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Toyafuyu and their parallels:

I did say I wanted to make this post. And Toya and Mafuyu have similar issues at home with a similar way to deal with them, so let's start.

Problems at home:

Both of them have similar problems at home, mainly with their parents.

While we dont actually know what toyamom and mafudad are doing, for barely being even mentioned, Mafumom and Toyadad are extremely similar on their behavior towards their kids.

- Toya's dad wants Toya to practice and practice piano, making him practice the entire day, even as a child, with the consequences of that, Toya didn't have hobbies, barely had any friends before (besides the Tenmas) and barely even knew what he liked.

- Mafuyu's mom wants Mafuyu to study and study the whole day, trying to make her quit archery and music so she can focus on her studies. As a consequence of that, Mafuyu didn't have any hobbies, no real friends outside if niigo and doesn't know what she likes.

Toya's dad wants Toya to be a classical musician, Mafuyu's mom wants Mafuyu to be a doctor. Both of them push their children in places they don't want to go in and have said they dont.

Both of them already had their confrontation, as of jp right now, both of their parents still disagree with what they're doing, but the difference in the acting because of it comes later.

Their mental health:

Because of their parents being both suffocating, they have similar issues.

Toya's only real friends were the Tenmas, and that was because his dad knew them, possibly he knows other people from his dad, but only the Tenmas actually became friends with him.

Mafuyu didn't have any real friends before niigo.

That made one of their differences, also will explain later.

None of them had any hobbies before music.. you could possibly count Archery as a hobby point for Mafuyu, but at least at the start she didn't feel much about it and it was probably just a small escape, a tiny start of a rebellion.

They both felt stuck, but they describe it in different ways.

Toya felt stuck inside a bird cage, forced to sing like birds.

In which he finally managed to open.

Mafuyu felt like a Marionette, making what her mom/the person in the strings asks

One that she also managed to escape

Both of them only managed to escape with the help of music and real friends (vbs and niigo).

Main differences

On how they're treated by the parents theres only a few.

Toya was able to rebel earlier, by influence of Tsukasa, not only that but he has more.. freedom to rebel than Mafuyu ever had.

Mafuyu's first rebelling influences were niigo, mainly Ena and Mizuki on this part, and even then she barely could do it without her mom taking away everything she had.

The differences in how they're treated on here may be because of the rest of the family.

Toya is the youngest of 3 songs, both of the older ones are already at classical music, so his dad can afford to have one Black Sheep, his legacy is already being fulfilled, so even if he disagrees with the style, he doesn't need to outright stop it.

Mafuyu is an only child, there's no one else to follow mafumom's dreams and expectations but her, this puts her under a tighter leash than Toya has.

And without friends, she couldn't do that first step out of that house.

Their real family

The people who help them be themselves, who let them have a break from their house, their real family and home

Mafuena and Akitoya bonus:

Imagine an akitoya image here i already did 10 images

Nothing much, just both like how lively the shinonomes are with each other, because of how cold their house are.

There is a reason both Toya and Mafuyu are associated with snow.

Bonus 2: event

Imagine an event with them, they start talking about their family to each other and bonding with similar rules and expectations, maybe Mafuyu also meets Ken as an image of a better dad. Maybe someone else is with them, someone with good parents stopping and going: that is not normal.

Just so they can grow a little bit together, find reliance on each other from their issues.

Don’t you forget about me (Armin x Reader)

Welcome to my first Fic! This story takes place in the aot universe and yes, the title is the name of a song (10 points if you know it!) Also small warning for death at the very beginning (I promise, it gets better) Now, sit back, relax, and enjoy some nice fluff! Also pretend that record players and records exist...and that 80′s music exists XD

     Life in the corps is hard, no doubt about it. Death happening left and right, friends and lovers being torn apart. Now, today was one of the few days of rest that allowed you to try to regain what sanity you have left. Today, you were in your rather spacious bedroom. Bookshelf to the left of your bed, filled with a plethora of books that Armin had gifted you over the years. A record player to the right of your bed, having gotten it from an old friend who didn’t want it anymore. You had a few records and, come to realize it, you had forgotten where it had come from. You look out your window, minuscule droplets of rain scattered and falling on it, your curtains dancing with the wind. It was rather cloudy and chilly that day and the sprinkle of rain had just passed. You slowly begin to space out...

