Women Are The True Gods
Women are the true gods
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Im Ngl I feel like what I do to myself isn’t even self harm like idk why I do it honestly it’s relaxing like when people drink tea or something I’m not aroused by it at all I’m not a masochist I can’t even explain half the shit I feel and when I try to people try to speak for me I hate that I hate people like is it really bad to harm yourself and torture yourself if it makes me feel relaxed and content?
I prayed for her to protect a child her energy is so heavy, I’m so exhausted
Schizotypal is like having thoughts that people are out to get you and your mind convincing you that your friends and family don’t like you
schizophrenic horror fans are gods strongest soldiers
my sister got me a plushie it’s pink which isn’t my style but it’s still pretty I want to dye it black and red. Nonetheless it’s welcomed in my family :3
why did you have a crush on me? why did you keep pushing for sex when I said no multiple times? Why did you even like me? Why didn’t you listen to me when I spoke about my feelings? Why are you so selfish? Why are you an asshole? Why don’t you care? Why do you lie so much? Why are you delusional? We still could’ve been friends but you broke my trust and made me feel disgusted in myself, you brought back my disgust in sex you made me realize how much I hate my vagina again, why didn’t you listen why? Why are you telling people what they heard is a rumor knowing what you did? Why didn’t you listen? Why are you playing the victim again? I have a boyfriend why didn’t you listen? I don’t want to have sex with you why didn’t you listen? I don’t like you why didn’t you listen? I don’t secretly like you why didn’t you listen? I developed hatred for you because I realized you crossed my boundaries multiple times and I didn’t say much back then because I still wanted to be your friend but I’m human I could only take so much you made me mentally exhausted it was a chore to be your friend sometimes I didn’t even want to be on call with you because I knew you are sensitive and we would argue over nothing I hated the way you disrespected me over stupid arguments why didn’t you listen? Then I stopped caring I found new friends who didn’t treat me the way you did and I slowly stopped caring you, I would care if you listened the first time we still would’ve been friends, but after the people I met what is there to care about a friend who didn’t care about my feelings? Who played mind games? Who let me know my voice doesn’t matter? Who only cared when I threatened to leave? What is even the purpose of being my friend if your going to treat me this way, my new friends made me realize you are the problem and I didn’t deserve any of this my new friends gave me hope that I can form friendships with my disorder if you listened I would still be there with you, I would probably be on a call with you right now, we would probably be making jokes or I would make up a silly argument because those silly arguments were fun but I don’t trust you anymore you’ll probably sexualize me again and that makes me feel dirty like I have to shower why didn’t you listen?
Schizotypal culture is seeing someone online having a similar day to you, and thinking you’re bound to this person by some vague, nebulous bond.
