COWBOY SCHLATT SMUT IS HERE đ
1,487 words Summary: Cowboy!Schlatt x original character. What the title says. NSFW / MDNI A/N:Â The smut took me forever to write. Iâm no good at smut so if itâs bad, Iâm sorry.
[Part 1] [Part 2]
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âAnd I was going, just about as far as she'd let me go
But her evaluation of my cowboy reputation
Had me begging for salvation all night longâ
âSave a Horse, Ride a Cowboyâ by Big & Rich
Dollie lays in her bed, staring at the ceiling. The scene of John kissing her replays in her head.Â
After the kiss, their conversation continued a bit before John called it a night and they returned to their rooms.
She's restless, constantly shifting positions to get comfortable, but to no avail.Â
Finally, she gets up and goes into the hallway. A soft light coming from the kitchen casts shadows on the walls. Dollie turns the corner to see John sitting at her kitchen table, drinking out of a glass of water.Â
âCouldn't sleep?â John asks as Dollie enters the room.Â
âNo,â Dollie says. âKept tossinâ and turninâ. You?â
âSame,â John says.Â
Dollie crosses over to her cabinets to grab a cup and fill it with water. She turns around to look at John as she leans against the counter.Â
The two are silent for a moment. The tension of their kiss from earlier still twists in the air. She can still feel his lips on hers, the warmth of his hands still lingering on her skin.Â
She knows he feels it, too - the ghost of the kiss shared between them, lingering in the silence.
John leans back in his chair, looking at Dollie. âSo, that kiss,â he says. âYou regret it?â
Dollie exhales, taking a sip of water before setting her cup down on the counter. âDo you?â
âNo,â John says, sighing. âBut I wonder if you should.â
Dollie cocks her head, a confused look on her face. âWhyâs that?â
John looks away, shaking his head. âI ainât a good man, Dollie,â he says. âI got a past full of trouble.â
âI ainât askinâ you to be a saint, John,â Dollie says.
He looks back at her. âYou should.â
âWhy?â
âI donât want you to get hurt.â
Dollie studies John for a moment - his hands make fists at his side and his jaw is clenched.
She scoffs. âYou think I ainât been hurt before?â
âNot the way I mean,â John says.
She walks over to the table, placing her hand on the table in front of him and leaning over him. âYou keep talkinâ like you got some kinda say in what I do, John. Like you get to decide whatâs best for me.â
His gaze flickers at her. âMaybe I ainât got no say,â he says. âBut that ainât stoppinâ me from carinâ.â
Dollie stills at that. He said it so simply. Like she hadnât heard that from men like him - men who come and go and donât leave much behind but their shadows.Â
She watches him, how he wonât quite meet her gaze, like heâs waiting for her to call him a liar. But she doesnât.
Instead, she takes another step closer, standing between his knees.
âJohn,â she says, her voice a little softer now. âYou really think Iâm scared of a bit of trouble?â
John finally looks into her eyes, his lip twitching slightly, like he wants to smile, but wonât let himself. âAinât a little trouble Iâm talkinâ âbout.â
Dollie tilts her head, resting her hands on his shoulders. âMaybe I donât care.â
John exhales slowly, his hands making their way to her waist. âYou should,â he murmurs, but thereâs no longer any weight behind his words.
Dollie smirks. âYou keep sayinâ that, but you ainât exactly pushinâ me away.â
John chuckles. âIâm not,â he says.
A quiet moment passes between them and John pulls her in a bit closer.
Dollieâs fingers travel along his jaw, tracing patterns in his thick mutton chops. âYou gonna kiss me again, cowboy?â
John doesnât respond - at least not with words.
He reaches up to cup her cheek, pulling her toward him. Their lips meet in a slow, deliberate kiss like they know they shouldnât be doing this but canât bring themselves to stop.
Dollie sighs into his lips, her fingers tightening against the fabric of his shirt as he deepens the kiss. His other hand slides up her back, holding her in place as if sheâll slip away.
âDollie,â John breathes.Â
âYes, John?â Dollie asks, pulling away from his mouth.
John looks her up and down. âCan we please go to my room?â
Dollie nods.
John moves quickly to scoop Dollie off her feet bridal-style. Dollie giggles as he carries her to his room, nudging the door open with his boot and gently setting her down on the bed. But thereâs nothing gentle about the way his lips find hers again - desperate, urgent.Â
His hands roam her body with reverence and hunger, like heâs trying to memorize her by touch alone.Â
âDollie,â he breathes as he kisses down her jaw and neck. âYou donât know what youâre doinâ to me.â
Dollie laces her fingers into his hair, pulling him back up to her lips. âThen show me.â
Thatâs all he needs.
John smirks. He slips off her nightgown, tossing it away as he pushes her back against the mattress, his weight pressing into the creaky bed. He starts to unbutton his shirt while Dollie fumbles with his belt buckle.
He pulls off his shirt and tosses it to the floor, revealing a body marked by a life on the run - scarred, tanned, and worn in the only way real cowboys are. He then helps Dollie with the belt buckle before throwing his belt across the room and pulling off his jeans and boots.Â
Dollie looks up at the man in front of her, admiring him.
John chuckles, noticing her stare. âAinât much to look at, Iâm afraid,â he says.
âYouâre beautiful,â Dollie says. And she means it. Every inch of him is something she wants to explore - to cherish.
