i can never figure out Tumblr i mean how do u even open a task box
I m thirteen but dumb!!
We are so sammmmeee except for the zodiac I am an Ariesđ
And welll I am also a part fish in a landlocked city !
I speak 4 languagesđ
I recently read "Home is wherever you are" its so cute u should write more harry and sirius
i hit a couple milestones on tumblr and ao3 in the last few days and itâs very,,,,,overwhelming lol so instead of losing my shit over that, iâll do a lil introduction (that iâve never done, i think đ€)
hello! welcome to my page <3
iâm padfootastic everywhere, but i go by penny online!
iâm an adult and though iâve not posted anything too risquĂ© yet, thereâs always the possibility i might so uh, keep that in mind pls?
this is a no terf zone. we donât support that kind of hateful rhetoric here.
ask box + inbox are always open! i love talking, even if im a bit terrible at the actual communication bit itself, so drop by whenever u like. prompts are always welcome too đ
my favorite characters areâno surprise, iâm sureâsirius, james, and harry! the sirius & harry dynamic is my favorite thing to write about. prongsfoot in any capacity, but especially qpp, is the love of my life <3
iâm a scorpio (so uh, heavy projection on sirius sometimes. beware)
i love oceans and beaches and lakes and swimming pools. i think iâm part-fish, actually. which makes it even more sad that iâm in a land locked city :(
iâm trilingual! english is teeeeeechnically my third language, so that often bleeds into my writing as well. ignore any weird issues & metaphors & SPaG errors pls n thx đ
my posts are always tag-heavy because i love adding commentary to everything!!! itâs so much fun!! adds flavor and spice!!
foundations of decay - gen. ongoing wip! set post-gof, ft. independent, smart harry taking charge of his life. sirius & harry bonding.
glimpses of us - collection of all my tumblr drabbles/oneshots. featuring harry, sirius, james, next gen kids, random OCs.
(everything on tumblrâs under âpenâs writingâ and âtumblr worksâ)
since a list of everything would be tedious and take too longâi deal mainly in oneshots đâiâll just link my favourites!!
a home for you (for me) - 6.2k. Gen. A nebulous universe where qpp James & Sirius coparent Harry who wants to become Harry Potter-Black.
shovel talk - 2.4k. Background Jily. Sirius gives Lily Evans a shovel talk : )
i fall to pieces (when iâm with you) - 6.5k. Prongsfoot. James makes Siriusâ blush, thatâs it. The whole fic is just that.
go easy on me (i was still a child) - Gen, 13.8k. Postwar, Sirius-returns-from-the-veil and discovers already Harry has a tattoo when he tries to take him for what he believes is his godsonâs first- cue feels and emotions and tears.
i wonât ever let go of you - Gen. 8.4k. Set in OoTP. Molly says the wrong thing to Sirius and protective!harry erupts. Lots of bonding and affection.
home is wherever you are - Gen. 3.5k. Set in OoTP. Siriusâ scentâcigarettes; clove and tobacco and smokeâhas always reminded Harry of safety & home.
itâs always been you - Gen. Set in OoTP. Sirius finally stands up for himself when Molly accuses him of treating Harry like James.
where you go, iâm going - Gen/QPP. 3.2k. Prongsfoot!!! and tattoos!! Outsider Remus POV into the close knit bond between James & Sirius.
Sirius Black: The Godfather - Gen. 7.7k. Mostly pre-canon/canon compliant. Background Jily but mainly focusing on s&h. a series of one shots highlighting the godson-godfather bond. (the first time i delved deep into my fav duo!)
okay, iâll stop here đ but! i have a lot of assorted one shots on my ao3 so check it out if any of this sounds interesting. my motto for writing is âread what u wanna see in the worldâ hence why everything is soâŠself-indulgent.
thank u for being here!! i appreciate everyone who reads/interacts so much i can not put it in words :â)
Sirius was Harry's dogfather (according to harry) and well... Sirius being Sirius never corrected him sooo when they met and sirius told him firsthand that he was Harry's godfather a memory surfaced in both of their brains and they both looked at each other
"You know when you were little you used to-"
"-call you my dogfather?"
"Well, yeah - how'd you remember that?"
And harry justs shrugs
I need a fanfic about this if you know any do tell me in the comments or reblogs or whatever
dude do tag me!
