“We are dying from overthinking. We are slowly killing ourselves by thinking about everything. Think. Think. Think. You can never trust the human mind anyway. It’s a death trap.”
— Anthony Hopkins
SMTH QUICK FOR TDOV MY SHAYLAS 🏳️⚧️🏳️⚧️🏳️⚧️🩷🩷🩷🩷
CDD systems who do not fit textbook rules, those who are stuck in a grey area of syscourse, and those who just don't fit the boxes the community wants to squeeze you into--I see you, you're real and you're plural and deserving of a community. You're not alone.
CDD systems who are endogenic, you're not less deserving of CDD specific resources because of your origin.
CDD systems who are mixed origin, the above applies to you too.
CDD systems who are pro-endo, you do not deserve to be locked out of your community based on support for others.
CDD systems who have tulpas, you're not deserving of hate just because you created tulpas alongside your CDD.
CDD systems who have soulbonds, you're not any less real because you have them.
CDD systems who have healed past the point of being "disordered" anymore, you're not less plural just because you found a way to be plural and functional, and it certainly doesn't make you fake.
CDD systems (or ex-systems) who have integrated, you do not deserve to be shunned and removed from the community because you healed in a way that was right for you.
CDD systems who integrated and then gained a system in another way after, you are not less deserving of community because of how you live or how you've changed.
CDD systems who started out nondisordered and then became disordered later in life, your disorder didn't need to happen at any specific age for it to be real.
CDD systems don't need to fit every box. Most of the "rules" about what makes a CDD system "real" are literally made up in the context of syscourse. You're still plural. You don't need to fit in. It's isolating, to be barred access to resources made for you because of syscourse--but you are NOT alone. You can do this.
Roronoa Zoro
Which 90's witch house is your favorite? Mine is the charmed house or the practical magic ✨️ house 🖤
It's so wild to me still how different some of the others are. And it's no wonder I would try to supress the differences. It can be kinda scary and uncomfortable to suddenly feel like you hate something you love or feel suddenly angry for no reason. And that's just being influenced by *one* of them. It's so strange sometimes of course my instinct is to think it's not real.