Sasha believed that education could change the future. So he didn't pick up a gun and became a teacher. It's such a shame that he wasn't rewarded and had everything taken from him...
[Follow up to Lingering Warmth - Warning: Explicit, NSFW]
“Hah…“ A long, heavy sigh wandered through the room, reflected by white empty walls. The door silently closed behind them, keeping the hot afternoon sun from entering the surprisingly cool flat. Both men shivered slightly as soon as they passed through the doorway. At least one of them though felt the overall atmosphere weighing down on him way more than the change of temperature. Just moments ago, the Slav couldn’t have felt more relieved at the thought of getting rid of his clothes, but right now in the presence of the man behind him with all those unspoken desires between them, he didn’t favour that idea as much anymore. He had been so eager before, but now it all seemed rushed and maybe that rising need had been the result of the scorching sun. Or maybe not. The veins pulsating beneath his rough, scarred skin belied his growing denial. They seemed as if they were going to explode any minute, the blood rushing through his body at an alarming speed. To him it seemed as if a bird tried to break free from its cage, his own heart just barely being held in place by tissues of muscle. Did he truly want to take it further? “You want something to drink?“ The sudden question coming from behind made him flinch abruptly. Even though the man had been well aware of the presence of the other - more than he’d ever admit to himself – he hadn’t seen that coming. “You planning something?“, he retorted, trying to make the following grin seem as effortless as possible. Without being able to see his own reflection though he pretty much could picture in his head how stupid he had to look right now with a crooked grin which was probably nowhere near natural. Still it did earn him a brilliant smile by the American – a smile a little too brilliant and a way too flirty “Only if you do.” Even though he could feel the urge to punch Leon in the sides rise, he was rather relieved at the goofiness the man displayed. It made him finally relax for the first time since having entered the flat.
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Does anyone have a full pic of it?I need more Leon Buddy……
Please let me participate For @rerarepairmonth Week 4 - Sci-fi, Kidnappings/Abductions, Transformations- May 19th to May 24th
This is a Slav's guerrilla abduction by USA agents!
Lmao fffuck it *puts him in another au once again
最高のケネチェンコ😍
His hips stutter into Leon’s touch, rough and dry as it is, it is still everything and more Sasha has wanted. His fingers hook beneath Leon’s thighs, nails digging into his pantlegs as he pulls him that much closer. The friction of Leon’s fingers around him has him gasp, but it’s not enough to fully rob him of his need to undress Leon further too. “Almost…” He breathes and then leans in to kiss Leon again in lieu of a proper answer. His own hands still move to undo Leon’s pants and shove them out of the way, swallowing thickly when he glimpses the wet spot in Leon’s underwear soon after, finding him just as desperate as himself.
Sasha’s breath shudders out of him in an unsteady exhale when Leon gives him a measured, slow stroke in the meantime and it takes every single bit of his already frayed self-control to not simply begin to fuck into the circle of his hand. But at the same time it doesn’t take much to get him back on track, as even pushing his hips forward just ever so slightly reminds him of the straining hardness in Leon’s pants and Sasha then shifts his fingers below the waistband of Leon’s underwear and tugs them down. They’re still not fully undressed, but it’s close enough to be able to feel eachother skin on skin.
One hand finds it’s way around the back of Leon’s neck then, tilting his head up for another deep and desperate kiss. The other moves to briefly lessen Leon’s hold around Sasha’s length, only to then take Leon’s hand and lead it to encircle them both together, guiding his hand with his own. He tightens his own hold around Leon’s hand just enough that the next bit of friction makes him see stars behind closed lids as their erections press together hot and heavy. And he’d worry that it is just this side of too tight, or dry for his lover to enjoy, if it wasn’t for the fact that this time it’s Leon who is forced to break the kiss for an appreciative moan.
Sasha blinks his eyes back open just after the first wave of heightened pleasure ebbs and is met by the dark want of Leon’s pupils near fully eclipsing the brilliant blue of his eyes. It’s been so long since he’s last seen this sort of expression on Leon’s face, and even so it is still the first time it’s not entirely overshadowed by the grief or confusion of their past.
The hand on the back of Leon’s neck moves to cup his cheek. His thumb brushes along his cheekbone as he tips his head back to better look into his eyes, his own full of wonder as he takes him in. “You’re so beautiful.” Sasha whispers before he guides them back into another, slower kiss while he begins to lead their joined hands into a slow rhythm that is maybe a bit slow for their already roughened breathing and desperate noises, but it is also everything he wants to do: take his time, truly and feel this, feel Leon, with every fibre of his being.
In the distance he could hear them go off – one after the other; like muffled pistol shots that illuminated the pitch-black sky just for an instant before vanishing into thin air. Irina had loved to look at them. Always eyes wide open, like a child she had clapped, could hardly await the next rockets to explode. Oh, how he had loved to see that innocent expression spreading on her face. Actually he wasn’t the type to join the crowd. The noise, the shoving, the pushing. But as soon as he had laid his eyes on her childlike display of joy he couldn’t help grinning himself. It was then that nothing else mattered. Neither the pain from some elbows crashing into his side nor the high-pitched voices of those around them. Even J.D.’s hopelessly stupid comments tickled out one or two smiles from the Slav. Yes, a happy new year; that it used to be indeed. It had always been a joyous occasion, but now, watching the fireworks from his bedroom window, tied to a wheelchair, it was hard to hold off the feelings of loneliness, those pangs going through his chest like little daggers penetrating the skin. While the whole world was overflowing with expectations for the New Year, everyone keeping their loved ones close, he was there, waiting for something, anything to happen that would break the unbearable silence in the darkness of the room. “Ugh…” The vodka burned. Like a fire that had been lit in his throat, setting ablaze his whole body. Don’t think. Don’t feel. Don’t let it show. He tried hard to strangle those emotions inside, to put out those tongues of flames reaching for a lonely heart.