I just saw this on pintrest and everyone should know about this
(Not mine btw)
i am gonna die if this fic doesnt end up being posted
seeing this on my dash and i havenât been tagged but i like it, so here, have a snippet from a fic where Sirius finds out about Harryâs abuse at the Dursleys post-PoA.....
âLook, Harry... are you uncomfortable with me asking questions?â
âNo, itâs - okay.â
âYou donât seem so, love.â The endearment slips out of Sirius casually, without a second thought, and it takes him a moment to realize why Harryâs looking at Sirius with slightly widened eyes. He tilts his head. âAre you okay with that?â
âWith what...?â Harryâs voice is a little high.
âEndearments.â
Harry swallows, shrugs. âYeah, I guess... Iâve never had it before.â
Siriusâ chest knots. âNever?â
âYeah. But, I like it.â
He exhales a tight coil of breath. âAlright, love.â
Lily's temper once they find and reseat her
Cop: Youâre receiving a ticket for having three people on one motorcycle.
Remus: Shit.
Sirius: Wait, three?
Cop: Yeah?
James: OH MY GOD LILY FELL OFF!!!
k sure
Walburga: so⊠youâre still gay, then?
Sirius: no, actually I forgot to pay my Gay Bill this month so they cut me off.
@impishtubist
We neeeed u to write this
About Sirius always having Harryâs back.
Sirius: âMY godson would NEVER punch your⊠kidâŠ.â
Harry: *aggressively shaking his head*
Sirius: âUnless YOUR kid deserved it. Because to me it looks like he didâ
Carla when I tell you I almost sent this EXACT scenario to @impishtubist two hours ago đđđ CACKLING
The brothers Black
It's late. He should go to sleep. He has Harry to look after now, he should set a better example.
The said teen is sitting on the floor beside him, and for a moment Sirius is caught in the nostalgia of just how much Harry reminds him of himself.
It's a bad thing, really. He wasn't the best guy around. Hell, Sirius thinks he was probably a menace to even think about. Harry, Harry is better. Sirius remembers picking up the newborn Harry Potter in his hands and hugging him. Sirius remembers closing his eyes and apologising to the ghost of a dead Regulus because Sirius had never hugged his baby brother as much as he deserved.
Sirius puts off his cigarette and runs a hand down his face. Fuck.
Reggie.
Beside him, Harry looks at him with worried eyes. "We don't have to continue, Sirius," he says, perceptive boy. "I can leaveâ"
"Not necessary, kid," he says, pulling out the last of photos from the shoe box. Harry shuffles closer, almost cuddling him. Sirius quietly points out the people he never got to see grow older. Marlene, her puns and her affinity for everything yellow. Pandora, her heart and her necessity to constantly have chocolates on her person. Dorcas, her loud army boots and bright sundresses.
The last photo in his hand doesn't belong in the shoebox.
It's Reggie and him, Sirius has his brother in his arms and his lips pressed to Reggie's head, eyes closed tight. But it's Sirius, he knows this moment.
Three weeks before Sirius started Hogwarts, Reggie was sure that Hogwarts would steal his brother from him.
(Didn't it?)
Poor boy had been promising to be the best brother in the world, begging Sirius to keep loving him.
Sirius doesn't know when tears blurred his eyes but the ache in his chest comes back full force at his brother's innocent face, still red because of crying and eyes scrunched up close behind Sirius' hand. Sirius was supposed to protect him. Keep his eyes closed, never show him the blood and death that was carved into their fate.
"Regulus." Harry breathes beside Sirius and even the boy sounds pained. He leans further into Sirius and Sirius. Sirius is a greedy man. He takes the opportunity with desperation and puts his arm around Harry's shoulder, pulls him in.
(Everyone he touches will turn out dead. But Harry can't be dead, no, that's his boy, that's his child, he can't, no, not his boyâ)
As they've done with every other picture, Sirius turned the photo behind to read who clicked it and when, even if he remembers the dates like they're tattooed on his spine.
But the back of the photo isn't only that. It reads,
Dearest Siri,
I don't know how to tell you how sorry I am. For the first time in my life, words fail me. I've failed everything you've ever tried to teach meâ all in for a blind wish that was always impossible.
