His Possession Wrapped Around Me Like A Warm Coat, Shielding Me In A Way It Felt Like Only He Could From

You’ve broken my heart into a thousand different pieces, in a thousand different ways Each time I wonder if this will be the last It isn’t; Somehow I always manage to forgive you

His possession wrapped around me like a warm coat, shielding me in a way it felt like only he could from my own frozen heart

I'd like to have compassion for him but I can't I've already given him too much of my heart.

I wonder sometimes  - okay, more than sometimes - if your inner demons  - those bastards; fuck them - let you feel what you actually feel  - not just the watered down emotions which manage to filter through your walls - would you be able to love me  - would you be in love with me -

Dolly

I am your dolly You pull me down from my shelf    when you’ve nothing better to do To manipulate and pose me To play pretend Until another toy    catches your eye Then back I go Lifeless and empty    on my shelf

I'm over you But I will never be over what we had

I know better I just ache for it so deeply I am willing to risk my sanity

I took the blame

And you were happy to let me

As much as I long to hear it it eases my mind to realize the reason you can’t say you love me is because you do