quieter than the version of him everyone else sees. You know it well. Youโve seen it before, behind locker room doors, in the quiet of bus rides home, in the way his voice would sometimes crack when no one was supposed to hear. He looks like someone who's been chasing a shadow for too long and just realized it was always out of reach.
โI thought maybe if I stayed long enough, itโd feel different,โ he murmurs, gaze shifting back to the net. โBut it still hurts.โ
โOf course it hurts,โ you reply, arms crossing over your chest. โYou gave everything to this place. You bled for it. You obsessed over every drill, every stat sheet, every match. Losing was never going to be painless.โ
He chuckles, and itโs low and bitter. โWe didnโt even make it to nationals. What was the point of all of it?โ
You frown, nudging him lightly with your elbow. โTooru, you seriously need to get your head out of your ass.โ
That earns you a sidelong glance, the barest glimmer of amusement.
You soften. โYou werenโt just chasing wins. You built something here. A team that trusted you. A legacy. People are going to remember youโnot because of a scoreboard, but because you made them better. You made them believe. You pushed them to be more.โ
He doesnโt respond right away, but his jaw tics. He always does that when heโs trying not to feel something. The weight of three years rests on his shoulders like armor that no longer serves him.
โAnd what about you?โ he asks suddenly, turning to face you more fully. โYou stuck by me through everything. Even when I didnโt deserve it.โ
You scoff, leaning back on your heels. โDonโt get all sentimental on me now, Tooru.โ
โIโm serious.โ
โSo am I. You think I followed you around like a lost puppy for three years because I enjoyed your tantrums and diva moments?โ
A small smile tugs at the corner of his lips. โMaybe a little?โ
โGod, youโre insufferable.โ You shake your head, but your voice loses its edge. โI stayed because you were worth it. Because youโre more than volleyball. You always have been. Even when you were too busy being dramatic to see it.โ
The silence that falls between you is thick with years of shared glances, missed chances, and words left unspoken. The light shifts across the floor, turning everything gold like the last flicker of a day that tried its best.
You donโt mean to say it. Not like this. Not when heโs already unraveling.
You glance at him again, then down at your hands. Your voice comes out low, more to yourself than to him. โGod, I canโt avoid this, can I?โ
But itโs been sitting in your chest for too long, and something about the way the light hits his faceโthe rawness there, the quiet acheโmakes it impossible to keep in.
โI love you.โ
His head snaps toward you, eyes wide. โ...What?โ
You inhale slowly, like thatโll steady the thundering in your chest. โI said I love you. Iโve been in love with you since the moment we met. Since you made that dumb joke during orientation and somehow managed to trip over your own feet.โ
Your voice wavers slightly, but you push through. โI thought it was just a crush. Something stupid. But it never went away. Through every win, every loss, every time you walked into a room and lit it up like you didnโt even knowโthrough all of it, I kept falling. I knew every version of youโthe charming captain, the insecure overthinker, the friend who stayed behind after practice to help pick up stray ballsโand I still fell.โ
You swallow hard, heart aching in your chest. โAnd I wasnโt going to tell you. I didnโt think I had the right to. I thought Iโd be a distraction, or worseโjust another person youโd feel responsible for. But standing here with you, watching you look at that net like it still owes you something... I couldnโt walk away without telling you. Because itโs not just about volleyball. Not for me. Not when it comes to you.โ
You take a step back, the burn of embarrassment creeping up your neck, your voice quieter now. โYou donโt have to say anything. I just needed to get it out of my system.โ
You turn, ready to bolt before you make a bigger fool of yourselfโbut before your foot even hits the line, his hand wraps around your wrist.
You freeze.
His grip isnโt desperate, but itโs firmโanchoring. When you look back, heโs already thereโcloser than you thought, close enough that you can see the flicker of emotion dancing in his eyes. His breath is uneven. So is yours.
His gaze lingers on your face, moving from your eyes to your mouth, then back again, as if trying to piece together something he shouldโve realized long ago. You see it hit him all at onceโthe memories, the missed moments, the way youโve always been right there. His shoulders loosen like something inside himโs finally cracking open.
His hand moves slowly to your face, tentative but gentle, and his thumb brushes against your cheek like itโs something fragile heโs afraid to break. His fingers tremble just slightly, and the warmth of his palm grounds you in place.