I've heard your silence, I've heard your screams and it seems that it's all I can remember. I am your shadow, no matter how much mother and father try to force the fact to be false. I want your presence, brother. I do not know how to exist without you. It is the only demand I can still make from fateâ for even fate will have to pry you from my dead hands.
You are my brother. You are an ache in my chest and nowadays, I only ever breathe to feel this ache. The letters you've written to me are in my room, you will know where. The letters I've never sent you will be there. Burn them, Siri. I am going down a path of betrayalâ towards you, towards our name, towards James, towards the Dark Lord as well. Of all the betrayals I've committed, my biggest regret will be not seeing you before I walk towards death.
Remember me, Siri. Let me stay alive with you. Let me take a part of you as I die.
Yours,
RA Reggie.
Clicked by Andromeda, 18/8/71
Panic burns through Sirius and he's heavingâ choking on his tears and sobs and gasps.
His brother. His baby brother. He clutches the photo tighter and cradles it to his heart and wails. Regulus.
The ache in his chest blooms anew and Sirius wants to claw at his chest and find that piece of Regulus that's always lived beside Sirius' heart. Brother. My brother. My only brother. My little brother.
Regulus. Regulus. Reggie. Reggie. Reggie. Baby. Reg. Ree. Reg. Reggie.
Sirius slams his fist on the floor and he welcomes the pain that comes with it, his sobs almost cover the thuds his fist is making and he doesn't want to live. His brother. An open wound in his chest, his brother. Sirius wants to burn himself alive, like Reggie wanted to burn those letters.
"My brother." He wails, not sure if anyone will understand what he's saying but he doesn't expect them to, no one will ever understand just what his brother is, was.
There's a hand on his shoulder and Sirius heaves again. He has failed everyone he cared for, and he failed his blood the most. His boy, his brave Reggie.
Harry doesn't speak but keeps his hold on Sirius' elbow and Sirius wishes he would choke him or plunge his hand in Sirius' chest and drag his heart outâ Reggie died with a wish to see Sirius, his poor brother, his baby, his Reggieâ he doesn't want to live knowing how Reggie suffered and sobbed.
Because even if his brother is dead, Sirius is alive and thus, so is Reggie. Sirius can feel the sobs that must have wrecked Reggie, he can hear all the whimpers Reggie had to subside because he couldn't wake Mother and he can feel all the bile in his throat that his brother must have thrown up during one of his panic episodes.
And now, Harry rises up on his knees and holds Siriusâ as Sirius was holding Reggie in that photo. As Harry's hand covers his eyes, Sirius feels the darkness that must have been the last thing Reggie saw.
Series:Â Padfoot & Prongs
Fandom: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
Relationship: Sirius Black & James Potter
Characters: James Potter, Sirius Black
Summary: Dogs are scared of thunder, so what about Padfoot? James learns the answer to that question one stormy night.
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Sooo umm... how about a part two (before of die off of cuteness)?
The question has been posed a few times by Harry to Sirius over the years, but this is the first time Sirius looks up at him and smiles in response.
Harry is standing in the doorway of Sirius' study with a scowl on his face and a piece of silk held between his fingertips like it's a bug.
"Oh?" Sirius shuts the Ministry of Magic Legal Handbook Version 26.0 that he's been frantically flipping through for the past hours out of fear he's forgotten something and stands up.
"I don't know how to tie a tie," Harry explains. He takes a few steps into the room and tosses the fabric at Sirius, who easily catches it.
Sirius smirks. "How were you planning on surviving Hogwarts next year? Part of the uniform, you know."
Harry shrugs. "I figure you'd teach me a charm or something."
Sirius lets out a bark of laughter. "Last time I tried spell to tie a tie it nearly strangled me, so unfortunately we're gonna do this the Muggle way. Come over here."
Harry stands in front of Sirius as his godfather winds the tie around his shoulders, patiently guiding him through the twining of fabric until the tie sits neatly tied around Harry's neck.
Sirius takes a step back to look at his handiwork and nods, satisfied. "There. What do you think?"
Harry looks at his reflection in the large ornate mirror hung across the back wall of the study. "Better than being strangled, I suppose."
Sirius grins and knocks his fist gently against Harry's chin. "You know, you didn't have to wear a tie. It'll only be the two of us and the Wizenmagot official"
"Remus isn't coming?"
Sirius shakes his head. "No, not allowed."
Harry frowns and opens his mouth, but then closes it without saying anything.
