dyeing my hair black rn God help me
conclave is so good it's like. what if you were catholic and suicidal and suddenly you became important at work but all your coworkers suck and hate you and then a beautiful angel shows up and there's also a guy there vaping all the time. cardinal lawrence should have started biting people.
just so you know i know this dynamic is toxic and i'm not romanticizing it :/ i'm actually sexualizing it
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accidentally ate some mildly toxic plants (got the wrong species of fiddleheads bc my sister misinformed me, thanks bestie) so now I have to make myself puke :/
to pretend that horrible people cannot make good art is another way to conflate beauty and talent with integrity and morality. the works of monsters are best examined with knowledge of the author in mind but art is not inherently reflective. human beings are creative, and habitual liars- it'd be stupid to pretend art must always be a portrait of its creator
technically all sex is incest because we are all brothers and sisters in christ
next up on the docket: the author's blatant (and yet thematically relevant!) fetish
absolutely cannot reread Piranesi in case I stop thinking normally again