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adhd gothic

- your alarm rings but you are too tired. you set an alarm for five minutes later and go back to sleep. when you wake again, it is light outside and the alarm never went off. it was set for five hours later. you could have sworn you set it to five minutes later.

- your clothes are organized in piles on the bedroom floor. occasionally a shirt moves from one pile to another. you do not remember moving it.

- your desk at work is organized but not. “i have a system” you tell yourself. you are worried someone will discover the truth. you must not let others know you are struggling. your desk at work is organized but not.

- you did not take your meds. your brain is static. you did take your meds. your brain is accelerated static. last week your meds worked well. are they working well today? did you remember to take them? did you even refill your prescription last month?

- your assignment is due in november. it is september. your assignment is not due soon. it is end of october, but your assignment is not due until november. it is november 15th. where is your assignment? you go to bed, it is now november 27th. why do you turn in work late?

- you go to work to make money. you know you make money because you are told you do. your bank account doesn’t change much. you spend more because you are told you make money. you haven’t looked at your bank account for a few weeks now. it makes you anxious.

- there was something you were supposed to do. you didn’t do it, and you disappointed someone. you do not know who. it will come to you eventually, perhaps.

- you trip over a half-knit scarf. one of the needles is missing. you tried to learn knitting a year ago and forgot about the scarf. how long has this been on the floor? where is the other needle? you do not remember how to knit.

- you find yourself growing bored and unconsciousness slips into your periphery. you throw yourself into your work. if you are busy you will not sleep. if you are bored you will sleep. fight the sleep as long as you can. you cannot sleep at night.

- you do not eat and you eat too much. 

- your friends ask why you do not reply to their messages. it is overwhelming and you are so tired. you send too many messages at once and are filled with guilt. your friends keep texting you and you do not know why.

- your eyes blur when you read. you skim the words and do not retain. you skimmed this post and did not retain. you do not remember what the first bullet on this post was. you might not have read this last bullet, either. you will still tag the post as though you read it. you understand its essence, and that is okay.

“this character did a problematic thing-” its a story helen, commonly including things like conflict and drama

MASTERLIST

Hello, friends! Welcome, welcome to my full masterlist. I write for all of SJM’s works, and now the Folk of the Air as well! I have separate tag lists (one for all of SJM, the other for TFOTA), so if you want to be added, send an ask and be sure to include the fandom, please! I get lost in the comments and have a very bad memory. Same goes for prompts, I’m always open for those in my ask box as well :) Below are links to my series-specific masterlists. Enjoy!

you can also find me on ao3! (although I will say, I don’t update these as often. it’s more of a bulk thing when i remember i have it LOL)

A Court of Thorns and Roses

Throne of Glass

Crescent City

The Folk of the Air

Nail Art

Winter Drabbleland 2020

Laundry day 👕🧺

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SJM Writers.

These are the blogs who write fanfiction from books that belong to Sarah J. Maas. If you write for the fandom, or know a blog that does, let me know, so I can add you to the list. :) (If you reblogged the original post and you are not on the list, send me an ask! I didn’t see it, or I missed it accidentally. It was not on purpose, and I would love to add you!)

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@aelin-and-feyre  @aqueentorattlestars  @alifletcher2012 @acourtofmarauders @aelin-queen-of-terrasen @abraxos-is-toothless @acowat @a-court-of-fanfiction-and-fandom @abookishfreak @azrielswingspans @always-reading 

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@birdiethebibliophile  @bravebuttercups @booklover41802 @b00kworm @booknerdproblems 

C

@catastrophicallyinlovewithbooks  @catastrophicideass  @cassiansiphions @creampuffqueen @charincharge @crackedship @caotica-e-quieta @cicada-bones @creampuffqueen

D

@dreamingofazriel @dawninlatin @dreamerforever-5 @darlinminds @darling-cas

E

@emilyshi101emu  @escapingtheconstrictingboxes  @empress-ofbloodshed @eternally-reading  @explodingthunder @elrielllll

F

@fireflyangelxx  @fuzzballsheltiepants @feysandsmut  @foxboylucien @featherymalignancy @fireheart-of-your-dreams @feyesand

