Idk What's Wrong With Me, I Read Yosuke Sneakers As Yoai Cakes 💔💔💔

I need someone to stay with me so bad omfg😭

The amount of times I've tried to tell people to not talk to me if they can't handle me bc I know I'm not a great person, but people are always like

'No I don't mind, I can handle it ^^'

LIKE OBVIOUSLY YOU COULDNT BECAUSE YOU LET ME GET ATTACHED THEN LEFT

AGAHAUAHAHAHA IF I GET ONE MORE FP OR FRIENDS AND THEY LEAVE, YALL WILL NEBER SEE ME AGAIN 💀

I hate how I never get to talk about my interests ( ´△｀)

My irl today was yapping about whatever thing he likes, and I make sure I make a noise or answer back and ask questions to show im engaged, and then when I yap about my interests he just completely ignores it :(((

He was talking abt supernatural (the show idk??) And I was listening and like staying silent to listen and then when I tried talking about Yandere sim he completely shifted the conversation to how his ankle hurt....

Idk, I'm js gonna start not reacting when he talks about his interests, because it's fine that he's interested or whatever but it's alllll the time. His interests are the only thing we talk about and it's boring :/

IM ALSO 5 DAYS CLEAN NOW !!!!! It's so hard, i might relapse tonight, but still 5 days is a lot :]

This is me to all my mutuals:

SEND ME ANOOONNNSSS OR ASKSSS IM BOOOOREEEDD

don’t come into my life just to leave. i will slit my throat.

uugguughh my stomach hurtsssss nowwwwwww, whyyy can't I js diiieeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Yes looking at pictures of peoples self h4rm makes me feel better

Yes it also makes me feel like shit because I know I don't have enough courage or supplies to actually cut as deep as them

"No M, you can't carve the name of all your mutuals and friends onto your body !"

God forbid a boy has hobbies 🙄

"jealousy is so cutee!!"

until I admit that my chest physically hurts whenever I see you interacting with anyone other than me