This Won't Be My Last Benvolio Drawing, That's Like . A Passionate Baker Telling You They Don't Bake

okay yeah just uploading this one because milan van waardenburg slayed this so hard my jaw was on the damn floor. I thought his range was already impressive enough when I saw him as valjean in london but man oNE UPPED HIMSELF FIFTY TIMES.

[I have my full audio but I'm not trading it currently! Please do not share outside of tumblr!]

i dont know why but it makes me laugh so much that in the 1968 movie, while romeo is yapping about how adorable he finds juliet, benvolio is just yapping with some guy in the background. he's just there. while romeo is spewing this iconic poetry.

I'm not a huge fan of this ship, but I just wanted to show this for the Bencutio stans out there

just wrote a gay fanfic in latin. 9/10 can reccomend. might share it here later. depends on how i feel.

i just found out that mercutio sings “la vie n’est pas un théâtre” alongside tybalt in the french revival and im going to make it everyone’s problem (not heard on the studio recording, but rather live)

he takes the lower harmony on that line, a stark contrast to what he usually sings. mercutio sings high and bold (see: the high F in la folie, riffing in les beaux, les laids and les rois du monde). not only that, but he harmonizes it softly, almost weakly, drowned out by tybalt's belt.

both tybalt and mercutio sing "life is not a theatre".

it's spoken like conformation. that in spite of his theatrical disposition, he understood that life wasn't the carnival of love that other people parade it to be. when he's stabbed, his charade of carelessness falters to reveal the pessimism that was once treated as foolish ramblings in je reve. no matter how much he tries to play up his whimsicality, he's a cynic that has always understood that death and tragedy was inevitable for the men that live on their knees. should he dies, he dreams, right?

but it's also a realization. it's an audible show that tybalt has overpowered his exuberance with the harsh revelation that tybalt is going to kill him. that he is going to die. that this is no longer a game. that this thing between him and tybalt isn't just teasing and empty threats anymore.

he spends a majority of the musical dancing on the edge of a sword. the goings-ons of his enemies his personal little drama. he has these wild dreams and this untouchable fearlessness that he uses to feel above it all. he may know that life is miserable no matter who you are, he may know that he's the king of nothing, but just knowing that and embracing his self proclaimed insanity is what allows him a semblance of control.

but then he's hit with the terrifying realization that life is not a theatre. things don't work out like they do in plays. life isn't as fanciful as it is in fiction. the blood isn't fake, the sun isn't a spotlight, there are no bows or encores, he doesn't get to pick himself up when the lights go dark, he is going to die. the stab sobers him, forcing him to understand that he isn't invincible. and of course, he tries, he stands with a flourish and claims he can't be harmed but madness can't save him from the cold truth of mortality.

and of course, the irony that it is a theatre. the audience gets to watch behind the safety of the pit band, free to laugh, cry, disengage, watch as the characters are forced to acknowledge that death is their reality and there is no leaving after the curtains close. the actors do, but mercutio's blood still stains the streets of verona. he does not get that luxury.

so just by singing "life is not a theatre" the way he did, mercutio becomes a cynic whose pessimism is confirmed no matter how hard he plays jester. or he's a man who thought he'd never die suddenly realizing he's just as vulnerable as the people he mocks. if anything, he's probably both.

either way is tragic. but what's even more tragic is that it probably isn't that deep and they just wanted to add a harmony to sound nice. but it has beautiful and tragic intent to ME

^Tybalt after he takes the forever brownie de weed or something like that

I think the sky is trying to say something? 🤔 👀 🏳️‍⚧️

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ok so I was doing some pose studies and it went pretty well so have modern au mercutio or smth

I can draw legs again 🎉

forgor to post this redraw of that one thingy

I had the original saved... and then I deleted it 😭