Lost-coffedemon - Lost

I think falling for you was my biggest mistake

The biggest I've ever made

But actually I feel no regret

And you're still in my head

In my head, in my heart

I don't even know where to start

You still feel like home

And I feel sick to my bone

Because it went from "you make me want to stay alive"

To looking at this stupid knife

You kinda make me wanna die

And all I do is cry

I don't wanna get out of bed

I feel like I'm seriously mad

It feels like talking to a wall

And I know the worst of all

Is that I still love you

And you probably don't know I do

i wanna make out with him while we watch shitty horror movies 🥺

mlm/nblm only post!

Me, throwing rocks at God’s window: Hey! Hey! Where’s my dick!?

I choose coffee today.

BMTH lyrics are starting to feel personal

The Umbrella Academy Season 2 + soundtrack.

I think it is brave and also very sexy of me to continue living

That was me, except my obsession stuck. There hasn’t been a day I didn’t think about Walter Benjamin since summer

I want to own every book Benjamin wrote. And every book written about him. I don’t know if it’s ever going to stop

What if I got really into Walter Benjamin for a week. What then

My boyfriend has no rights to be this cute. What am I supposed to do??? Die of cuteness everytime he breathes????? Stop!!

I can't stand being alone but I'm afraid of being too much. How do I communicate aaaa