John moves to press his weight into the bed once more. âYouâre killinâ me,â he says, half in awe, half in agony. âI ainât ever wanted somethinâ like I want you.â
Their lips crash into each other again. Johnâs hands rub tiny circles into Dollieâs hip.
Dollie slips a finger into the waistband of Johnâs boxers. âTake these off,â she breathes.
He does as she tells him, his hard cock bobbing up as he does so. His hands slide down her body to do the same to her.
When their lips meet once more, there's a beat of stillness. No bravado, no games. Just John and Dollie together as if it was always meant to be that way.Â
John lines up with her entrance and thrusts into her. Dollie gasps at the feeling of him filling her up.Â
When he moves inside her, it's slow and deliberate - like he's savoring each second, like this may be the only time they do this. His breath stutters against her neck as he rocks into her.Â
âGod, Dollie,â he moans. âI ain't gonna last.â
âYou don't have to,â Dollie says. âJust stay with me.â
And he does. Every touch, every kiss, every gasp is full of the kind of need that borders on devotion.Â
They move together as if they've done this hundred times before in a dream. Like fate brought John into the saloon for them to find each other.Â
John gives his last few thrusts through both of their climaxes, pulling out and laying down next to Dollie. He places his head on her chest. Dollie moves a hand to his head, scratching it gently.Â
The room is quiet except for the sounds of their quiet breathing - slow and uneven as if they're trying to come back to earth.Â
Eventually, they both drift off to sleep, wrapped up in each other's arms.Â
The next morning, the sound of frantic knocking wakes up Dollie. She pushes John off of her, quickly slips her clothes back on, and gets up to walk over to her door.Â
She opens the door and Charlie comes stumbling in - his eyes wide and body trembling.Â
âCharlie, what is it?â Dollie asks, reaching out to steady him.Â
âYour father,â he gasps, catching his breath. âHe uh - he found out about John stayinâ here. He's not happy about it. Says he's on his way.â
âShit,â Dollie breathes. âShit, shit shit.â
She rushes over to John's room to wake him.Â
âJohn, you need to leave,â she says.Â
John sits up, trying to gather his clothes and groggily puts them on. âWhy? Was last night that bad?â he asks, chuckling a bit.Â
Dollie stares at him. If she wasn't so terrified of her father, maybe she'd laugh too. âIt was amazing, John. But seriously, you need to get out. My father found out that you're here.â
John's eyes widen, he starts to move faster, trying to get his clothes on.Â
But it's not enough.Â
When Dollie opens the door to let John leave, her dad is standing on the other side.Â
Previous Part
I just finished a particularly long Schlatt fic on ao3. 18 chapters. 35k words.
midnight. you come and pick me up no headlights.
Summary: Nora Parker is a content creator who makes cooking videos. She meets Schlatt at a party, and he pisses her off. He agrees to do a cooking stream with her to make up for it.
Iâd let him
Pairing: Jschlatt (Jay) x fem!reader
Word count: 2k
Warnings: Southern Gothic setting, suggestive themes, longing, age-appropriate obsession, minor religious guilt, emotionally charged romantic tension, kissing, not entirely innocent thoughts, suggestive content, TWINK SCHLATT!!!
Summary: Youâve always watched him from afar. Jay, the loud-mouthed boy with bruised knuckles and a laugh that makes you feel dizzy. Youâre sweet, or at least you were, before he looked at you like that. Now you canât stop thinking about him. And worse, heâs finally started noticing you back.
A/N: Hope this ruins you in the softest, most Southern gothic Ethel Cain way possible. đ fr though I love this song with schlatt and this plot/setting just screams twink schlatt to me okay- like all of the skinny trashy boys I had a crush on in high school who smoked way too much weed
You saw him for the first time the summer you turned eighteen, when the heat came in thick and slow like molasses, and the pavement outside the gas station bubbled under your sneakers. You were elbow-deep in freezer burn, rearranging popsicles behind the counter, when the bell above the door rang and your world tilted just a little.
He walked in like he owned the place, all long limbs and loud voice, laughing at something one of his friends said. God, that laugh. Big and brash, like the kind of boy who didnât apologize for anything.
He was wearing a cut-off tee with a band you didnât know and a backwards hat that barely contained the curls at the back of his neck. You watched from behind the freezer glass, pretending to look busy as he strutted past the aisle of honey buns and beef jerky, jaw chewing absentmindedly on a toothpick like it had done something to offend him.
He didnât look at you. Not then.
But you looked at him.
And you kept looking.
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Jay wasnât the kind of boy you brought home.
He was the kind you watched from across the parking lot while pretending to count scratch-offs. The kind of boy your mama warned you about when she told you to keep your legs closed and your eyes down.
But you couldnât help it.
He was loud and messy and wild in a way this place wasnât. The kind of boy whoâd get in a fistfight for fun and then kiss you in the fallout. He wore his meanness like cologne and spat sunflower seeds at your feet without saying sorry.
You didnât know him. Not really.
But you wanted to.
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You made a habit of knowing when heâd show up.
His truck would growl into the lot just after 7PM, rattling like it had a death wish. Youâd hear it before you saw him, bass turned up too high, the windows rolled down even though the AC worked fine.
He always parked sideways like rules didnât apply, and strolled in with two of his friends trailing behind him like bad ideas. His voice was always the loudest. Sharp, cutting, dipped in something vulgar and funny.
You kept your eyes low. Played it safe.
But you felt it.
The pull.
The ache.