     You hear a gentle knock on your door that snaps you back to reality. You recognize it as Armin’s knock. “Come in” you call out to Armin, before he slowly opens the door that you had forgotten to lock. He enters, closing the door behind him, and speaks, “I just wanted to check up on ya and make sure you’re okay” he says with a smile. “I am doing alright” you respond back with a smile. “Do you mind if I...um...sit on your bed? I mean it’s okay if n-” Armin got cut off with a small laugh before you respond, “Yeah, of course you can! No need to worry ‘min” You had called Armin “Min” ever since you both had started dating early last month. Speaking of dating, you had almost forgotten it is your one month anniversary! You begin to feel slightly embarrassed, having almost completely forgotten and say with a smile “By the way, happy one month anniversary!” Armin looks surprised “Has it already been a month? Time sure does fly...”

     You begin to stand up from the spot you had situated yourself on your bed and went to grab a record before asking, “Do you mind if I play some music ‘min?” Armin responds with a nod. You smile back and insert the record in the record player, placing the needle gently on the record. After a few milliseconds, the song starts to play. You return to your spot and smile. Armin soon recognizes the song and his face lit up. You remembered that Armin mentioned that it was his favorite song (and it still is). “You remembered” He says with a smile. You smile back “Of course I remembered, ‘min” Armin suddenly hugs you, catching you off guard. You blush, before hugging back, “I love you” Armin says, his breath tickling your neck. “I love you too, Armin” you softly mumble into his ear with a smile. Armin hugs you slightly tighter, silently telling you to never leave . 

     The two of you stayed like that for a while before you ask if he wants to cuddle. He responds with a nod, both of you laying down on the bed, legs and arms wrapping around each other. You rest your head onto Armins chest, his steady heartbeat almost making you fall asleep. “You can sleep if you want to. I’ll stay” He says in a soft voice. “You promise?” You ask looking into his ocean blue eyes. “I promise” he responds, looking into yours. You share a brief but gentle kiss on the lips, before resting your head back onto his chest gently. You soon fall asleep, Armin falling asleep afterwards. 

(I hope you enjoyed! Remember to drink some water today, get some well deserved rest, and eat well! Until next time! :) )

I have a huge Armin crush 💀

CHALLENGE

STOP SCROLLING! if ur seeing this post. you need to reblog and add a picture of someone you simp for. it can be anyone, fictional and non-fictional. I wanna hit atleast 50 reblogs. k. it doesn't matter how many times u've seen this post. U MUST REBLOG IT

less do this

make sure u tag it in #why am i doing this dumb challenge ari?

im goin first

... leave me alone

Chapter 2: Maria

|| Hello and welcome to a new chapter! This chapter and from now on may have some cursing (I’m sure y’all can handle, but I understand if not ^^ ) also there may be a smut chapter depending on if I feel comfortable 😅 ALSO I will add warnings beforehand and I’ll try not to add important dialogue in there so those who skip won’t miss important stuff! I have never written smut before so we’ll see! Another really fast note, this fanfic will have she/her pronouns, but feel free to change them according to what suits you best! Enough of my rambling, lets resume our story!||

[Hotel, Wednesday, Jeans pov]

I was hanging out with Eren, Armin, and Connie in the dimly lit living room, playing a game of UNO. Yesterday, we got notified of the winner being someone named {name}. They sound like an nice person. I hope they’re nice. “UNO!” Connie shouts, snapping me out of my thoughts. Damn it. He won again. His second round of winning. Little bitch. “Another round?” Asked Armin, not willing to give up just yet. When it comes to games like these, he’s not one to accept losing so easily. Neither am I.

We agree to Armins suggestion. Levi has been watching us play UNO for the past…half hour? Well, it felt like that. It probably was longer than I thought. “You’re on” Connie and I say in unison with a few laughs before we heard a few knocks coming from the tree-bark-brown door. Everyone fell silent. That must be them.

