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screw recovery, I'm crashing out.

Tw: binge talk, venting

6/14/24

I havent been able to control myself lately.

I am ashamed.

I am a pig in chains.

I am both the pig and the chain.

My face is getting fatter because I keep fucking binging

when i accidentally flash my scars to my friends:

“Can I not be hungry” I ask my eating disorder. “FUCK YOU” said my eating disorder who was actually the fuck you guy.

mental health so cooked I genuinely question whether my brain is rotting.

Me when hurting myself hurts

Oh what i would give to just be able to take a nap and wake up 40kg lighter...