โHow did I never see you?โ he breathes, and itโs not a question meant for you. Itโs a confession all on its own, shaped by regret and wonder.
Then he kisses you.
Soft at first, hesitantโlike heโs asking permission.
Then againโdeeper, fuller, with the kind of reverence that comes from finally seeing someone whoโs been standing in the light all along. His hand curves behind your neck, the other still holding your wrist like he's afraid youโll vanish if he lets go.
And for once, Oikawa doesnโt say a single word.
He just pulls you closer, holds you like youโre the only thing keeping him grounded, and lets the silence speak for itself.
In that quiet, there is no loss. No disappointment. No game that slipped through trembling fingers.
Thereโs just you.
And itโs enough.
feining for frat boy katsukiโฆ
it was hot. loud. half the girls were already screaming over shirtless frat boys grinding against windshields. your friend dragged you out with a โcome on, itโs for charity!โ and now youโre standing in the corner with a lukewarm lemonade and zero expectations.
you didnโt even want to come to this stupid fraternity fundraiser.
your roommate dragged you out with the promise of half-naked frat boys, but all youโve seen so far are drenched freshmen trying to flex their way into a hernia.
but then you see him.
heโs got his back turned at firstโlean muscle, golden skin, red swim trunks slung way too low on his hips. sunlight catches the water dripping down his back like itโs staged. and when he turns around?
game over. heโs gorgeous.
sharp jaw, wild blonde hair flattened from water, a cocky little smirk on his face as he wrings a sponge out over his head, totally aware of the stares.
and he sees you. right away. ruby eyes locked with yours and gives the most arrogant little up-nod like, yeah. youโre next.
you try to act unaffected. fail immediately.
he saunters over, sudsy bucket in one hand, water dripping down his abs like itโs a fucking calvin klein ad. stops right in front of you, eyeing your car, then you, then your car again. โyou the one drivinโ this piece of shit?โ
you blink. โexcuse me?!โ
he shrugs but you can see a little grin tugging on the corner of his mouth, smug and unbothered. โrelax. iโll make it look brand new.โ
he puts the bucket down, saunters over, and damnโheโs even hotter up close. tall. muscles for days. and that little scar on his cheek? unfair.
then, leaning closer, voice low: โthe name's katsuki bakugo. whatโs yours, sweet girl?โ
you tell him. maybe a little breathless.
he repeats it onceโslow, like heโs trying it out on his tongue. โhm. yeah. i like that.โ
and then he goes to work. but not just on the car.
katsuki bakugo washes that car like heโs auditioning for the dirtiest boy band youโve ever seen. dropping the sponge just to bend over in front of you, ass on full display. making eye contact when he slides his hand over the hood like heโs caressing it. watering himself down with a hose and shaking his hair out like heโs in a shampoo commercial from hell.
by the time heโs done, your car is sparkling. and so are youโflushed, flustered.
he tosses the sponge into the bucket, wipes his mouth with the back of his hand, and smirks. โlemme know if you need a private wash sometime.โ
and then he walks away, with you watching the water dripping down the curve of his spine, no better than a teenage boy ogling the back of a girl's bikini. you swear you black out for a second too.
itโs only a few hours after the car wash before he slides in your dms, smooth but dirty. youโre in your room, still reeling from whatever the hell that was, when your phone buzzes.
king.explosionmurder has sent you a message.
(yeah. thatโs his actual handle. because of course it is.) then, you open it.
king.explosionmurder:
can't stop thinking about the girl with the shittiest car and the cutest fuckinโ face.
you stare. then another message pops up.
king.explosionmurder:
u free tonight?
or maybe you're too busy being adorable somewhere else?
your heart does a thing. you type out a replyโsomething just barely cocky enough to match him:
you:
depends
you always this forward?
king.explosionmurder:
only for girls with shitty taste in cars
so, only you
let me buy you a drink, sweet girl?
you:
fine
you can buy me a drink, frat boy
but for the record?
my taste in cars is not that shitty
king.explosionmurder:
whatever you say beautiful
8 pm, sunset bar down 5th ave
don't be late
katsuki shows up five minutes early, in a black tee that clings to his chest and jeans that should be illegal. hair still messy from his post-car-wash shower. when you walk in, his eyes track you like youโre the only person in the room.