Sirius gives him a knowing look. "It's bullshit, but it's the laws. But like I said, you didn't have to wear a tie. The Wizenmagot official's going to perform the ceremony regardless of how fancy you look."
Harry shrugs. "It's an important day for me."
Sirius can't help but smile. "Not everyday you get adopted. You sure you're not having any last minute doubts?"
Harry shakes his head emphatically. "No, never." He makes a noise, as if he's going to add something, and then hesitates. Sirius waits patiently. "Do you think my dad would be mad? That I'm, you know, getting a new dad?"
Sirius' heart stutters as Harry voices the same question he's asked himself for the past five years. He wraps his arm around Harry's shoulder and draws him close, pressing a kiss to his forehead. "Absolutely not. I think your dad would want you to be happy, no matter what. And he wouldn't have made me your godfather if he didn't want me taking care of you. Does this-" he gestures between their two bodies. "-make you happy?"
Harry nods into Sirius' chest. "Yeah."
"Good. Me too. I think your dad would be happy too."
They stand in silence for a moment before Harry speaks up. "Thanks. For adopting me."
Sirius presses his face into Harry's hair and smiles. "Nothing to thank me for kiddo. It's my absolute joy to be your dad."
A few moments pass by before Sirius speaks up again. "We should probably get going though. Wizenmagot official might die of old age if we get there too late."
@goodgodfathersiriusblack
Prompt - Sick Harry
When Harry gets sick, Sirius has to convince him to let him take care of him.
AO3
***
If there was one thing that stuck with Harry even six months after heâd been rescued from the Dursleys and Sirius was given custody, it was that â he should try to be the least burden that he could be.  That meant that he should help out around the house and not let Sirius feel like he has to do too much for him.
Which is why when he wakes up sick as a dog that he does his best to hide it.  He couldnât let Sirius think that he had to take care of him.
Unfortunately, Harry was too miserable in his sickness to fake being fine for more than a few minutes.  Especially when he attempts to cook breakfast side by side with Sirius and sways a bit too much on his feet. Â
He would have fallen over if not for Sirius catching him and helping him to a nearby chair.  âHarry, are you alright?â
âFine, fine â no worries about me.  Promise.â
Apparently, Sirius can see right through him.  âKid.â
Harry sighs and groans, his head throbbing.  âFine, Iâm sick, but itâs fine â I can still help around the house and cook breakfast and ââ
âAnd I donât think so.  Youâre going straight to bed.â
âNo, I canât,â Harry states.  âI need to help⊠I need to not be a ââ
âNot be a what?â Sirius states.
âA ⊠nothing.â
Harryâs ashamed and ill, but heâs not going to admit the real problem.
The look on Siriusâ face tells him that he doesnât need to finish.  He knows.
âAlright, kid, letâs get you upstairsâŠâ
âIâm fi ââ heâs not fine.  In fact, he starts coughing so much that he could barely breathe. Â
âCome on, Harry, let me take care of you.â
âFine.â
***
Sirius leads Harry upstairs, and tucks him in.  The kid falls asleep in moments. Â
Heâs relieved and spends the day making sure that the groggy Harry is taken care of and reassures him every time he wakes that he is not a burden and that he needs to be resting and taking care of himself. Â
Around lunch time, Sirius makes him some soup in bed, has him drink some water and take some potions before going back to sleep. Â
Sirius makes sure that heâs comfortable and reads him back to sleep. Â
***
It takes a few days, much to Harryâs annoyance, but once heâs all better, he makes breakfast in bed for Sirius and says, âItâs just a thank you for taking care of me.â
âOh, kid.  You donât have to thank me â I love you, itâs my job to take care of you,â Sirius says, love in his eyes.
Harry flushes.  âItâs just â I know you say that, but ⊠growing up, I was always told thatâŠâ
âYou were a burden,â Sirius guesses.  âI realize after fourteen years of being told that it would take longer than six months for you to accept that you are not a burden, but you arenât.  They are terrible people for making you believe that, and I want you to know that you are never a burden to me.â
Harry flushes.  âYou mean that?â
âOf course I do,â Sirius assures him.  âDo you believe me?â
Harry nods, shyly.  âYeah, Pads, I do.â
âGood, then why donât we spend the day celebrating that youâre all better and away from those people.â
âSounds great.â
âGood.â