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What is your obsession with me

- @normanfuckingrockwell11

I'm not obsessed with you. I might've just taken a hobby of tormenting the homos and you especially are fun to torment :)

When writing stories with ensemble casts do you find yourself liking/writing more for certain characters? How do you write for characters that aren’t necessarily your favorites? Like I know Lenore and Annabel are more main than the rest so how do you manage the others? And how do you make them all so unique from each other?

If there's ever a character I feel like I haven't connected with, I just assume it's because I haven't "found" them yet. Like, sometimes you need to do a little searching to find the thread in them you can latch onto, if that makes sense? So whenever I feel disconnected from a character, I try to go back to that thread, and I don't proceed until I can feel it and am able to follow it myself. I name the threads as I go, like - it might be something like "paranoia", "mask", "disgust", "worthless" - like, core character themes/trajectories/feelings? - and naming the threads keeps them really different from each other. Because once you know the core of a character, you can stick to it really closely and then it's easy to notice if there's too much overlap with others. That's all really floaty and weird, how I described that. I don't know if I sounds insane or what, lol. But I swear that it makes sense in my head. tldr; I can more easily connect with certain characters than others. But I connect pretty deeply with all of them once I am able to "find" them. And after that, they're all very fun to write.

Jackson and Diary casually giving Horror game character vibes:

David: I think the guy is nuts

Jackson: YES I AM! Thanks for noticing David!:D

FROM 1990 TO 1989

these are the vibes for chapter 1 💯: Tuesday's Gone

(jackson’s pov):

AHHHHHH I AM BEYOND EXITED FOR THIS FIC! only 1 chap is currently out (16.2k words) and it’s a Jaxer/Jexer endgame!

Summary:

“The day Exer turned 19 is when it all went bad. Real fucking bad.

An earthquake set forth the catastrophe. No one in town thought anything of it, as they had become more and more used to their frequentness thanks to Exer’s little…accidents.

Okay, putting it that way makes it sound as if the boy still wets his pants. A better word would be ‘outbursts’.

Anyway, not the point.

Even Jackson didn’t freak out during the first few minutes of the trembling. He knew Exer had a good support group and it would all calm down in due time.

It didn’t.”

I long gave up. I now wish a good hard breakup upon jackela

Jackson x Pamela can only be saved in fanficts. They are so doomed doomed in canon it's PAINFUL.

It's not just about Jackson keeping secrets, it's both of them. They're just not working out and I don't think they ever will,

Thank you for coming to my Ted Talk and hearing me express a glimpse of my frustration. Sorry for the shippers whose day was ruined though

So I have a theory that Jackson's Diary is less of a supernatural and more of a story about two mentally ill people with magic involved and I decided to reread it and keep notes on anything and everything that supports that theory

PS:much easier if you read the chapter after or while reading these notes

Chap14 notes:

•Jackson cutting exer off and giving him an angry look is a sign he knows that exer is on to ruin things for him, also that and the screaming feel like previous hints at what jack could be like when he's actually angry but here he's still holding it together unlike when exer told him the truth and Jack pieced things together

•the look up at exer glaring as jack explains after cutting him off and holding his glare afterwards, this is tied back to the previous note that exer is infact fully aware jack didn't do anything wrong but he still want to set him up as the bad guy, I also think exer is mad that Jackson can infact defend himself even when he's antagonized. Exer will keep glaring at jack until the end of the chapter

•Jackson forgiving the reds and even saying it was his fault anyway, this here was the first big sign on his people pleaser's behavior as nobody would forgive someone like this after being wronged

*claps* that was soo beautiful and touching ado😭😔🙏

you ate

your art ate

and I ate

your art

So, let me guess– you just started a new book, right? And you’re stumped. You have no idea how much an AK47 goes for nowadays. I get ya, cousin. Tough world we live in. A writer’s gotta know, but them NSA hounds are after ya 24/7. I know, cousin, I know. If there was only a way to find out all of this rather edgy information without getting yourself in trouble…

You’re in luck, cousin. I have just the thing for ya.

It’s called Havocscope. It’s got information and prices for all sorts of edgy information. Ever wondered how much cocaine costs by the gram, or how much a kidney sells for, or (worst of all) how much it costs to hire an assassin?

I got your back, cousin. Just head over to Havocscope.

((PS: In case you’re wondering, Havocscope is a database full of information regarding the criminal underworld. The information you will find there has been taken from newspapers and police reports. It’s perfectly legal, no need to worry about the NSA hounds, cousin ;p))

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