lol LOLLLLL Lol lolol
i feel like i give so much of myself even when i don’t want to that it becomes expected from everyone around me. i am so tired. sometimes i want to be selfish but i don’t have it in me
smfh (so my feelings hurt)
am i stupid? maybe idk. some things are easier left alone. maybe i will quit my meds
i think i am splitting the hardest i ever have. why is BPD the hot girl mental illness i want PEACE
Having BPD feels like being stabbed over and over for years until one day, I wake up and I’m not in pain anymore. Not because it’s gone, but because I’ve gone numb. Now it just feels like I’m walking around with my stomach split open, dragging my own intestines behind me.
I’m still bleeding. I just don’t flinch anymore.
i give so much of myself for everyone and expect nothing in return. when will i learn to love myself the way i love others )-:
take a break while watching this little bunny cross your dash