Had A Vision

im so tired im so tiiirreeeddddd of shows that are so desperate to shove in the concept of a nuclear family by any means necessary good god. beastars s1 and 2 are quite possibly among my favorite shows of all time, and for good reason. the entire show is so focused on parallels between love and consumption and i LOVE that about it. but season 3….. oh my god…. genuinely i gag every time louis and juno are on screen together because individually i absolutely love those two characters but why is it that when theyre together juno is entirely stripped of her personality and just becomes so romance obsessed and focused on louis and louis alone. her entire character is to be ambitious and to take what she wants so why is that shoved aside to force in this weak relationship between the two of them when their friendship was so so fun and interesting. i LOVE them as friends because it offers such a unique perspective into the concepts of carnivore and herbivore relationships that are non romantic so why for the love of god is every show on earth so obsessed with shoving in romantic relationships into every possible crevice they can find. i loved s1 and 2 beyond words can describe and somehow, after years of waiting for this show to have another season all these few episodes have done for me is leave a horrible sour taste in my mouth. also yahya makes me mad as hell but thats just because im a hater so maybe that adds to my overall disdain for this season. im just so disappointed because this show couldve been about so, so much more but no. we just HAVE to have our simple little nuclear families hamfisted into everything. and i know they dont even get together but god does it drive me insane that they even had to have a romantic relationship in the first place when their friendship was so perfect. this show started off as a testiment to all kinds of love but for some god forsaken reason i cant seem to wrap my head around they just had to end it on a note of “forget everything the show stands for, were going to make it romance now !” (yes im aware given legoshi and harus relationship it was romance to begin with, but that was special, unique to them. the idea of louis being another side to legoshis coin of loving herbivores was again, special, unique to him and legoshis relationship, and now all that feels stained by this random worthless relationship between louis and juno where juno just gets tossed to the side anyway, so what was the point?) i seriously wish theyd just focused this season on developing the relationships between characters we already knew and loved, with the addition of yahya and melon, without having to shove in new relationships that legitimately feel like nothing but fanservice. i get way too worked up about things that dont matter but by god if louis and junos relationship has 0 haters i am dead. i will die on the hill that their love is essentially meaningless, juno in her ever growing ambition seeing louis as a prize to be won to grow her status as a wolf(as she once saw legoshi given the whole “most powerful couple at school” thing) and louis, though he chastised legoshi for falling for haru because she was the first herbivore to pay attention to him, is fundamentally no different. like i said, two sides of the exact same coin, and louis “love” for juno is entirely circumstantial. they are not special to eachother like legoshi and haru, or even legoshi and jack(obviously in a platonic sense but regardless what legoshi and jack have as friends is something unique and special to them)(this unique sort of love between people is literally a fundamental theme in the show and they just completely shove that aside for the sake of some stupid cishet relationship please just kill me)

anyway tldr: louis and juno do not love each other in any way that cant be described as meaningless and i will hate their relationship till the day i die

omori grindset

the line is a message from viktor to jayce and i will die on that hill. what do you mean “take a seat”(viktor in the present inviting jayce to join him on his journey to “connect” everyone and make everything “perfect”) “but id rather you not be here with me”(future viktor telling jayce perfection brings nothing but an end to pursuit and as much as he didnt want jayce to see him this way he had to because jayce was the only one who could save him)

also i love reading “stay your pretty eyes on course” as viktor saying it to jayce because he would come on now

on one hand i love to gatekeep beastars because i dont want gooners and jjk fans getting to this show but on the other i am forced to draw everything myself befause no one will make fanart of my yaoi ships except me and it is hard to carry all this weight on my shoulders

was it casual

back on my grind because miguel is my favorite shishigumi lion anf i could NOT stop thinking about what he would look like with his braids out so heres louis playing witj his mane

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everything about this family photo makes me want to throw up oh mygod bunny ears the expressions VANDERS TATTOO RAAGAGHHRHGRG

also they hold eachother like an old married couple im going to kill myself the hand on silcos shoulder was bad enoufh what do you mean silco returned it by gently and firmly grasping vanders arm with a soft expression on his face can i die? can die right now ?

AU vander and silco go 1(one) scene without caressing eachother challenge(IMPOSSIBLE)

up jorkimg my it why is tumblr so laggy right now

day 3 still not over eason chan(i will never get over it)