โtch. thought you were gonna flake.โ
you roll your eyes. โyouโd cry if i did.โ
his mouth twitches. โlike a damn baby.โ
then the date just... hits different. it wasn't what you expected. sure, itโs packed with college students and frat bros, but in the back corner booth? with him?
itโs quiet. comfortable. almostโฆ intimate.
heโs not much of a talker, but with you? he tries. you ask about his majorโheโs an aspiring pro-hero, of courseโand he asks about yours, grumbling when you light up talking about it, because โfuck, that smileโs gonna kill me.โ
and even though heโd die before saying it out loud, the minute you take a sip of your drink and laugh at something dumb he says? heโs gone. head over heels.
he walks you back to your dorm with his hand on the small of your back, even though itโs barely a ten-minute walk. says โtext me when youโre inโ even though he literally watched you unlock your door. stands there, gruff and gorgeous, waiting.
โgonna invite me?โ he asks, tone teasing.
you shake your head, grinning. โnot on the first date, i'm not.โ
he groans dramatically. โdamn. fuckinโ killinโ me here.โ
you grin. โgoodnight, frat boy.โ
but he doesnโt move right away.
just stands there under the warm porch light, one hand stuffed in his pocket, the other rubbing the back of his neck like heโs trying to work off the ache of not touching you again. his shirt clings to him in the summer heat, his jaw sharp in the glow, but itโs his eyes that freeze you in place.
not hard. not sharp. not the glare he usually levels at the world.
but soft. heavy. like youโve stolen the breath from his lungs and he doesnโt even want it back.
he looks at you like you hung the damn moon.
he takes one small step closer, close enough that you can feel the heat coming off his chest, close enough that if either of you moved just an inch, youโd be kissing.
โgoodnight, sweet girl,โ he says, voice low and rough, like gravel laced with honey.
it hits you somewhere deep. like heโs branding the words into you.
and thenโhe actually smiles. a real one. lopsided, shy, the kind of smile youโd never expect from someone who threatens to body slam people over couch cushions.
then he turns and walks away, hands shoved deep in his pockets, head down, like if he looks back even once, heโll do something stupid like run back and kiss you senseless.
you close the door behind you, heart thudding so hard you swear your roommate can hear it.
youโre screwed. so screwed.
because things after that? they move fast.
to everyone else, he was the guy who'd scream if you left dishes in the sink, throw a beer can at you if you sat on his side of the couch, and threaten to body slam you if you so much as breathe near him.
but the entire frat house knew that their loud, grumpy, terrifyingly efficient frat dadโhad a soft spot the size of a planet. and that soft spot? was for you.
youโre the only person allowed in his room during his grumpy post-practice naps. the only one who can touch his hair without him flinching. heโd grumble when you flick his forehead when he was being dramatic but he'd let you.
he might curse under his breath, but when youโd slide onto his lap during movie night, he'd wrap an arm around you like it was instinct. like protecting you came as naturally as breathing.
he had snacks stocked in the mini fridge (not for him, you liked them). he hands you your favorite snack and grumbles, โwas on sale. donโt get used to it,โ even though itโs never on sale but he bought six of them anyway.
and when finals week hits? heโs a damn soldier for you.
caffeine runs. your favorite takeout. quiet growls at anyone who tries to talk to you in the library. he reads your flashcards like theyโre enemy coordinates and quizzing you becomes his personal mission.
but the best part? the tiny, quiet moments in between.
like when heโs losing at mario kart and youโd sit in his lap while he played, steal his fries, kiss his cheek mid-rant just to shut him up.
or when you were too tired to walk back to your place, you just curl up in his bed. not only does he let you, he tucks the blanket around you and kisses your forehead so soft it makes your chest ache.
and somehow, all of that was like magic.
sure, he mightโve acted like the worldโs most chaotic, aggressive frat president, but when it came to you? he was all bark, all biteโฆ and all heart.
โโงโหโง[ it's me, kia ! ]โงหโโง ๏ฝก๏พโขโ๊ฐแ โก เป๊ฑโโข ๏ฝก๏พ โโงโหโง[ more of katsuki ! ]โงหโโง
sighs and cries in this life
not onlu do i wanna give hyunjin forehead kisses but i wanna run my hands through his hair and relax him into it until he falls asleep and then id draw him
2.51 a.m.
