I said I never want to see you again
(with anyone but me). The jazz
from the record player challenges
you to leave. Your words break my
bones (but your kisses are a splint).
Believe me, I can live without you
(if I’m already dead). I swear I’ll
go on if you leave (everyone else
behind). Push and sway in time,
give away your heart (it’s mine).
Forgive and forget is so cliché.
I say never give away the past.
This time of year the rain turns cold.
Amber leaves rustle, threatening to fall.
Before long everything smells of golden brown.
The leaves are most striking right before they die.
They dance in the wind, wild horses with no reins,
As vibrant as a painting from the hands of Van Gogh.
The plunge starts when the will to live minus gravity equals zero.
At last the drop. A gust of wind. Finally, ground.
Once again at rest. Beauty: their last request.
Give it back, the lost color, the lost time.
Two roads diverged in a yellow wood.
God, will the cycle ever end?
My life fits in the trunk of a civic
as i slide down this highway
miles pass with minutes
the separation of past and present
a stark reminder of reality
of time space and missed
opportunities it seems that
plans fall through and who’s
to say what comes but may today
be the way to tomorrow
yesterday says hello to memory
and so it goes as we toast to the old
and bring in the new it’s
true i am scared of the future
and you can’t pretend that you don’t
feel the same we all have our
boxes inside our trunks
no one can comprehend but us
so i drive my civic and
take my life from point a to point b
trying to tell myself that somehow
i’ll see where i’m going.
There’s a candle in my window for
the boy who never was.
It flickers just as brightly as
the laughter in his eyes. The warmth
inside his heart is matched by nothing
but the flame, and the tiny drips
of melted wax, intricate as his mind.
The candle burns to mourn this boy,
the one I could have loved.
He may have lived - this boy, indeed.
But mine he never was.
He bluffed, “It’s the cheapest you’ll find a vintage sports car.”
She huffed, “It looks rather new for a vintage sports car.”
Love for the ages: soft, steady, slow, and sweet, or a
flame: fast, beautiful, and deadly, like a vintage sports car.
Pulling off her shirt she felt revealed, reviled, repulsive,
telling herself it’s not trashy if you do it in a vintage sports car.
Cherry red, blood red, red wood. Scattered under moonlight.
On the accident report they called it a vintage sports car.
Heaven forbid honesty! Hide your feelings, your secrets,
undercover. Like in the driveway, a vintage sports car.
Status symbols: a Rolex watch, a million bucks, a
yacht in the bay. Trade your wife for a vintage sports car.
The past thrown away, left to rot and not be remembered.
Left to decompose in a junkyard next to a vintage sports car.
Lost, lonely, loveless? Ditch the club, forget online dating.
One thing that can never leave you: A vintage sports car.
To escape your problems you must run far away.
My suggestion? Zero to sixty in a vintage sports car.
A gold-digging robbery! Get away with his money, his heart,
a license plate reading RAY-RAY on a vintage sports car.
There’s a candle in my window for
the boy who never was.
It flickers just as brightly as
the laughter in his eyes. The warmth
inside his heart is matched by nothing
but the flame, and the tiny drips
of melted wax, intricate as his mind.
The candle burns to mourn this boy,
the one I could have loved.
He may have lived - this boy, indeed.
But mine he never was.
If one train is moving south
at sixty miles per hour and
another train is moving north
at the speed of still,
will they notice the wind
rushing between them as they pass,
or are their worlds too far apart
to make a difference?
Low beats pound deep beneath our
skin so close under wrinkled sheets.
Sweat as heat penetrates our bodies,
pressed against each other, gripping,
unrelenting. Keep the rhythm of what
you’re giving to me. Please. Release the
hate you make me feel. Least of all
I love you. Most of all I love you.
Shades of gray but I’m seeing red.
Your touch is more forgiving than any priest.
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He bluffed, “It’s the cheapest you’ll find a vintage sports car.”
She huffed, “It looks rather new for a vintage sports car.”
Love for the ages: soft, steady, slow, and sweet, or a
flame: fast, beautiful, and deadly, like a vintage sports car.
Pulling off her shirt she felt revealed, reviled, repulsive,
telling herself it’s not trashy if you do it in a vintage sports car.
Cherry red, blood red, red wood. Scattered under moonlight.
On the accident report they called it a vintage sports car.
Heaven forbid honesty! Hide your feelings, your secrets,
undercover. Like in the driveway, a vintage sports car.
Status symbols: a Rolex watch, a million bucks, a
yacht in the bay. Trade your wife for a vintage sports car.
The past thrown away, left to rot and not be remembered.
Left to decompose in a junkyard next to a vintage sports car.
Lost, lonely, loveless? Ditch the club, forget online dating.
One thing that can never leave you: A vintage sports car.
To escape your problems you must run far away.
My suggestion? Zero to sixty in a vintage sports car.
A gold-digging robbery! Get away with his money, his heart,
a license plate reading RAY-RAY on a vintage sports car.
The tan line on my ring finger has faded,
just another reminder of the time we’ve lost
since that day at the beach when my ring
washed away with the tide. We couldn’t afford
to replace it. Maybe I should have taken that as
a sign.