Lyssrambles - I Was Born A Ramblin' Girl

You spin me around

like we're pinning the tail on the donkey

Yesterday this, tomorrow that

contradictions and half-truths

Until I'm dizzy and can barely walk straight

and you end up with a tail on your forehead

I tell you I love you All you can say is “Why?”

I keep typing out all my feelings to you Then I remember I’m not allowed anymore

The darkness in my head thick viscid pulling me under

I once thought you had come to banish the darkness It turns out you only came to snuff out my remaining light

Leap of Faith can be an expensive ride,  though well worth it I just wish I were worth the price   of admission to you

It's not about you anymore.

If your name crosses my lips

It is in punishment of myself

For being the fool

“It’s not fair!” “It’s not fair!!”

Echoing in my mind The cries of a child Not allowed to be a child