[Hotel, 2:00 pm, {name}’s pov]

I knocked on the door. Room 2456. I hope this is the right one. I hear the door open, which revealed Levi. “Oh. You must be {name} right?” The man asked. I responded with a nod. “Yeah, that’s me” I responded more awkwardly than I had hoped. “Come inside then. You can put your stuff in the closet”. He stated before heading to a light brown sofa. I did as he instructed before deciding to say hello to the others.

“Good afternoon” I said with a smile. “Hello” everyone responded. I had no idea why, but I couldn’t help but look at Jean. Oh god, since when was he so hot? I blinked before deciding to sit in between Armin and Jean. “playing Uno?” I asked, trying to lighten the mood. “Uh, yeah! Would you like to join? You got just in time! We just finished a round” Connie responded with a smile. “I would love to!” I said with a smile back.

[2 hours later]

I ended up beating them in 3 rounds before Levi said it was time to eat dinner so we can get ready to sleep. I decided to enter the balcony to enjoy the sunset, closing the sliding door behind me. The sky turned into a beautiful cotton candy pink, the birds chirping and soaring through the sky. I had always loved watching the sun set. Especially watching the cars below and the people walking on the busy sidewalk.

I heard the door open and close. “Just checking on you. You okay?” Asked a voice that I knew so well. “I’m doing alright, Mr. Kirstein” I said with a small laugh. “How did you know it’s me?” Asked Jean, who was pretty shocked. “Your voice is one I can recognize” I responded, looking at him with a smile. I watched him smile back, the sunset making him practically glow. Quite literally. The uncontrollable urge to fall just a bit more in love with that man intensified. “I was watching the sunset. I did that a lot back home. Would you like to join?” I asked. “Sure! I would love to”

[Wednesday, Balcony, Hotel, precisely sunset. Jean’s pov]

The girl who entered the door. They were pretty. She also looked familiar. Did she sit at the front row during the concert? I’m pretty sure she did. I think I’m right, she probably did!

“We’re you at the concert yesterday?” I asked them after a brief moment of the two of us, gazing at the sunset, being partially blocked by the buildings across from us. She looked at me and nodded. “Yeah, I was there. Why?” She asked, Her head slightly tilted to the left. “We’ll, I-“ the rest of my sentence got cut off by an airplane that was passing overhead, it’s engines making a low growling sound as it soared.

After a few seconds I opened my mouth to say something, then I closed it muttering a “Nevermind” before looking at the now, faded sunset, it’s color slowing inching towards a black. “You can say it” She responded after a few moments. “Don’t worry, I won’t judge” she said with a reassuring smile. “I was just wondering” I said with a shrug. “I was thinking that you looked familiar and I guessed it was from a concert.” I glanced at her and looked at the remnants of what once was a beautiful sunset.

“I’m heading back inside” the female called out with a small smile. “It was nice talking to you Mr. Kirstein” she said, happiness and relaxation radiating from her. One can’t help but feel a sense of calm, when talking to her. “Please, call me Jean. We’re friends now, right?” I asked with a smile. Maybe we can become more than that. I’m ready whoever you are. I wanted to say that, but it’s too early. Maybe she won’t return my feelings. Worst

case scenario is I get rejected. It will hurt, but maybe I’ll get over it.

Falling in love with someone you just met that day. How pathetic. “Alright Jean. I’m heading inside. Is there a place for me to sleep?” She asked, holding the handle of the glass sliding door, frozen in place. “No, we don’t have a spare room. Would you like me to book one for you? I would be happy to-“ I got cut off with a “I can sleep on the sofa. I don’t mind, really, I don’t.” I looked at her like I thought she was crazy. “No, I can’t do that to our guest, especially after a long day. Uh, do you have any ideas?” I asked, trying to think of one.