"sleepy?" you ask hyunjin, willing your voice to soften so you wouldn't startle him. he looks incredibly sereneโ laying his entire body on top of yours, face buried in the crook of your neck. his exhales come out in soft breaths, brushing against your skin like the faint caress of a feather.
"mm. you're comfortable," he says, further sinking his body onto yours, until you are both pressed tightly to one another, like two facets of the same coin. you stay silent, as he adjusts his limbs so his head would fall on top of your chest, right above your heartbeat.
"can i tell you something?" he speaks softly, as you gently thread through his ash blonde locks, twirling some strands of it around.
"anything."
"i listen to music everyday but your heartbeat is still my favorite sound," he confesses, a bit shyly, as he rests his chin atop your chest, peering up at you with eyes that reflect constellations.
"truly?" you grin, a tender smile etching on your lips.
"truly. please don't go where i can't hear it."
"i won't," you promise, and he leans back into your embrace, content with your response. your fingers never cease their soft caress on his scalp, making him sigh in tranquil surrender. you smile in adoration to yourself before pressing a tender skin on his forehead, then another one to his temple, the crown of his hairโ anywhere your lips can reach, everywhere he could feel your love in.
first impressions matter.
wc: 593
genre: highschool!au ; rich boy!jay ; fluff
feat. park jongseong ; ๋ฐ์ข ์ฑ
note: first drabble in a whiiiiile ahshhdh sheโs been sitting in my drafts for a bit so i just cleaned her up and here she it >:0 iโm gonna work on putting out more one shots :D
your best friends, jimin and soojin, stood next to you, lightly nudging you with excitement about finally being able to see your boyfriend, park โhe goes to another schoolโ jongseong for the first time.
youโd talked non-stop about him ever since you two finally started dating after being childhood friends for so long that jimin and soojin knew him probably as well as you did. although, you did withhold some information about him from them, like his family life, his fortune, his livelihood. theyโd only seen pictures of him on both of your social media accounts, on which he appeared as just a normal highschool boy.
they hadnโt met him yet, considering the fact that you ended up going to different highschools and your two excited friends around you were ones that youโd made during your first week of class. they simply had no prior knowledge of him before that.
your eyes glanced over the text you had sent to your boyfriend 10 minutes prior that read โplease donโt tell me youโre coming in anything flashy."ย
a text that he had left on read.
oh boy.
full disclosure, you loved your boyfriend dearly. you loved him past his wealth and flashiness and love to show off.ย
as you waited at the front of your school for him to come by to pick you up, you scrolled through your previous text messages with him recounting your date plans for the night after youโd both gotten out of school. he told you heโd pick you up after your classes, and you obliged without thinking about the fact that your friends had never met your boyfriend before.
then, you saw it.
his ever so beautiful black and blue mclaren 720s.
you sighed heavily as you watched all eyes look toward the car. entire friend groups turned their heads to get a glance, eyes wide open, jaws dropped. your friends were just as amazed and you stood still, just staring at him as you heard them whisper around you.
"no way, who is that?โ
โdoes he go to our school?โ
โno way, that has to be someoneโs parents.โ
โthatโs literally my dream car.โ
if only you could capture a picture of their faces when the supercar pulled in front of the three of you and stopped.
he stepped out, making direct eye contact with you, dressed in black slacks and a button down, a bouquet of roses in hand.
โhi, darling, i hope i didnโt keep you waiting too long.โ
jimin and soojinโs jaws dropped at the realization, and your cheeks heated up when you became aware of all the attention you were getting from everyone around you. you shook your head quickly and walked toward his car, reaching for the door handle.
he quickly made his way over to your side, intercepting your attempts to let yourself into his car, placing his own hand over the handle.
โlet me, love."ย ย
your best friends watched in amazement as the door opened upwards and he helped you step into the car, him closing it behind you and making his way to his side.
you glanced over at the girls, giving them a sheepish smile and wave through the window as they continued to stand there, stunned and speechless.
when you heard jayโs door close, you turned to him with a playfully angry look in your eyes.
"i thought i said not to come in anything flashy.โ
โyou did.โ he started his car and revved the engine before driving off to begin your date night.
