Maddieslovingmachine - #mentalillnessawareness

Every day gets a little bit harder so what I do is I ignore it and hope things get better while I listen to my music

Moot why is this how I find out

i think the dreams i have about my dead mom are definitely stolen from a horror manga or something, can junji ito stop directing traumatizing dreams for me?

Sometimes I’ll work with people who are so hollow that I don’t know how they ended up in the same place as me

and it has me tweaking because wdym you don’t know how to cut a strawberry

wdym you don’t know how to tell when pasta is done cooking

did you chatgpt your way through your food handlers

I’m gonna get you one of these days

I’m gonna be so real with you, I had no clue that Natsu/Peko was a thing, but you’re so right about the gender thing. Hope people stop bugging you about that ship soon :)

Why don't you like Natsumi x Peko?

I played with the idea that Natsumi is a narcissist. So I went down the route that she caught that Peko had a crush on someone AND OF COURSE, that person must've been her. She didn't have any feelings for Peko herself, but she didn't mind playing with her.

But then I when I dipped my toes in the water, I was flooded with "Natsumi x Peko is WAY better than Fuyuhiko x Peko". And the only basis for this was that Natsumi and Peko are both girls.

As a Transmasc genderfluid nonbinary, I really hate when things get boiled down to gender. How could you say Natsumi and Peko is a better match when YOU NEVER EVEN SAW THOSE TWO INTERACT. Following strictly the game, Peko never ever reacted to Natsumi's death (I have my own explanation for that but that's another day and a lot of conjecture).

And it really pissed me off when someone said Natsu/peko is a healthier Fuyu/peko. NEWS FLASH ASSHOLE. THE SAME POWER DYNAMIC FOR FUYU/PEKO IS IN NATSU/PEKO!!!

Hate it when that happens. Hope everything goes well, and if not I can steal some prescription meds for you :)

"I'm not disabled I have a system!" 24 hours of unexpected system collapse later, i am a quivering jelly of frothing misery puddling sadly on the floor

All my stuffies love me, my favorite blankie too

*flexes bicep*

Yeah, I’m like the coolest ever

If you're fifteen or older an still sleep with a stuffed animal please reblog this.

SPOILERS FOR PSYCHONAUTS 2 (CASSIE O’PEIA’s MIND):

This reminds me a lot of Cassie O’Peia from Psychonauts 2. Her mind is really interesting because in her mind we get to learn about Archetypes, which are different personality facets that people can/will use for different aspects or people in their life.

In Cassie’s case, she used whatever archetype she needed for her survival. She stole money and she was a snitch, but she needed to do that to get out of the poverty she was in and flee her country. She became a writer to help fund her escape, and her book was a universal bestseller.

And yet. In the battle against Maligula, she used her power, her words, her voices, her facets. And they weren’t enough. And she lost. And she resigned herself to the forest where she and her friends used to do research together. And she became a recluse.

She and the other psychic six were so mentally ruined after that battle that parts of them cracked and they were hollow shells of what they used to be.

Anyways, idk if this means anything to you, but you should totally check out Psychonauts if you haven’t already, it’s so cool.

[Factchecked by an autistic Psychonauts fan @clussygang so trust in my accuracy)

i cant reblog with a video apperantly :/ made this inspired by @thelemoncoffee 's post

nothing too special just a lil something i did it in a short ride

She Tv on my Girl till I French Exit

🥤

Puts the art in my mouth and it dissolves like cotton candy

yurification beam GOOOOOO !!!!!