so basically i was sleeping and i woke up before my alarm which like never happens and i was kinda panicked because i was like, "omfg i need to go record with stefan" which struck me as weird because
1. i dont make videos??
2. who the fuck is stefan
so when i really started waking up, i feel someone behind me trying to keep me in bed so immediately i was like, oh i shifted.
but as soon as i realized i was like, "aw i was really looking forward to doing smth in my cr today" and i ended up back here soooo..
extra:
stefan is part of the teosgame gang and he hasn't been featured as much on the channel anymore which is why i thought it was so weird i thought of him
the method i used was quite literally just gaslighting myself. i'm in college in my dr and since i fall asleep really fast i just go like
"i need to sleep early i have 12 pm classes tmr and i wake up really late"
"i need to remember to post my vid tmr morning bc i have a competition and i cant post it in the afternoon"
"i need to practice my routine, i dont have that rifle toss down yet"
stuff like that
REALLL i put off that reprogramming thing for so long but BRO. after?? I FUCKING SHIFTED. reya girlll i hope ur pillows are cold on both sides and you wake up everyday with sunshine in your eyes and birds singing in your ears. i've been trying for 4 years atp and that girl rlly took 4 days.
jesus christ yall that four day reprogramming your mind for shifting is actually . stupidly powerful. riya…. riya when I get my damn hands on you girl ….
stumbled across her content two days ago, started setting up my four day gameplan and writing my script for mechat yesterday. now, most of my script is done, I had a dream about my DR last night, and could FEEL my third eye opening during one of her guided meditations tonight??? yall.
like …. my skin is GLOWING, I’m genuinely so at peace, and feel absolutely unshaken in the idea that I will shift. like I can and I WILL. like I’m actually getting so giddy for Friday like kicking my feet and everything like oh my god I can FEEL it like Friday is gonna be MY DAY !!!!
the way shifting made me love existing is just so ??? like who would've ever thought.
it makes me wanna look at that hurt version of myself who loathes the very thought of her own existence and tell her 'seeeeee? i told youuu'
there is an insane amount of antisemitism floating around right now.
i just want to say:
this blog loves and supports jewish people.
this blog does NOT conflate the israeli government, or the atrocities it commits, with jewish people.
this blog is disgusted with those who use or express antisemitism.
this blog knows that if someone needs to invoke antisemitism, they do not actually care about helping palestine or the palestinian people.
this blog will do its best to ensure that it remains a safe space for all.
please block me if your a zionist or support Israeli. ( even if your neutral block me. )
free Palestine 🇵🇸 🗣️
album idea to script:
dividers: @dollywons
NORTH STAR:
- leaving a life behind for better things
end of beginning rlly hits diff when ur a shifter
like yeah, these dr selves r different from my cr but not in a new person way, but it in the same way that ur elementary school self is different from you now
“cringe emo phase” you is still the same person as “finally know how to dress” you
dr you is still the same person as cr you
༊*·˚ i love shifters.
༊*·˚ i love shifters who post storytimes & edits.
༊*·˚ i love shifters who are private about their drs.
༊*·˚ i love shifters with novel length scripts.
༊*·˚ i love shifters who don’t script.
༊*·˚ i love shifters who have shifted.
༊*·˚ i love shifters who haven’t shifted.
༊*·˚ i love shifters who try every night.
༊*·˚ i love shifters who haven’t tried in a while or are on a break.
༊*·˚ i love shifters with s/o’s.
༊*·˚ i love shifters without s/o’s.
༊*·˚ i love shifters who write scenarios and self-inserts.
༊*·˚ i love shifters who don’t write scenarios.
༊*·˚ i love shifters with a million drs.
༊*·˚ i love shifters with one dr.
༊*·˚ i love fem shifters.
༊*·˚ i love masc shifters.
༊*·˚ i love androgynous shifters.
༊*·˚ i love shifters of all shapes and sizes.
༊*·˚ i love shifters who doubt.
༊*·˚ i love shifters who have been trying for years.
༊*·˚ i love you all.
hello, I’ve been feeling very frustrated with shifting and i’m losing motivation, do you have any advice here?
thats so real
when im not motivated, i like to remind myself what im looking foward to like ‘boarding school aesthetic” or like moodboards of my bf
i also LOVE shifting stories, they’re so motivational when u can find them
things i’m excited for in my drs:
youtuber dr
- creating music!
- living in a cute ass house
- being a polyglot
- my bf
- school being super easy
- generally having a laid back life
- going to harvard
- being well known in the music community
- hanging out w my bf's viewers on stream
pjo dr
- seeing my childhood in real life
- MEETING CARTER KANE THE LOML
- powers!!
- having present siblings
- my dad living IN chb (hes forced to be there but STILL)
- seeing all the different mythologies around the world
- going on adventures
- fucking with percy (we’re frenemies)
- taking care of the apollo children bc they are overworked and underpaid (not paid at all)
- visiting valhalla
fame dr
- not being socially awkward
- acting
- making music (again)
- the fame (duhh)
- chilling with my brother
- the compilations of "k being fucking stupid for 10 mins straight"
- having a platform for change
marauders dr
- seeing the hogwarts castle IRL (universal is just not the same)
- buying shit at hogsmeade (again, universal is just not the same)
- meeting my friends
- having house parties
- the dinners!!
- PLAYING QUIDDITCH.
- living the old money dream (the riddle fam is part of the sacred 28😜😜)
- raising adopted children (it’s literally just my brother matteo + anyone he brings home)
- i have an adoption problem
- teaching potions FUCK YOU SNAPE
batfam/mcu dr
- fucking with the justice league
- being famous (bruce wayne is the 3rd richest man alive)
- being rich
- PETER PARKER 😜❤️💕🫃
- having a big ass family that just keeps growing
- galas
- actually helping gotham
- fucking with the avengers
- remembering peter parker because BITCH im a biblically accurate angel i have too many eyes to just forget
- also the entire batfam is made up of cryptids, eldritch horrors, semi-demigods, and bruce wayne who is surprisingly the scariest of the family
- not recognizing any other famous ppl/heroes bc im busy with SAVING GOTHAM??
- being one of the only known gotham vigilantes bc duke and i r daylighters and everyone else are cryptids to ppl outside of gotham
if you think shifting is lucid dreaming, i don’t care. if you think shifting is astral projection, i don’t care. if you shift for minors, i don’t care. if you shift for adults, i don’t care. if you don’t believe in shifting, i don’t care.
i have no idea why people are putting in energy to police shifting when they haven’t even shifted themselves. put that effort into yourself / shifting. their beliefs & journey may not look like yours & that’s okay bc it’s not yours !!