[Wednesday, balcony, night time, 9:00 pm, {name}’s pov]

“I have one. I don’t know if you’d be comfortable with it though….” I said, feeling embarrassed by the thought. “Er, promise not to laugh, okay?” She asked, looking like she has seen a ghost. “I won’t, don’t worry.” Jean said before flashing a reassuring smile. “Icould sleepwithyouifyou’dlike” I said, before feeling the temperature grow 5x more warmer than the before, changing from partially chilly to hot as an oven. “I mean…if you’re not okay with that, then I completely-“ I got cut off with a small laugh. “No need to get worked up kid, it’s perfectly fine by me” Jean said with a smile.

I felt the breeze brush me, which resulted in my shivering a little. “Let’s head inside, if you want. It’s nice and all but…it’s kind of cold, not gonna lie” Jean nodded in agreement and we went inside the building, shutting the sliding door with a small thump. “Are you still cold? The heater in this room hasn’t been working for a while. You can borrow a jacket if you’d like” the man offered. “Sure. I…thank you” I said with a warm smile. This must be a dream

As I got ready for bed, Jean was ready, sitting on the queen sized bed. When I exited the bathroom, I was greeted by him, reading a book. The Great Gatsby. I remember reading that book junior year of high school. “Interesting book you got there good sir” I say with a teasing tone, which made him jump “Ah, I didn’t expect you to be done so quickly! Damn. Well, I guess we can call it a night. How does that sound?” He asked, before setting the slightly faded book on the bedside table. “Sounds good Jean.” I entered the bed and was greeted by a nice warmth, like sitting in front of a fire on a cold, winters day. I turned off the lampshade and laid down. “Goodnight Jean. See you tomorrow” I said while pulling the blanket over myself. “Goodnight {name}. Rest well” the man responded. Before I knew it, I was out like a light.

|| Thank you so much for reading this chapter of Red Lights! I hope ya’ll enjoyed this chapter! I apologize for this being out a tad bit late! I fell asleep yesterday after staying up studying 😅 Anyways, I hope y’all have a great day/night! - Lucky 🐾 ||

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vent? Kinda

Fair warning, its uh…sad.

I’ve been sobbing for a while, I wish things were different. It’s like I just experienced life and never lived it. I just feel so empty now, it’s just…yeah.

probably gonna just fake it till I make it. Idk at this point.

OMG VOLUME TWO LETS GOOOOOOO (watch us go into debt)

Oh yeah sorry aktyers we have lost ( no full aun no beats on vbs album 2 )

from the latest improved wandashow because I forgot the name right now...

Ramble??

Crying because you miss someone even though you talk to them on the daily<<<<<

Sometimes I think I’m overdramatic. Maybe I am? Idk, but I would like to say how thankful I am for my partner. They see the good in me that I have a hard time seeing in myself. They make me feel happy and safe, and if you see this (you know who you are) know we all are always grateful to have an amazing partner and we all swear to be there for you like you’re there for us. I could write whole paragraphs about how amazing you guys are, and just know that every time we say we love you, we mean it. -🐾

my post in a long time. Gonna create a self-indulgent series for my own satisfaction as well as others who want to watch me create my own universe ^^ keep an eye out!

We eat egg sandwich for breakfast 🍳

-🎤

If I ask nicely will people reblog this and tell me what their most common breakfast is? Not your favorite necessarily, just what you have for breakfast most frequently? 🙏🏽

9inety-9ine winter Headcanons!! I am just feeling fluffy today so yeah ^^

❄️ Armin loves to make hot chocolate during the wintertime, being wrapped in a soft blanket in front of a fire with a book is his dream (same Armin, same *sigh* oh to read a book with Armin 😭)

❄️ Jean and Connie love making snowmen and gingerbread houses! Levi would watch and give them advice on how to make sure their houses stay up, they almost always fall at least once :(

❄️ Levi likes to look out the window and watch the snowfall. He finds it peaceful and very beautiful, seeing it fall from the sky :)

❄️ Eren loves to go snowboarding, the speed and the cool tricks he has learned to do is fun! He has been doing it for a long time and he just enjoys it! He loves the feeling of the adrenaline rush! He likes to go on those diamond Slopes (which are very steep, make people avoid them heh)

❄️ As a group, they would enjoy watching those hallmark movies and make fun of them lol (everyone but Levi, he’s just shaking his head at how cheesy it all is) while snacking on some popcorn 😎

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