What To Do Instead Of Eating 🦋✨

everyone talks about how fat you are behind your back

do you realize how embarrassed people are to be friends with you?

how you don’t get invited to places

god you’re so pathetic

how you drown yourself in food

that’s why you’re a fat slop now

look at how tight your shirt is

it just highlights every fat roll you have

you need to get yourself under control

Stick to your goal. Be consistent. Let yourself be sk!nny. Don’t let anyone convince you to e@t more than necessary. Make up lies. Say you already @te and you’re full. At the end of the day its your choice if you want to finally be sk!nny or remain f@t.

having Ana but not being able to control the food in ur home <<<<

mood always

Crying.

a sensação de barriga cheia é NOJENTA.

para de comer, porca.

Black Coffee

I used to love my coffee sweet swirled with cream, thick with sugar, golden rivers softening the dark, spoon clinking like laughter in a quiet room.

It tasted like comfort, like mornings wrapped in warmth, like something I didn’t have to earn. I drank without thinking, without measuring, without the weight of numbers pressing against my ribs.

But now, the sweetness tastes like a lie. Now, I drink it black. Bitter, bold, unsoftened. It burns, it bites, it tells the truth.

No velvet cushion, no sugared disguise just the sharpness, the sting, the ache. It scalds my tongue, settles heavy in my gut, a quiet companion in the hollow spaces.

This is how I like it now. No indulgence, no excess. Just coffee, just control, just the brutal honesty of the dark.

And somehow, that soothes me more.

(Written by me. Sorry if this is too pick me or cringe. Poetry has always helped me cope so I wanted to share that with all of you)

Me4lsp0!!

Re-creating my most popular post from before I got t3rm3d <33

Also please do not reblog with tags!!!!!

PLEASE HOW TF DO I STOP EATING LIKE A NORMAL PERSON IF ITS BECOME A HABIT

I AM SERIOUSLY THINKING LIKE A NON ED BITCH ABOUT FOOD I NEED TO STOP HELP SOS

50 reasons to lose w31ght ౨ৎ

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1. so your s/o can pick you up effortlessly

2. free piggy back rides from your friends

3. so you don't have to worry about being too heavy when you sit in someone's lap

4. so people will lend you their clothes (and they'll be too big on you)

5. when people buy you clothes, they'll get the smallest size (and worry that a size S might be too big)

6. someone from a k-beauty youtube video said "losing w31ght makes you 10x prettier"

7. to fit into p3tite and aesthetic clothes (eg brandy melville)

8. so you don't have the gross feeling of your skin touching (thighs rubbing together, stomach rolls, etc)

9. to look effortlessly beautiful doing anything

10. you'll sweat less

11. to look good in tight clothes

12. to be able to wear revealing outfits and still look cute

13. you'll look cute and small in oversized clothes, instead of looking b1gger

14. so you can wear a bikini

15. to feel more confident

16. people will treat you better

17. if you stick to it and work hard to lose the w31ght, then you'll be better than everyone who has failed to do so. you're willpower and self-control will be admired and envied by your peers

18. people will pay more attention to you

19. people will worry and care about you more

20. for the sk1nny/pretty privilege

21. to make people jealous of you

22. to prove that you can

23. to look good wearing anything, even if it isn't a good outfit

24. so you won't be anxious about being w31ghed at the doctor's

25. to look prettier in pictures

26. so you can go clothes shopping without being

insecure

27. no more dressing room breakdowns

28. so your s/o can fit their fingers around your wrists and their hands around your thighs (or so you can do it yourself)

29. for the th1gh g4p (duh)

30. to be small enough to use your s/o as a bed

31. so your s/o can easily lift you with one hand

32. so you don’t have to waste another summer hating urself

33. to be desirable

34. you'll have a higher chance of people stopping you on the street for photographs/modeling scouts/etc

35. to be more attractive

36. you'll use less products (body wash, lotion) if there's less of you (so you'll end up saving money too!)

37. people will take you more seriously

38. you'll be able to move through crowds easier

39. to boost your self-esteem, feel better about yourself, and be happier

40. you can purchase the smallest size when shopping online and you won't have to worry about it being too small

41. to be able to shop at cute online shops that only carry smaller sizes (brandy, yesstyle, other asian stores)

42. to look good while e4ting, instead of like a f4tt, greedy p1g...

43. to finally be in control

44. so you don't feel jealous/sad when you see other people's b0di3s/thln$p0, because THEY'LL be envying YOU

45. to have your pics/b0dychecks put in a thln$p0 compilation

46.to finally feel pretty

47. to take up less space

48. to be able to wear low rise bottoms

49. so you can talk about your w31ght and not feel ashamed

50. if you actually stick to it and r3strict, your appetite/ stomach will be a lot smaller once you reach your ugw, so you'll naturally e4t less!!