The heat that bloomed somewhere just below your ribs and spread like spilled syrup when he walked too close, smelled like smoke and gasoline.
And you started dressing different.
Just a little.
Gloss on your lips. Baby tee tucked tight. A daisy clipped behind your ear.
All soft, sweet things.
Things you hoped heâd want to ruin.
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One day, he looked at you.
Really looked.
You were leaning on the counter, chin in hand, flipping through a trashy tabloid when the bell jingled and Jay swaggered in alone. No friends this time. Just him and the thick heat and the sound of cicadas screaming outside.
You didnât glance up fast enough.
But when you didâ
He was already looking.
Right at you.
His eyes dragged over you, slow and lazy like he had nowhere to be. His smirk curled, and he walked right up to the counter, chewing on nothing, eyes half-lidded and cruel.
âDonât think Iâve seen you before,â he said.
You blinked. Swallowed.
âI work nights.â
âShame,â he muttered, tapping the counter with a ringed finger. âGuess Iâve been missinâ out.â
Your face burned, but your voice stayed steady. âYou want anything?â
He grinned. âYeah. Whatâs your name?â
You told him.
He said it once, trying it out. âPretty.â
You shouldâve laughed.
Instead, you stared at the way his lip curled around the word, the way he leaned forward like he was gonna say something awful, something filthy, and you wouldâve let him. You wouldâve listened to every word.
But he just winked.
Grabbed a cherry soda from the fridge and left a crumpled dollar on the counter.
No change.
No goodbye.
You watched him walk out into the heat, long and golden and made of sharp edges.
You didnât breathe for a whole minute.
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You started writing about him in your journal.
Nothing serious.
Just little things.
Like the way he scratched the back of his neck when he was bored. Or how he always seemed to know when someone was watching him and looked smug about it. You wrote down the songs he played when his truck idled in the lot. You imagined what his voice would sound like in your bedroom, saying things you werenât supposed to want to hear.
You didnât love him.
You just wanted to kiss him so hard your teeth ached.
You just wanted to be his, even if only for a night.
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Two weeks later, he showed up again.
This time, he leaned on the counter and said, âYou ever been out to the creek?â
You blinked. âWhat creek?â
âThe one past Millerâs farm. Little spot with the rope swing.â He smiled like he knew you wouldnât say no. âYou should come.
You didnât ask why.
You just nodded, heart jackhammering against your ribs
.
âTonight,â he said. âTen sharp. Donât be late.â
And just like that, you were his.
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You told your mama you were staying at a friendâs.
Put on your shortest skirt. Slicked on lip gloss that tasted like strawberries and sin. Walked barefoot down the gravel path until his headlights found you.
He didnât say hi.
Just opened the passenger door and looked you over like heâd won something.
You climbed in, silent and sweating.
The cab smelled like sweat and spearmint and a boy who never cared what time it was.
He drove with one hand on the wheel and the other resting just a little too close to your thigh.
The radio played something low and slurred, and he tapped the beat on his knee like he didnât even notice you were staring at his hands.
You were.
You couldnât stop.
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The creek was quiet.
Moonlight hit the water in soft ribbons, and the trees whispered secrets to the wind.
He cut the engine and leaned back in his seat, one arm slung lazily behind your headrest.
âYouâre quiet,â he said.
You shrugged.
âNervous?â
âNo.â
âLiar.â
You glanced at him.
His eyes glittered in the dark.
He grinned.
âYou watch me a lot,â he said.
You froze.
âWhat?â
âDonât play dumb. You think I didnât notice? Thought it was cute.â
You looked away, heat crawling up your neck.
He leaned in.
âGotta admit,â he murmured, âI been watchinâ you too.â
You turned to him, lips parted, but he was already thereâmouth on yours, hands rough on your hips, kiss sweet and sharp like peach candy and bad intentions.
It wasnât gentle.
But it was good.
Too good.
And when he pulled back, eyes hooded, lips shiny, he whispered, âBeen thinkinâ âbout this.â
You didnât say a word.
Just climbed into his lap and kissed him like you were starving.
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You werenât a good girl.
Not really.
You wore white dresses and said thank you and smiled at old ladies in church.
But under it all, you ached.
For him.
For something real.
And Jay?
He was real in all the worst, best ways.
He bit your bottom lip when you teased him. He pulled your hair when you got too mouthy. He kissed your neck like he was marking territory.
You let him.
You wanted him to.
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You met like that every week.
Sometimes at the creek.
Sometimes behind the old laundromat where the lights flickered and the pavement smelled like bleach and burnt rubber.
Heâd press you against brick walls and tell you how pretty you looked when you blushed. Heâd call you baby and trouble and sweet thing like it meant something.
And God, it did.
To you, it meant everything.
He wasnât your boyfriend.
Not really.
But he called you his.
And when he drove you home with one hand gripping your thigh and the other curled around the wheel, you felt like you could die right then and be happy.
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You never told anyone.
Not your friends. Not your mama. Not even yourself, not really.
Because to say it out loud would make it real.
And you werenât sure you could survive that.
He was your secret.
Your summer sin.
The thing you prayed about in the quiet, trembling on your knees with dirty thoughts and clean hands.
You were the girl who watched him from afar and wanted him anyway.
And now?
Now he wanted you back.
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Some nights, you still lie awake and think about the way his hands felt on your waist, the way he laughed like the world was ending and he didnât care.
You think about the way he said your nameâlow, rough, reverent.
