I Have To Keep Pretending. Just Keep Pretending. Just Pretend Everything Is Fine.

“Omg, I’m finally healing”

(It’s been one second without my mind self sabotaging and I’ll have one of those thoughts within the next second)

I can’t wait to sleep 6 feet under, that will be peaceful

The fact that you're feeling sick but your mother still forces you to go to school because it's friday

I can never trust anyone.

god i want to end it all so bad

the urge to die and become nothing becomes stronger every day

Living just keeps getting harder by the day, I don't know if i can keep going like this. I hate going to school. The way people look at me is so suffocating. The way people talk about me. Why do i have to suffer like this? Is liking someone a crime now? Just because i liked a guy? School isn't fair, they only got off with a warning. I can't even bring myself to look at people anymore, i feel like i am the one at fault, and not the victim with the way people look at me.

I hate highschool.

I feel tired.

fuck. suicidal and in a bad place again

Can someone take one for the team and shoot me in the fucking head thanks