you aren't a bad person if your source is terrible.
you aren't a bad person if your source is an abuser.
you aren't a bad person if your source is a rapist.
you aren't a bad person if your source has a problematic creator.
you aren't a bad person if your source is anything, anything.
However, if you blame an introject for their source, tell them to kill themselves for it, treat them like their source when they tell you not too, push boundaries or persistently ask them questions, try and make it like they should be extremely ashamed and horrified 24/7 atwhere they introjected from. You are an asshole.
I love it when Luffy grabs Zoro and makes him fly around.
Noticing and acknowledging and even accepting what it feels like to co-front has been a very big hurdle for us. Maybe because I'm not sure I've ever seen anyone else describe the sensation in quite the same way as we experience it. It's a little hard to explain properly but I found some images that kind of translate the feeling.
tw: images may mess with eyes or impose feelings of unreality
Most of the time we feel like 'ourselves' (i.e. the one correlated with our irl name/Des) but who is easily influenced by the others.
Only, when one of the others front, Des doesn't necessarily leave front or even develop amnesia and can usually still speak. It feels like the above images, with two beings occupying the same space. Afterwards Des will remember the basics of what transpired but as if it happened to another person or was a dream--with details missed and emotions muted or lost from the time.
Fuck it. Go have fun with your system. People tell you that you're roleplaying because you have odd/cringe experiences? Fuck them. Your experiences are real. And regardless, roleplay is available to everyone and is a fun past time, even if you ARE roleplaying about your system. Go system hop, date your headmates, get overt with it, obsess about interests (which if you're an introject, may be yourself). Life is too short to be worried about haters hating on you. What are they gonna do? Send a hate anon? Ohh I'm so scared~
if you like selfcest go fuck yourself
It’s Trilobite Tuesday! This crisply-preserved, 1-in- (2.5-cm-) long specimen is one the best examples of the trilobite Acanthopyge ever uncovered in the British Isles. Though trilobites from nearby Wren’s Nest are more renowned, over the last few decades an outcrop in Shropshire, England has begun yielding notable Middle Silurian material. It took over 25 hours of careful preparation (often using only hand tools) to free this trilobite from its limestone matrix.
does.... does this happen to anyone else....?
-boo