Like a prayer.
Like a promise.
Like you were something worth breaking for.
And maybe you were.
Maybe you still are.
FREE SCHLATT X READER PROMPT
This popped into my brain while watching this schlatt and co video!! (btw can we appreciate how beautiful he looks in this??)
Prompt: you were on vacation in Japan with a couple friends, drinking and having a good time, when all of a sudden, you spot a blue coin pouch on the streets of Tokyo. You pick it up and inspect the outside, only to realize that it's.... woah, wait. It can't be.
It's Jschlatt's wallet. You whip out your phone and skim through his Japan vlogs, just to be sure.
Yep. It's totally his.
You DM him a pic of the wallet on Instagram and mention that you're in Japan, providing him your current location. You weren't sure if he would even respond, given how popular he is. But much to your dismay, he does. And under a minute, at that.
Thank fucking god. He texts. I'm on my way.
Schlatt then meets up with you and thanks you by buying you a drink.
I leave the rest up to whoever wants to write this!
I think I'll try to get Big Bad John finished before I start this though but I've been in such a writing slump lately it's actually crazy. Hence my inactivity. Work and school have been taking over my life.
Hear me out.
I want to write a Schlatt fic in which the chapters are out of order (each takes place at a different point in time). The MC and Schlatt are sort of in this situationship. It takes years for them to finally realize their true feelings for each other. (Sort of inspired by One Day except there's no sad ending because I don't like sad endings.)
I hope this made sense. I can't wait to start writing it. đ
1,759 words Summary: Fem!reader x teen!Schlatt. Youâve had a crush on Jay since you were twelve, unsure if he feels the same. Inspired by The Summer I Turned Pretty. This part isn't necessarily NSFW but contains some dirty thoughts. Read at your own discretion. A/N: I love this series so much so far. Thank you all for your support! Part 1 - Part 3
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The sun is out and high in the sky, its heat pouring down on you. Gabe drives the speedboat fast enough that little droplets are coming off the sides and hitting your skin, but it's not enough to cool you down.Â
Gabe slows down the boat and comes to a stop at a bay at the edge of the lake. âAlright, everyone get in the water willingly or I'm pushing you in,â he says.Â
You look over at Robin. âWanna jump in with me?â you ask.Â
She nods. âOf course.â
The two of you make your way to the end of the boat and jump in the water.Â
The water is cold, but refreshing. You swim away from the boat a bit. Robin follows you.Â
You float of your back, letting the water cradle you as the sun beams down on you.
Robin splashes water in your direction, you sputter, laughing as you retaliate.Â
You hear Maggie yelp, looking over to see Gabe has pushed her into the lake, jumping in himself.Â
âYouâre an ass!â Maggie shouts as she surfaces.Â
âJay, you better get in too or youâll end up like Maggie here,â Gabe says.
Jay stands at the end of the boat, hesitating.Â
âCome on, Jay!â Robin says. âDonât be a wimp.â
He grins. âIâm just thinking about my approach.â
Jay backs up to get a running start and cannonballs right beside you. The impact sends a huge wave of water over you, momentarily submerging you.Â
When you resurface, he's already laughing. âWorth it.â
âYou suck,â you say, chuckling a bit as you splash him in the face.Â
He coughs, sputters, and splashes you back. The two of you dissolve into laughter, water flying everywhere.Â
Suddenly, he grabs your wrist. His touch sends shockwaves through your body. âTruce?â he asks, dropping your wrist just as fast as he grabbed it.Â
You smile. âTruce.â
Gabe climbs back into the boat and claps his hands together. âAlright,â he says. âWho's up for a game of chicken?â
Robin whoops. âLet's do it!â
âOkay, teams of two,â Gabe says. âRobin, why don't you go with Maggie. Then, Jay and Y/N can be partners. I'll be the ref.â
You look over at Jay. âGuess I'm stuck with you, huh?â he says.Â
Your cheeks burn as you swim toward him, hoping he doesn't notice. âGuess so.â
Jay kneels down slightly and gestures for you to climb onto his shoulders. You hesitate for a second before placing your hands on his wet skin and hoisting yourself up onto his shoulders.Â
His hands grip your thighs to steady you and your entire body goes rigid. This was a bad idea.Â
Robin and Maggie prepare for battle while you try not to think about how close Jayâs hands are. How natural it feels. How you wish they were exploring your entire body, not just your thighs.Â
âAlright,â Gabe shouts. âReady, set - go!â
Robin lunges toward you, trying to push you off Jayâs shoulders. You try to fight back, gripping onto Robinâs arms.Â
Jayâs grip tightens around your legs, keeping you steady. Heâs stronger than you expected.Â
At some point, you almost fall, but he adjusts quickly, holding you tighter.Â
âHold on to me,â he murmurs.Â
Your breath catches, but you do as he says, your hands tangling in his hair for balance.Â
After a few minutes of back and forth, Robin wins the round and sends you toppling backward into the water with a laugh. You break the surface, gasping for air.
âI think you let her win,â Jay teases, running a hand through his wet hair.Â
You roll your eyes. âExcuse me, I fought for my life.â
He laughs, but his eyes linger on you for just a second too long.Â
âWe should probably head back to the house,â Gabe says.Â
You and the others scramble back onto the boat. You grab a towel and dry off before sitting down. Jay does the same and sits down next to you, his thigh gently brushing yours.Â
Gabe starts the boat and speeds away from the bay.Â
Later that night, Drew finally arrives, pulling up in his car just before dinner. He doesnât look like he wants to be here, but your mother, Susan, and Julie run out to greet and hug him anyway.Â
âDrew!â Maggie says excitedly, running up to hug him, while you approach more cautiously.
