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Non Zero Sum Game - 58 ch.

I don't know what to think about Taegyum. One part of me starts to hate him for the way he treats Haewon, for the fact that he left Haewon alone with that bastard Hyunwoo in 56 ch. and of course for the fact that he started the whole torture....The other part, though, thinks that Taegyum actually likes Haewon in real romantic way but for some unknown [ at least for me ] reason he 1. is completely unaware of this fact and 2. has no idea what a normal relationship looks like... That's why he is so pissed off with Haewon every single time when Yoon rejects him, like, for example, in that scene in the restaurant in 58 ch.. For me, this unawareness of Taegyum is the only explanation for his strange behavior and outbursts of anger every time when Haewon silently  rejects  Taegyum's attempts to show some really vague sign of affection towards him.

But maybe all of this is just my own delusion with which I am trying to justify Taegyum's unforgivable actions towards Haewon.. Because there is also a third part inside of me who thinks that if Taegyum really has been feeling deep down in his heart some vague and a little broken kind of sincer romantic affection towards Haewon,  he won't want to share him with the other two bastards.  Though it's possible at that time in the villa, Taegyum  not to be aware at all about this desires which he has towards Haewon....but maybe I am wrong....I don't know...

This story is so complicated and so messed up that it's almost impossible for only manhwa readers to understand her real meaning...Unfortunately,  the original Korean novel is not translated in English yet....which is sad because I really wanna know what the heck is going on in these three fuckers' heads 😤

The only thing that makes me keep reading it is Haewon....I admire him so much because he is so strong. Yes, all the stuffs through which he goes are disgusting, traumatizing and unforgivable but the fact that even though these brutal events seriously messed up him physically and emotionally, he still finds will to fight and continue living his life...If I were in his position, hah babe, I would've been taken my life a looong time ago...

That's it. 😤 I like this series ❤️

Glamour 💜

I finished "Our Dreams at Dusk." And I ended up both liking and not liking it.

The main idea of the whole plot [ to portraits some of the struggles that LGBT+ people face from society ] was deployed excellently, but the use of so much symbolism made it almost impossible for a simple minded person like me to understand and then connect with the characters. Another huge problem was the unexpected amount of homophobia and types of characters who refused to learn from their mistakes.

I especially hate Tsubaki, the main character's love interest, and Misora [ honestly, the whole time, I wanted to go there and punch them in the face because of the way they acted towards Kanae ] 😤.

Overall, though, would I recommend it to you? Yes, if you are in a state of mind that allows you to bear those kinds of themes and no, if you are not feeling mentally well for some reason.

Truly an amazing art style 👏🩵

To be an overthinker sometimes sucks, yknow.... Right now, my head hurts from so much overwhelming details analysis of something which is actually very simple, damn it 🤦‍♀️

Typical Till... yeah 🤣

The problem:

• they are going to Hokkaido, but someone has to take care of Meowy

The solution:

• this guy... his expression is priceless 🤣

After the trip:

• the pussy cat was returned safely to his owner

I've just woke up, and the first song that came into my mind is this one ⬇️:

which is soo random because I didn't even listen to it yesterday 😳

...but it's fine. I like this song, anyway ☺️❤️

Non Zero Sum Game - 59 ch.

1. Go Taegyum likes Haewon. I mean, truly and sincerely....but this mf is in complete denial of it...Even if he hits his head in a sign where literally is written: "Go Taegyum, you like Yoon Haewon", he won't believe it. And the reason for this is simple: Go Taegyum's big ego, which refuses to accept the fact that he fell in love with the person he pityfied whole his life....It's literally that simple. And this is why I think Taegyum's actions in 58 ch. weren't a product just of his guilt [ about the fact that he was the reason which caused Haewon to went through this hell ] but also because he genuinely felt the need to help Haewon because he couldn't stand to see for first hand how Haewon's condition become worse and worse with every new day...

2. Haeyoung is scaring me. When I look at his face, I have the feeling that I am staring at the materialized version of literal madness. And this makes me feel very uncomfortable... This person is literally uncapable of feeling or at least understands what empathy is. That's why he is dangerous to outhers, especially Haewon, who Haeyoung views as his own possession, which nobody else [ Go Taegyum, Haewoon or anybody else ] should ever touch. He sees Haewon as an object, not a living being but just some soulless toy, which is only his own. That's so sad.

Compared to him, Go Taegyum, at least, still realize that Haewon has a soul and feelings, even if it is not in the normal way, we all wanna see. That's the major difference between Taegyum and others two, by the way. But, again, this doesn't justify his actions in the first season at all!!

3. I am scared of what will happen to Haewon in the next chapter. He will go through hell, again, by the hands of the very person with whom he is mend to end up at the end of this story..