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Lighthearted prank <33
Please let me participate For @rerarepairmonth Week 2 - Myths and Monsters, Pet Names, Mental Health/Support Systems - May 7th to May 12th
Leon writes a letter to Buddy. The awkward part is that Leon may be writing in Slavic.
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[Letter from Leon, 3rd letter]
To Buddy
I'm glad things are going well. Thank you for accepting my lengthy apology last time. You're probably thinking that the first letter was so flippant and short, right? I just wanted to see if I'd get a reply, and if so, what kind of reply.
Of course I did it to save you, but I've been… No, I won't repeat myself like a baby after you accepted it.
There are a few other things I'd like to thank you for...for pointing out my spelling mistake last time and not being lenient with me. Sensei. I'll make an excuse, but I wrote this in a hurry, or rather, I didn't have the courage and I was drinking.
When you're ready to be discharged from the hospital, please contact ○○○○ at ○○. Let me know when you've decided on a new address.
From Americans
[Letter from Leon, 7th letter]
Dear Mr. Kozachenko
How are you feeling?
You don't know where to send the letter addressed to me? My letters arrive you in bulk? I guess it can't be helped since I'm from overseas. The quickest way to get it to me is to have it sent to my workplace, but there's a chance that other people will see it, so I think it's best to send it to my home.
I'm sorry we can't have a conversation.
But this is a letter for my mental health. If it's too much of a burden for you, I'll stop. But you're the type of person who will tell me clearly if you don't like it, and you won't put up with it, right? I hope so.
When I get some time off, can I suddenly come over to your house again? I might be relaxing at your house by the time this letter arrives.
Leon
[Letter from Leon, 15th letter/postcard]
To my Buddy
I don't know what to do. I've been thinking about your face all this time. Can I come over to your house again?
Please stay healthy.
[Letter from Leon, 17th letter]
To my dear Sasha
I hope this letter reaches you. My feelings haven't changed.
This isn't because I feel guilty about shooting you. I'm not saying that it doesn't exist. I'll say it first. I know this might seem like an afterthought, but it's true.
I was attracted to you from the moment we first met.
The truth is, I went to visit you when you were in the hospital. But you were in a daze. You looked so distressed that I quickly left. I regret it from the bottom of my heart.
with love
[Letter from Leon, 23rd letter/postcard]
My dearest Buddy
Hey Darling, I want to see you. Anyway, I'm okay now. Why do you think that is? I want to meet you and talk about it. I love you. Yours, Leon
Fin.
Japanese↓
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【レオンからの手紙、三通目】
バディへ
経過が良好で良かった。 この前は長々とした謝罪を受け入れてくれてありがとう。一通目はあんなに軽口で短い手紙だったのに、って思っているだろう?あれは、お前からの返信があるかどうか、あるとしたら、どんな返信か、確認するためだった。
もちろん救うためにやったことだが、俺はずっと……。いや、お前が受け入れてくれたのに女々しく繰り返すのはやめる。
他にいくつか礼を言うとしたら…… スペルミスを指摘して、多目に見てくれなかったこともありがとう。先生。 急いで、というより、酒を飲んで書いたんだよ。勇気が出なくてね。
病院から退院する目処が立ったら、○○の○○○に連絡してみてくれ。新しい住所が決まったら、教えて。
アメリカ人より
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【レオンからの手紙、七通目】
親愛なるコザチェンコ先生
体調はどう?
俺宛の手紙を、どこに送ったらいいか分からない?何通もまとめて届く?海外からだから仕方がないかもしれないな。 職場に送ってもらうのが一番早く俺の手に届くんだが、他の人間に見られる可能性があるから、やはり自宅だな。 会話が成立しなくてすまない。
でも、これは俺のメンタルヘルスのための手紙なんだ。もしお前にとって負担ならやめるよ。でも、お前は嫌ならハッキリ言うタイプで、我慢なんてしないだろう?そうであって欲しい。
休暇が取れたらまた急に行ってもいいかな?この手紙が着く頃には、お前の家で寛いでいるかもしれない。
レオン
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【レオンからの手紙、十通目/葉書】
俺のバディへ
俺はどうしたらいいか分からない。ずっとお前の顔のことを考えてる。またお前の家に行ってもいいかな。 どうか元気に過ごしていてくれ。
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【レオンからの手紙、十五通目】
愛するサーシャへ
この手紙がちゃんと届くといいんだが。俺の気持ちは変わらない。 これは君を撃った罪悪感からの気持ちじゃない。それがないとは言わないけど。 先に言っておくよ。こんなことを言うと、後だしだと思われるだろう。でも本当なんだ。 最初に会った瞬間から、君に惹かれていた。
実は、君が病院にいた時に見舞いに行った。でも君は朦朧としていた。君はあまりにも苦しそうで、足早に去ってしまった。もう取り戻せないが、そのことをいつも心の底から後悔している。
愛を込めて
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【レオンからの手紙、二十三通目/葉書】
最愛の俺のバディ
君に会いたい。話さなくてもいい。一緒にいられさえすれば。とにかく俺はもう大丈夫。何故かって?それを会って話したいんだ。愛してる。君の物のレオン
RE: Damnation - в конце концов Part 1
From @rerarepairmonth's week 2 prompt - Infection scare. I think the first half is good enough for it, but ofc I'm gonna finish the 6 remaining pages :]c
I usually speak Japanese. 25+│I came here for Leon and Buddy│Thank you for your wonderful work❤️│Sorry if the English is weird because it's Google translation
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