“ ‘Sometimes it’s because I feel so awful, or ashamed, and I need to make physical what I feel,’ he began, and glanced at me before looking down again. ‘And sometimes it’s because I feel so many things and I need to feel nothing at all- it helps clear them away. And sometimes it’s because I feel happy, and I have to remind myself that I shouldn’t.’ “
A Little Life, Hanya Yanagihara
Just saw someone on Instagram say closing a little life by hanya yanaghihara feels like losing a close friend because of how real all the characters feel and it’s exactly how it felt to finish it for the first time
okay seriously what music do we think jude liked/would like
i think like
the smiths
the cure (i feel like JB forced him into this one)
he’d LOVEEEEEE nirvana at uni i know it oh and the smashing pumpkins
ELLIOTT SMITH.
STOP I CAN IMAGINE HIM BEING A HUGE BOWIE FAN AND GOING AS BOWIE FOR HALLOWEEN
rip jude st francis you would’ve loved mitski
THIS IS TAKING ME OUUUUTTTT
Harold in Lispenard II
oh i get it now! what happened fundamentally and irrevocably changed me forever
i work in a bakery now… hate it and love it when there’s another parallel to jude in my life😍
i just wanna let everybody know that i'm never not thinking about jude st francis. he is my every thought and i love him sm and he means the world to me
jude wanted to be ordinary more than anything but was not
jb wanted to be special like jude more than anything, this made him ordinary
willem did not care about being either, and ended up very famous
malcolm didn’t care about being either, and settled for a quiet life
*tosses some Jude fanart @ you and then scuttles away*
jude is so me i also have such an obviously catholic full name