bitch this is all you’re gonna get. this life, this face, this body. you better not ‘maybe in another universe’ your way out of everything. sit your ass down and face this. go make tea and have a picnic and read a goddamn book. kiss your loved ones, send that damn text, and hug your siblings. this is all you’re gonna get.
trans women, i love you.
you were a woman yesterday. you're a woman today. you're a woman tomorrow. you're a woman forever.
trans women have existed long before those stuffy bigots sitting in a court room have. trans women will continue to exist long after they're dead and rotting in the earth.
the sirius black urge to feel insurmountable grief over the family you left behind even though they never cared about you in the first place
see the THING IS I don't feel like I ever worked hard enough to have "earned" the burnout, which is. probably how we got here.
Sorry if this is too kinky but can you hold my hand and tell me i mean a lot to you.
Multiply the amount of books by 10,000,000 and this is my aesthetic
same i only have three more days but it feels like i have to study like 13 weeks worth and finish an essay and do a quiz
med school is becoming so hard im about to write my notes as fanfiction to make studying easy
having depression makes your friends seem like the coolest most put together people on earth like wow... you got out of bed, had breakfast, went to work, AND spent some time on a hobby when you got home....? that's so impressive you're like superman or something. can i borrow your power.
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this is perhaps evil but I can boost my mood in almost any situation by playing a game called "what was my mom doing at this age?" like rn for instance I'm sleepy because I had a 12 hour work day + stayed up late, and my stomach hurts a little from the enormous chimichanga I smashed for dinner, and my head hurts a little bit from the fat margaritas I had with the chimichanga. and it's like hmm, okay, not optimal, but when my mom was this age she had a 2.5 year old to deal with. can you fucking imagine. can't stay in bed decadently bemoaning your overindulgences because there's a goblin in the next room that's utterly dependent on you for food and hygiene and social needs and if you drop the ball you've fucked up a perfectly good person. and I'm pretty normal so shout out to her for keeping it together but god that couldn't be me, I like fucking around way too much.
sorry to be insane on main as ever but the mere concept of buddie has me tearing up like. no trope gets me more than friends to lovers. to love your friend so deeply that you fall in romantic happy ever after love with them. like fr fr that is my drug of choice. i love it! i love them! friends falling in love is the beeeeeeeeeest