2 New Songs Out

I love sonic saturation & I’m ruled by saturn… there are no coincidences. I’m honing the art of surrendering. It’s scary but I’m trusting the universe.

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I wrote this song a year ago during one of the toughest & loneliest period of my life. I had a mental break down, I trashed my room & stomped on my computer. I was preparing to end my life that day. I painted my room with all the reasons why. As I sat on the floor amidst all the chaos I looked over to my guitar. & it hit me that I was going to die without ever learning to play guitar. I remembered how much i love so many of the beautiful songs this instrument created. That realization was enough to motivate me to keep on living because I knew at least one thing I loved was possible. I knew it was possible to experience something new. This is one of the very first songs I created right after this experience. I used it as a way to comfort myself & remind myself i'll be there for myself through it all. This song is dedicated to me & anyone who's ever felt the same or similarly. I was crying a bit before I recorded this so if my voice sounds kinda funny that's why but as long as the message is felt then that's all I care about. I love you all  even the ones that hurt me

Drill slides are the equivalent to slap bass in the 60s and 70s... just over used to the point it can quickly become tacky.