âYou actually showed up,â you say, crossing your arms.
He smirks. âDonât sound too surprised. Mom guilt-tripped me into it.â
You roll your eyes, but youâre glad heâs here.Â
After dinner, the parents decide to go to a bar and you and the other kids start a bonfire. You grab blankets and marshmallows, settling into a circle around the crackling fire. The night air is cool, but the flames keep you warm.
Gabe stokes the fire, sending sparks up into the night sky. âAnyone want to play truth or dare?â he asks.
âHell yes!â Robin says.Â
âAlright, Iâll start. Robin - truth or dare?â Gabe asks.
âDare.â
âI dare you to shotgun this beer,â Gabe says, tossing Robin a beer from the cooler.Â
Robin catches it and pulls out a pocket knife. âChallenge accepted,â she says as she cuts a hole in the side of the can and puts it to her mouth. You and the others cheer her on as she chugs the beer.Â
When she finishes, she does a small bow and throws the can into the trash before sitting down.Â
âAlright,â Robin starts. âMaggie. Truth or dare?â
âDare,â Maggie says.Â
âI dare you to⊠run across the dock barefoot.â
Maggie takes off her shoes and socks. âThatâs easy,â she says as she runs toward the dock.Â
The game moves on, each person getting their turn. Drew is dared to jump in the lake fully clothed, Jay has to tell an embarrassing childhood story, and Gabe is dared to prank call his ex-girlfriend.Â
Finally, it lands on you.Â
âY/N, truth or dare?â Gabe asks.Â
âTruth,â you say. You donât want to do some crazy shit and potentially get hurt. Telling an embarrassing story is better in your opinion.Â
Robin whispers something in Gabeâs ear and smirks. Gabe gives her a confused look. âOkay, who was your first crush?â
Your stomach drops.
You glance at Jay instinctively while Robin watches you like a hawk. Your heart pounds. Do you lie? Do you brush it off?
Before you can answer, Drew speaks up. âOh, thatâs easy,â he says. âIt was Jay.â
The entire group falls silent.Â
All eyes turn to you. Your face burns. Jay looks stunned, his mouth falls open as if heâs about to say something but stops himself.Â
âDrew, shut up,â you say through gritted teeth.Â
âWhat?â he says. âItâs true. You used to follow him around like a lost puppy when we were kids.â
Maggie chokes on her drink and Robin looks like sheâs going to explode from excitement.Â
Jay clears his throat. âI - uh - I didnât know that.â
You want to crawl into the ground and disappear. Or, better yet, throw yourself into the fire. Anything to get out of this awkward situation.Â
Robin leans forward. âBut what about now?â she asks. âStill got a thing for him?â
âOkay!â You stand up abruptly. âI think Iâm done with this game.â
Robin is dying of laughter, and even Maggie looks amused. Drew looks pleased with himself, while Jay is unreadable.Â
You turn on your heel and start walking back toward the house.
As the night goes on, the others slowly trickle back into the house. A storm quickly rolls in, causing the last few to come running back.
You spend most of the night playing board games and watching movies, but you canât shake the awkwardness with Jay.
You go out to the back porch, wanting to get some fresh air. You hear the door slide open behind you. You turn your head to see Jay.Â
âHey,â he says, leaning on the railing beside you.
âHey,â you mumble, avoiding his gaze.
You fall silent, the only sounds coming from the rain falling on the ground. Jay sighs, rubbing the back of his neck like he does when heâs nervous.
âI - uh⊠didnât mean to act weird earlier,â he says. âDrew caught me off guard.â
You scoff. âYeah, he seems to have a talent for that.â
Jay exhales. âI just didnât know that you felt that way.â
You tighten your grip on the railing. âYeah well,â you say. âIt was a long time ago.â
Jay doesnât he respond right away. Instead, he turns to look at you. You can feel his gaze on you, watching, waiting.
âBut what about now?â he asks.
Your breath catches.Â
You knew this conversation was coming. From the moment Drew revealed your crush, it was inevitable. But now that you're standing here, with Jay looking at you like he actually wants an answer, like maybe heâs been thinking about this too, you donât know what to say.
âI donât know,â you mumble, though itâs a blatent lie.
Jay exhales, rubbing the back of his neck. âLook⊠I get it. This is weird now. But I just - I need to know if you still feel that way.â
Everything inside you goes still.
The air shifts between you, heavy with something unspoken. The only sound is the rain, steady against the roof, against the wooden deck.
You could lie. You could brush it off, laugh, make a joke.
Or you could be honest.
Your throat feels dry, but somehow, you find your voice. âYeah,â you admit, barely above a whisper. âI do.â
Jay doesnât react at first. He just stands there, watching you, as if processing what you just said.
Then, he steps closer.
âOkay,â he says, exhaling as if heâs been waiting for you to say that. âI think I feel the same way.â
Your stomach flips.
He lets out a nervous laugh. âActually, no. Thatâs a lie. I do feel the same way.â
The world narrows to just him. Just this.Â
âJay,â you whisper. Your heart beats faster as you stare at him.Â
He takes another step forward, but before either of you can say or do anything, the door slides open. Drew steps out, startling you and causing you to step away from Jay.