โbut first impressions matter.โ
it's getting thicker wtf
It's the second picture though
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the first thing you feel when you regain consciousness, one step out of the dream world, is the warm feeling of the autumnโs sun resting on your cheek. it contrasts with the cold outside that somehow enters into the warmth shared between all those bookshelves.ย
you donโt really know how or when you fell asleep on that table. only your eyes going back and forth behind your closed eyelids seem to look for something. your brain, however, daydreams about those soft fingertips massaging your skull and the scent of its owner all around the place.ย ย
the personโs voice is soft and teasing, you can remember it lulling you to sleep. the last thing you saw, will forever be engraved in your mindโ that cat-like smile, those dimples and big dark eyes.ย
when your eyelids finally open you are met with the eyes you that can't get out of your mind staring right back at you and your heart jumps in your chest.ย
the sun rays somehow reach them, enlightening the pretty colors of these iris.ย
then all of it comes in a flash, the initial studying, then the cookie you shared, the book you read and the kiss he gave you after you groaned and laid your forehead on the wooden furniture.
and now, here you are seeing jungwon upside down.ย
โhi,โ he says quietly, before removing a stray hair from your face.ย
the movement is as gentle as the face of who it comes from. it sort of gets you starstruckโ your breath catches, your eyes feel like they are shining and your cheeks are getting warmer by the second.ย
it is always so easy for jungwon to get you nervous without doing much, like some kind of godforsaken wizard.ย
you consistently feel like a middle schooler talking to her crush when you respond. avoidant, shy and even a little mean, if it wasnโt for the obvious smile on your face and fondness in your voice.ย
โwere you watching me sleep?โ you ask him, and he giggles like it wonโt make your whole stomach swirl.ย
he says nothing. although his palm tenderly cups somewhere around your cheek. you close your eyes when you see him tilting his chin so his lips can reach your forehead, he plants a loving kiss on it.ย
his warm palm leaves its place to the sun again and his eyes meet yours one more time, he looks silly from upside down, โyou looked so peaceful,โ he tells you. it feels really intimate with his face being a bit pink like yours. โi couldnโt get my eyes away from you.โย
he is way too close to say anything like that without the surface of your face burning.ย
you could do so many things right now. like kissing him or telling him that he is so beautiful that you are pretty sure he is the only thing you see in your dreams at night.ย
but jungwon wouldnโt love you if you werenโt you. and who you are is someone who, before telling your boyfriend how much you love him, will whisper, โyou are such a creep,โ
(then, kiss him.)
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10:45 am โ yang jungwon
โหโน notes ~ bf!jungwon x fem!reader โโญ warnings: kisses, petname, sleepiness แถป ๐ ๐ฐ word count: 100+๊ฉโ ห๏ฝกโห genre: fluff, time stamp, drabble | AN: lowkey this is kind of cute| LIBRARY FOR MORE...
AS YOU SLOWLY AWAKEN from your peaceful slumber, the gentle morning light filtering through the curtains. You turn over, greeted by the sight of Jungwon, already awake and watching you with a soft smile that could rival the sunrise itself.
"Good morning, pretty girl," he murmurs, his voice a soothing melody.
A smile tugs at your lips in response to his soft voice. "Good morning, pretty boy," you whisper back.
Jungwon reaches out, brushing his thumb over your cheek in a gesture so gentle. "You're beautiful," he says softly, his eyes filled with love as he gazes at you.
Your heart flutters at his words, warmth blooming within you like flowers in the spring. "And you're so perfect," you reply, your voice sweet and quiet.
Leaning closer, Jungwon presses a soft kiss to your forehead, his lips tender against your skin. "I could repeat this moments 100 times and I wouldn't be tired of it," he whispers, his breath warm against your ear.
You wrap your arms around him, pulling him close until you're enveloped in each other's embrace. "Me too," you nodded.
In that moment, with Jungwon's soft kisses and the gentle brush of his thumb against your cheek, you realize just how lucky you are to have him by your side.
