Sorry, But The Whole “Hector Is Wearing Achilles’ Own Armor, Taken From My Corpse. It Looks, Almost,

There is a fic (about a fandom i am not part anymore) about a young trans girl figuring out she is trans and coming out to her brother and it just aways hits home

In the fic there is a moment she is explaining to her brother why lesbians are cool and she says "have you never wished to love girls the away girls do?" And it spoke with me. It bring back a memory i didn't remember having

Twelve years old me, that would just lie there thinking and dreaming and wanting something they couldn't shape yet

To want to love boys the away boys do and don't understand why

Because i would read about two boys and know there's something there that i just wants so bad. Being a boy wasn't even a option on my mind and i already liked boys, so there had to be something magical and special about the away boys loved each other

God i wish i could tell little me that we do it now. We love boys that love boys. We got to love boys the away that boys do. And twelve years old me was fucking right, it do have something magical on it.

Someone said to put lipstick on my Grian and I said "bet".

And additional victims of the lipstick incident.

This is ten times funnier when you found out what his task was

(spoiler)

It was to dig a hole

His task was only to dig the hole

He didn't need to get all suspicious about it!

BigB causing server wide brain damage

I had this one in the sketches for who knows how long and didn't really know what to do with it, so I slapped some colours and angst on it

Pierre sucks bc he isn't a good enough husband for Caroline!!

(not including joja people because they're not real people)

Oh i didn't think of that

Holy shit

ALL HE WANTED WAS NOT TO BECOME ANOTHER MYSTERY

THEY DIDNT EVEN FIND HIS BODY

FUCK

art by the.gauntlets

Dr. Huda Abu Khater's Instagram

gofundme to help them

... And he had canary feathers the vibrant colour of peaches and cream creamed corn...

Secret Life BigB is SO Buried and Distortion coded 🥰 (reference for my TMA fans out there)