âOh, shoot,â Drew says with a slight smirk. âAm I interrupting something?â
âNo,â you say before moving past him and into the house, making your way to your room. You reach your room and shut the door behind you, staring into a nearby mirror.Â
What the hell just happened?
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I don't know who'd all be interested in this, but I made a shifting side blog! I'll be posting about some of my DR's there sometime soon.
Check it out: @harleyshifts
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midnight. you come and pick me up, no headlights. (ao3) ââźâ„ Almost, Maybe ââź Big Bad John ââźâ„
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1,415 words Summary: Cowboy!Schlatt x original character. Dollie and John get to know each other a bit more. A/N: Sat my ass down and managed to write this chapter in about three hours. đȘ
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âYou're a bandit like me
Eyes full of stars
Hustling for the good life
Never thought I'd meet you here
It could be love
We could be the way forward
And I know I'll pay for itâ
âcowboy like meâ by Taylor Swift
Dollie leads John upstairs and shows him her spare room. Itâs not much - quite small, the wallpaper is tattered and coming off the wall in some places, the furniture is quite old, and the bed squeaks when you sit on it. But itâs a place to sleep.
âWell, hereâs my spare room,â Dollie says.
John grunts in response. He walks into the room, looking around before sitting on the bed with a loud squeak.
âMy room is just down the hall,â Dollie says. âIf you need anything just holler.â
âYou got any spare clothes?â John asks.
Dollie juts her head toward the wardrobe in the room. âShould be some clothes in there, but donât count on it. I donât get visitors a whole lot.â
John nods. âAlright, thank you,â he says.
âDonât mention it,â Dollie says before shutting the door and walking to her room.
Dollie lay awake that night, her mind restless as she thought about John. He wasnât what she expected. Not at all. The stories painted him as some ruthless outlaw, a gunslinger with blood on his hands, but the man sitting in her saloon tonight had been quiet, almost careful. There was something in his eyes - something thoughtful, something tired.
Her father wouldnât see that, though. He was the sheriff, and to him, an outlaw was an outlaw. If he found out she had given John a place to stay, thereâd be hell to pay.
The next day, Dollie gets up bright and early to open the saloon. She makes a quick breakfast for herself and leaves some out for John when he wakes up.Â
She goes downstairs into the saloon and does her normal opening tasks before her first customer walks in.
John finally joins her about midday. The folks in the saloon give him wary glances as he walks up to the bar.
âYou heading out?â Dollie asks.
John sits down at the bar and looks up at her. âThink Iâll stick around for a few more days if thatâs alright.â
ââCourse,â Dollie says. âMy saloon is always open to ya, John.â
John smiles. âGood to hear,â he says.Â
âCan I get ya anything to drink?â she asks.
âJust a whiskey.â
âYou bet.â
Dollie pours him a drink and goes back to serving other customers.Â
Sheâs not sure how much time has passed, but eventually the sun starts to set. Golden rays of light pour in through the saloonâs windows.Â
Just as sheâs about to start polishing glasses, a group of three men burst into her saloon. They all wear similar tattered clothes and each wear a cowboy hat. She doesnât recognize them, but she gets plenty of folks she doesnât recognize in her saloon all the time.
âHow can I help you, boys?â Dollie asks.
âWe heard Big Bad Johnâs in town,â one man says. âHeard he might be here. Just wanted to pay him a visit.â
By the way the man is looking at her and how he said Johnâs name, Dollie isnât sure these guys are looking for a friendly chat. But before she can say anything, John gets up and approaches them.
âThat would be me,â John says. âWhat can I do you for?â
âWell, you see,â says another man. âWe caught wind of you passinâ through town. You killed our brother a couple years ago. Weâve come to get payback.â
John looks like heâs sizing the three men up. Heâs studying them intently, planning his next move. She notices a flicker of something dangerous in his eyes.Â
Dollie doesnât like it.
Silence settles in the saloon - thick, heavy. Some patrons back away, some leave entirely. Dollie herself isnât sure what to do.Â
One man shifts on his feet, his hand moving toward his holster.
John takes notice. âNow, I donât want any trouble,â he says, putting his hands up. âIf you boys are smart, youâll walk away.â
âIs that so?â the man who spoke first - likely the leader - asks. âFunny. Last I heard, Big Bad John doesnât walk away from no fight.â
Before John can respond, Dollie slams her hand down on the table with a loud thud. The men look at her.Â
She shakes her finger at the leader. âThatâs enough,â she says. âI donât care what unfinished business yâall think you got, but it ainât gettinâ settled under my roof.â
âThis ainât your fight, lady,â the leader sneers.
âIt sure is when itâs happening in my saloon,â Dollie retorts. âNow, unless you boys are lookinâ for a drink, I suggest you run along.â
The man who had been reaching for his gun scoffs. âYou think you can just send us packinâ?â he asks.
âI donât think,â Dollie says. âI know. This is my saloon. You start trouble, I promise you wonât like how it ends.â
The leader scoffs and juts his chin toward the door. âLetâs go,â he says. âBut this ainât over.â
âIt is for now,â Dollie says.
The men make their way toward the door, glaring at Dollie as they do so. She watches them leave and listens as the sounds of their heavy boots get quieter and quieter.Â
After a few moments, the saloon goes back to its normal hum of conversation.Â
Dollie turns back to John who has returned to his seat at the bar. âYou sure do know how to attract trouble,â she says.