โก how to love you | stray kids x female!reader โก
โฏ wc | 1.6k
โฏ genre | fluff
โฏ synopsis | skz as my specific love languages
โฏ warnings | none, but it's unedited (im too lazy to edit it)
โฏ masterlist
chan โก sending you songs / making you playlists
as a producer and overall singer, i personally think chan spends a lot of time listening to music and not just his own
so when he does take a break from spending hours and hours at the studio, he takes the time to send you songs
sometimes they're random, sometimes they're really specific to how he's feeling, and sometimes they're about you and how he feels about you
you know this cause he always sends a little heart emoji next to the song link to give you a hint man of habit
"chan?" "yea?" "why did you send me this song?" it is literally nothing by bruno major "uhmmm, no reason" LIAR-
ask him about it, he gets giddy. turn the song on randomly, he'll start blushing. mouth the lyrics to him, and he'll hide his face away while giggling. BUT LOW AND BEHOLD, ASK HIM WHY HE SENT IT AND HE'S GOT NOTHING
later down the line, he sends you the first playlist and it is full of love songs like hey lover ! by wabie, lvr boy by awfultune, and my kind of woman by mac demarco
fuck tears, just full on sob because how could one person be so thoughtful and loving and caring and- kjfndaknfloinfeiwanfias
he damn near squeals when you blast the playlist when he gets home, cheesing and hugging you, whispering "do you like it?" OF COURSE WHA-
anywho 10/10 experience, recommend it for everyone
minho โก biting
feral boy tingz >:]
once in a while, he gets the urge to just chomp down on you and then go back to what he was doing with no explanation
don't not put small body parts next to or in front of his face because he will bite it and if you tug, he will not let go
it's weird but he does it out of love. i mean your hands are so nice to look at and sometimes they're really cute that he just needs to bite them, get it out of his system so that he can continue his day
he has to, if not he'll think about it all day and then when the urge takes over him, he might bite down harder than he intended
don't argue with him, just let him do it
"stop- why do you keep biting my arm?" "do you want me to bite your face? it's a close second." "..."
SEE?? NO WINNING JUST ACCEPTING THE BITES ๐ญ๐ญ
5/10 experience cause he crazy and will bite with no warning
changbin โก naps
i was going to give this one to chan, but insomniac to insomniac i was not finna insult him like that ๐
i think this matches with binnie well tho
personal belief that as much as he works and produces, he's very relaxed about it
in a sense where it's like "well i've already done everything i need to, no need to over exert myself" he not lazy, he do self care
so as soon as he gets his hands on you, he's dragging you down on to the most comfiest spot and clinging to you, slighting groaning and whining that he wants to take a nap
don't try to get up or fight cause 1) he's stronger than you admit it and 2) he can't nap without his favorite teddy bear
he says that these naps are important towards yall's relationship and they are tradition...that happens weekly
"stop squirming" "i still have work to do!" "it can wait, how do you love more: me or your job?" "changbin!" "answer wisely."
he'd usually let you finish up your work but sometimes he doesn't so answer him quickly before he starts pouting
he'll help you finish it but until then, get comfy and hope your alarm goes off in 2 hours
9/10 experience cause he's kinda crushing your side and refuse to let you get too far from him but he's mumbling that he loves you in his sleep so it's okay <3333
hyunjin โก wanting to 'merge' bodies
we already know the boy's love lanuage is physical touch but sometimes it get out of hand
you gotta be careful around him because babes is just so happy and overjoyed to see you that while he does swoop down to hug you, squishing all of your internal organs against him, it's still not enough
he. is. not. close. enough. and will do anything possible to get even closer
when it comes to cuddling, it's like he's a second blanket. he's laying right on top of you, nuzzled into your neck and whining about how he's not close enough to you
you could be bare skin, chest to chest, and while enjoyable, it still wouldn't be enough
"hyunjin, what in the hell are you doing?" "we're not close enough!" "we are literally fused together! you forced your way underneath my blanket and my hoodie- we are chest to chest jinnie and you're melting into my neck, what more could you want?" "...need to be closer."