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@goldbooksblack

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@highlady-casandra  @highladyfxyre @her-misplaced-wings  @high-lady-of-chesapeake-bay  @hugewingspans  @hege-ie @highqueenofelfhame @harmonyindark245

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@illyrianinterrasen  @itach-i @ilikebigbooks-and-icannotlie  @illyriandragon  @illyrianbeauty @ifinallygavein @imaginedhaven

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@julemmaes

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@lady-therion  @literarynonsense @librarian-of-velaris @ladywitchling @louiseleblancdiggory @lovemollywho  @ladynestaarcheron @ladyvanserra

M

@modernbookfae @mariamuses @maastrash @morganofthewildfire @miserablemusings @master-obi-wan-kenboneme

N

@nestasbucket @nightcourtcinnamonroll  @noodlecatposts @nalgenewhore @nomattertheoceans

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P

@propshophannah @perseannabeth @pitterpatterpot @punkassbookjockey26

Q

@queen-archeron  @queen-bitch-16 @quakeriders

R

@rufousnmacska  @rowaelinsmut @rkjar1646  @rhysand-vs-rowan  @runesandfaes  @rhysands-highlady  @rosegoldannie @rhysismydaddy @readandlisten98  @ruhndanaantrash @rhyswhitethorn

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@snelbz @salvaterre  @sparkleywonderful  @secretlynestaarcheron @sarahjtrash  @sarah-bae-maas  @swishandflickwit @starseternalnighttriumphant @sassyhobbits @starborn-fae-queen @seasonofthewicth @shyvioletcat @sayosdreams @sweetlyvillainous @starseternalnighttriumphant @starseternalnighttriumphant @stars-falling @stardustsroses  @se-ono-waise-ilia @starborn-faerie-queen

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 @torattlethestars  @thexscarletxwitchx   @the-bookish-soul  @theantisocialbookworm310 @the-regal-warrior @tswaney17 @thewayshedreamed @thesurielships @thefangirlofhp @theoverlyenthusiasticwriter @throne-of-crescent-roses

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@verifiefangirl @vidalnav @venomejoy 

W

@wingsofanillyrian  @writevswrong @writtenonreceipts

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Jude Duarte from The Folk of the Air series by Holly Black, I almost gave up this fanart cause I didn't like the colors but HEY never give up right? I ended up really liking the result, what do you think?

harleen quinzel aka harley quinn & pamela isley aka poison ivy                                          – harlivy –

happy national girlfriend day to my soulmate ( @jasonntodds )

I Don’t Want To Wait, twenty-seven

rowaelin high school bff au masterlist

Based on the prompts:

Casual kisses like walking up behind the other and kissing where their neck meets the shoulder or behind the ear, or the wrist and hand or ankle

“Do I get a kiss at midnight?” “Depends.” “On what?!” “If I’m awake. And sober.”

“You don’t like babe? Would you rather daddy or something?”

“I love you more than you could even wrap your head around.”

“That sure as hell did not look like ‘best friends’ to me.”

Jealous!Rowan

Aelin watched as her father paced circles in the living room rug, his finger accentuating each point toward her face. Each day leading up to the new year Rhoe had become exceedingly more and more tense. She didn’t know why he was so stressed – she’d been celebrating New Year’s Eve at Lysandra’s house since middle school.

Okay, that wasn’t exactly the truth. Aelin knew his grumpy demeanor might have something to do with the “drives” she and Rowan had started going on every day, and her return to their house, cheeks flushed and smile wide. Or the way Aelin couldn’t stop listening to her playlist, hips swaying as she belted out the lyrics to the heart wrenching love songs. Or the way every time Aelin’s phone buzzed with a text from Rowan, she couldn’t help the soft pink hue that would appear on her cheeks. She was just… really happy. And she knew it hadn’t escaped her dad’s notice. But still, he hadn’t pressed her on it.

If he wanted to live in denial, then Aelin felt perfectly fine with that. It gave her a perfect excuse not to let Rhoe know about her and Rowan’s sleeping arrangement for this evening.

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