John smirks, taking a sip of his whiskey. âNot my fault folks donât know when to let things go.â
She rolls her eyes. âNext time, donât bring it into my saloon.â
Later that night, Dollie and John stand on Dollieâs balcony, sharing a cigarette. The cool night air feels good on her face and she can just barely see John in the moonlight.
They sit quietly for awhile, just taking turns with the cigarette.
âSo, Dollie,â John starts. âHowâd you get to own the saloon?â
âGrandpa owned it before me,â she says. âI practically grew up in the saloon. Mom died when I was quite young and dad didnât know what else to do with me while he was working, so heâd dump me here durinâ the day. Grandpa taught me how to tend the bar when I was about eleven. He taught me everything I know. After he passed, I inherited the saloon. Been runninâ it by myself ever since.â
âSorry about your grandfather,â John says.
âDonât be,â Dollie says, taking a drag of the cigarette before handing it to John. âIt happened a while ago.â
The two are quiet for a moment, taking in the night breeze.
âWhat does your dad do?â John asks, breaking the silence.
Dollie chuckles a bit. âHeâs the sheriff, actually.â
She looks over at John - even in the dark, she can see his eyes go wide.Â
âHe doesnât know youâre here,â Dollie says. âMy dad and I⊠we ainât on the best of terms. He donât approve of me runninâ the saloon. In fact, he wanted to sell it after grandpa died, but legally, itâs mine. Now, Dadâs set on marrying me off to some guy and convincing him to sell the saloon. But he ainât found anyone to marry me yet.â
John nods, not adding anything.
âHowâd you get into the cowboy life?â Dollie asks.
John exhales, watching the smoke swirl into the night air. âDidnât have much of a choice. My old man worked cattle. Taught me how to ride and shoot. Figured out real quick that life ainât always fair. You either get tough or get left behind.â
Dollie studies what she can see of him for a moment, seeing something deeper in his words. âThat why you left? To find something better?â
John smiles softly. âSomething like that.â
Dollie leans on the railing, very aware of the way Johnâs side presses against hers. âYou ever think of leavinâ the cowboy life behind?â she asks.
John turns his head, his gaze meeting hers in the moonlight. âSome days,â he says.
Neither of them says anything for a moment. The air feels heavier, charged with something neither of them are quite ready to name.Â
Without thinking, Dollie shifts closer. John hesitates for only a second and leaning in to press a soft kiss to her lips. The kiss is slow and tentative, almost like theyâre feeling this out, trying to figure out what the other is thinking.
When they pull apart, John chuckles. âI didnât see that cominâ,â he says.
âMe neither,â Dollie says, smirking. But she definitely doesnât regret it.
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This is the reader I'll be using for the series idea I mentioned in this post!
Alice makes vlogs with her twin brother, Mason, and their best friend, Astra.
Alice has tattoos littering her arms and is constantly at the gym. Youâll find her in a crop top, biker shorts, and her AirPods in. Outside of the gym, she loves a good bomber or leather jacket on top of a tank top. Her go-to pair of shoes is her beat-up pair of Doc Martens.
Alice who gets thirsted over online by her fans. She tries not to let it get to her head, but she canât help it. She knows sheâs hot.
Alice who lives in LA despite absolutely hating it there. She only moved there because Mason and Astra wanted to. She would much rather be living in their old midwestern hometown.
Alice who pretends not to care, but always notices when somethingâs off. She doesnât flinch if someone yells, but will completely unravel if someone she loves cries.
Alice who, despite her rough exterior, is genuinely one of the nicest people you will ever meet. She can be sarcastically mean to you in one moment and then super sweet the next.
Alice who loves driving at night with the windows down and music loud enough to drown out her brain. She has exactly one playlist for lifting, one for crying, and one for when she feels like the hottest person alive.
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1,373 words Summary: Fem!reader x teen!Schlatt. Youâve had a crush on Jay since you were twelve, unsure if he feels the same. Inspired by The Summer I Turned Pretty.
A/N: Iâm severely missing summer right now. Part 2 - Part 3
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June was always your favorite month. June meant bright blue skies and a shining sun. It meant no school. It meant spending time at the lake cabin your parents bought with their friends. It meant seeing Jay.Â
Jay.
You have had a crush on the nerdy teen boy since you were both twelve and he brought you soup when you felt ill. Thatâs all it took. Looking back, he probably only did it because his mother forced him to, but you didn't care. That one action had you whipped for life.
Youâre not sure if he feels the same. No one even knows you have feelings for him - other than your mom, your younger sister, and your best friend Robin. You tell them everything.Â
This summer is the summer before you go off to college and youâre determined to make a move of some sort.Â
You stuff a few cute swimsuits into your duffle bag and finish packing. You sling it over your shoulder and rush downstairs and outside to where your fatherâs pickup truck is parked on the driveway.
âY/N, are you ready?â your dad asks, holding out his hand to take your bag.
âYup!â you say, handing it to him.Â
âAlright, get in the car,â he says, throwing your bag in the bed of his pickup.
You open the back door of the pickup and jump into the seat behind the driver. Your sister, Maggie, is sitting in the one behind the passenger seat.Â
Eventually, your parents finish packing the car and get into the front seats, and youâre finally on the road.
You pop in your earbuds and play some music on your phone. You look out the window as you ponder the trip ahead. You havenât seen or spoken to Jay since last summer. What will you say? What will he say? Maybe youâre thinking too hard about this. Heâll be the same as he always is. Why wouldnât he?