if not in his right mind, please console him cause he will close to tears if you don't figure out a) how to get him to sleep faster or b) how to get closer to him
he'll eventually settled down but you know he's not happy about it because he'll huff everyone once in a while to remind you d r a m a t i c
do not ask him if he wants to merge bodies because he won't ever let it go, even if it is impossible
8.5/10 experience, the love is there but the brain is not
jisung โก bluntly staring
how lovely, there's a pair of eyes around the corner following your every move
totally not creepy at all !! it's not
he really doesn't mean to stare through your soul but he doesn't even try to stop it
sometimes you look really beautiful in your own little world and he just wants to watch you, admire you
when you catch him, he's so caught up in trying to save every moment of you in his head that he won't notice until 3 minutes later or when you finally walk up to him
he'll get sheepish and try to play it off like he wasn't just staring at you like you were the most interesting and intricate thing he had every laid eyes
"i was just checking you out, what? i can't do that as your boyfriend?" "okay, but for the last 30 mintues ji?" ...so he might have a staring problem
but it was your problem so let him love you and star at your beauty
and be lucky he hasn't pulled out his camera trying to capture and save moments his eyes don't- the thing would go off every 3 seconds
7/10 experience, you're worried that you'll get used to this and noticed stalkers but there is no resisting the twinkle in his eyes when he looks at you
felix โก nuzzling his head into your side
almost put "sending tiktoks" but i digress
he already does this to his members and now he does it to you
he says it's his favorite thing to do, even if he does goes a bit too rough and fast and ends up with a mini headache
he'd randomly snuggle you and push his head into your side, slightly tickling you as he groans and laughs into your stomach
it's like a puppy trying to get your attention, or just trying to annoy cause he will do that too
he'll most likely stop doing to the members, only doing it to you so you think it's special and reserved for you cause it is
"lix, what are you doing?" "nothing~~" "bokkie, you're gonna give yourself a headache." "don't care~~"
cutie <3333
no but grab him before he starts hissing in pain...again he'll never learn
9.5/10, gotta get him migraine meds
seungmin โก doing your skincare routine for you
his love lang. is already acts of service, this is just exact
if you're huge on skin care and self-care nights, this one for you
just ask him. that's it. and he'll do it every. single. time.
self care nights are a must and if you deny him , he will be upset about it (even if it isn't for him)
"seungmin, you said you were tired." "...i lied." "minnie, you are nodding off right now." "i ammmm not! hush!"
just let him do it because if he wakes up the next morning, he will be upset and will ignore you for like 30 full minutes...
he likes to make sure you're the most comfortable you have been in your life. you are not allowed to do any of it and if you try, you will be barraged with kisses until you drop the item
don't test the puppy, he is determined and headstrong and will fight you for the toner
save yourself the headache, be pampered <3
10/10 for non-fighters, 8/10 for fighters
jeongin โก stealing your clothes
he will steal them and he will get away with it
he has no real reason as to why he steals them, you kinda just leave your clothes on things and he goes and picks them up after you...just doesn't give them back
say you put your hoodie on the couch well poof! it's gone now
he's smart enough to hide them from you until he knows you won't go looking for them, but if you somehow catch him-
if you catch him, he will straight refuse to give it up
"i've been looking for that hoodie for weeks!" "yea, well it's mine now!!" oh yea, he's serious
the upside is that he looks cute in it and stuffs his head in the collar because it smells like you
he eventually will put it back to get the smell back but you'll never notice, sneaky bastard
7/10, he steals more than hoodies
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WHY WOUKD YOU SAYD THSI (I'm an only child like him, and this is my last straw)
damn just got me thinking about how Jay is such a domestic boyfriend when you have strict parents, like I do see him being sooo understanding about the situation and drives her home to probably gain trust from her parents and maybe cook for them and even buy flowers for her mother like aghh to be with a man like Jay ๐ฉ๐ฃ
a/n: i would propose to him in a heartbeat (also my first sfw post weee)
my parents are staying up tonight i can't sneak out. you stated to jay. then i'll go ask for their permission to take you out for dinner tonight. he could see colours drained from your face. NO you're not doing that ever! they're gonna know we're dating and scold me seongie. jay only smiled and kissed your forehead. when did i ever let people hurt you my love i'll convince your parents, trust me, okay?
and that's how you ended up in your dining room with your parents so eager for jay to arrive for brunch. he brought a bouquet of tulips for your mother and an exclusive bottle of wine for your dad. he managed to win their hearts that night he wanted to take you out. ever since then, he came over almost every night bringing boxes of pizza, sometimes his homemade steaks and pastas for late dinner/supper. your family loves him.
he's always over for any celebrations. let it be your cat's birthday, your grandpa's birthday even your cousin's baby shower. he's always present. he helps with cooking and preparing for the event while always interacting with the aunties and respectful of the elders. he's loved by your family, he's their favourite guest of all time. and somehow your parents are never strict with you anymore.