You feel nervous yet excited as your father pulls into the driveway of the lake cabin. You get out as soon as he parks and grab your bag from the back.Â
âY/N! Maggie!â Jayâs mother, Susan, squeals, running out of the house to greet you two.Â
You drop your bag on the pavement as Susan pulls you in for a hug.Â
Your parents share the lake cabin with two other couples. Susan and Todd and Frank and Julie. Frank and Julie live in Maine near you and your family. They have two kids - their daughter, your best friend, Robin, and an older son named Gabe. Susan and Todd live in New York and Jay is their only child.
Susan was always your favorite of the parents - other than your own, of course. Her warm hugs and excellent cooking is unmatched.Â
âWhereâs Drew?â Susan asks.Â
âI think heâs coming later this week,â you say, though you're unsure if heâs even coming. Your older brother Drew is about two years older than you and goes to a college in Massachusetts. He doesnât visit home often. He said he would come to the cabin this summer, but heâs said that before and not shown up.
âWell, Iâm making dinner later,â she says. âYou girls go put your bags in your room and Iâll help your parents unload.â
You nod and promptly walk to your room with Maggie.Â
âYou think Drew will actually show up?â Maggie asks as you set your bag down at the end of your bed and throw yourself onto the sage green comforter.Â
âI donât know,â you say. âI hope so.â
âHey, guys,â says a familiar voice from the door. You look up to see Jay leaning on the door frame. He looks different than he did last summer - slightly taller, a bit more muscular. Did he start working out? You realize youâve been staring and quickly look away.
âHello, Jay,â you say, sitting up.Â
Maggie mumbles a greeting, but doesnât pay much attention to him as she unpacks her bag.
âGabe, Robin, and I are going to the beach after dinner, care to join?â Jay asks.
You smile. âOf course,â you say.
âGreat,â Jay says, smiling. He turns away and you watch as he walks down the hall.
âYou are so down bad,â Maggie says, chuckling.
Your face flushes as you throw a pillow at her. âShut up.â
After dinner, you return to your shared room with Maggie and Robin. You grab a pale pink bikini out of your dresser and take turns with the other two girls changing in the bathroom connected to your room.Â
âOh, lord,â Robin says as you exit the bathroom. âJay is going to love that.â
You scoff. âShut it, Robin,â you say, rolling your eyes a bit.â
âIâm serious, Y/N,â she says. âIf he hasnât noticed you before, thereâs no way he wonât notice you in that. Plus, you have changed a lot since last summer.â
âReally?â you ask.
âYeah,â Robin says. âYou got skinnier, your hair is longer, youâre glowing.â
âWell, thank you,â you say.
âYou guys ready to go?â Maggie asks, grabbing a few towels for the three of you.
âYup,â you say, cracking a smile.
The three of you make your way downstairs, meeting Gabe and Jay by the back door. You swear Jayâs gaze lingers on you a bit longer than normal as you approach.
You step out into the cool night air, the dirt below your feet a familiar and welcome feeling. You missed nights like these - longing for the simple moments with your friends.
You all fill Jay in on your lives since last summer. Him living so far away from you during the school year meant you donât talk to him too much when youâre not at the lake. Though, you wish you could.
You fill him in on your classes, friends, and the general chaos of your senior year. Robin chimes in with her own stories, and Gabe throws in the occasional sarcastic remark, making you all laugh. Jay listens intently, nodding along, and every now and then, you catch him looking at you.
The five of you reach the beach. The moon casts a bright light over the waves lapping on the shore, and the air is cool but not cold. Itâs perfect.
You lay down your towels. Jay takes off his shirt, revealing that he has definitely started working out. You try not to stare. Robin nudges you and wiggles her eyebrows. You roll your eyes and playfully hit her arm with the back of your hand.
Gabe is the first to sprint into the water, yelling like a lunatic as he dives in. Maggie and Robin follow, laughing as they wade in a shallow area before fully submerging themselves.
âAre you coming in?â Jay asks, standing beside you, his expression unreadable.Â
âYeah,â you say, stepping toward the water. The water envelops your ankles. It's cold, but you force yourself to keep going.Â
Jay follows you as your toes sink into the wet sand. Soon, the two of you are waist deep. Maggie, Robin, and Gabe are further out, already splashing each other like little kids.Â
You look over at Jay. The light of the moon reflects on his face perfectly, lighting up his best features. Before you can stare for too long, he speaks up. âSo,â he says, clearing his throat, âcollege next year, huh?â
You nod. âKind of crazy, right? Feels like just yesterday we were kids building sandcastles and arguing over who could hold their breath underwater the longest,â you laugh.Â
Jay chuckles. âYou always beat me. Not fair, by the way.â
âYou just have weak lungs.â
âMaybe,â he smirks. âOr maybe you just liked beating me.â
You tilt your head, considering. âMaybe you're right.â
There's a pause. Then, Jay sighs. âI've missed this,â he says.Â
Your heart skips. âMe too.â
You stare at each other for a moment. There's something in his gaze that makes you feel like the whole world just narrowed down to this moment. Before either of you can say anything else, Gabe splashes water in your direction.Â
âCome on, guys,â he shouts. âGet out into the water.â
Jay looks back at you and smiles before following Gabe farther into the water.Â
You smile. Maybe this summer will be different.
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