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professors that accept late work ilysm im sorry for the billion emails you get begging for extensions

the surplus in tumblr posts are in direct correlation to finals week i hate it here i need this project DONE

can we bring back songs written for kids media that actually sounds super good but makes so many references to the show that you cant seperate them

shoutout to belly of the beast from veggietales jonah and the big fish, you can tell she's a princess from barbie princess charm school, and 21st century ninja from ninjago (the fold ilysm)

buggy reminded me i cosplayed dex so heres photos of my dexter turner cosplay from when i was first getting into etable marvins game </3

i dont think i've ever posted these! but i had a couple tiktoks @moonrybread !

feeling nostalgic as we see the first eps of Let Them Eat Cake and Bronze Mage!! absolute bangers of podcasts, loved the dynamics between all the characters IN BOTH PODS SO IF YOU CAN, YOU SHOULD CONSIDER JOINING THE PATREON FOR BRONZE AGE!!! AND JOINING THE DISCORD FOR SILLY SHIT!!!

we do listening parties, game nights, and just kinda shoot the shit. we accuse luke of basically everything, pretend to be surfs up characters, and thirst over podca characters together!!! great community and dont be shy!!! we love new people!!

reblogging this because buggy is taller than me and literally FUCK HER???

i cant keep telling my fav podcast runners to keep themselves safe i cant keep telling my fav podcast runners to keep themselves safe i cant keep telling my fav podcast runners to keep themselves safe

(joke im being silly love them and there is no gun to my head)

i cant keep telling my fav podcast runners to keep themselves safe i cant keep telling my fav podcast runners to keep themselves safe i cant keep telling my fav podcast runners to keep themselves safe

(joke im being silly love them and there is no gun to my head)

gonna repost this every time jade knight stresses me out

WIAR IM STILL NOT CAUGHT UP JADE WHAY THE FUCK

did I mention how much memw has stressed me out with that last bit did I mention cause im gonna start going back to my college parking lot to start screaming every time these mfers do something stressful that I, viewer, have to hear and I gotta keep up the encounter co tradition

guys let them eat cake is SO good im so in love with how well the whole cast bounces off each other and everyone one liner absolutely KILLS me theyre all SOOO GOOD

i would say "die" but it seems like someone's already done that :/

so im caught up on memw so uh, WHAT THE FUCKKKKKK

so im caught up on memw so uh, WHAT THE FUCKKKKKK

WIAR IM STILL NOT CAUGHT UP JADE WHAY THE FUCK

someone edit the "sometimes i can still hear his voice" "stop talking about me like im dead" meme with the memw crew about silas but with a tiny wyn just going "who"

(what the fickkkk what the fUCKKKK)

im almost caught up on memw and im so mad branden hall keeps playing characters with just enough religious flavor (and issues) that im eating them up like fuck yeah malachi own that youth pastor

I got brought as a plus one to an AAPI staff event to meet with Filipino leaders in the org and I forgot I can't keep the same humor in some circles and accidentally told someone to do crack

BUT THE KICKER IS THE ONE PERSON THAT HEARD ME HAD THE EXACT SAME HUMOR THAT HE WAS HIDING SO HE WENT WITH THE BIT AND I ASKED IF THIS WAS MY FUTURE AND IF IM GONNA HAVE TO LEARD TO DJ LIKE HIM

constantly forget that I have Tumblr until I feel the urge to find posts about my silly little interests (I AM SOOO FAR BEHIND IN MEMW)

okay im not in either community but ive been eating UP the spiderman in gotham fanfics and i dont even go here

my club staff gave me a training video for spreadsheets and im having flashbacks to the time I created and presented to my high school's teachers about how to use discord to moderate the school server

no one knows me.

Are you guys even still alive

im COPING

remembered that Tumblr existed to scream about the quackity multiverse finale

A Deep Dive on "The End" of Las Nevadas

to start things off, this is my own interpretation of his dialogue. i explained how i feel about the stream here in this post. going off of that, i am going to break down the way quackity (who, for clarification sake i'll just refer to as alex) interpreted him. this is gonna get into random theories and probably get like, a little personal and im going to sound crazy but im also autistic and super invested with a bunch of free time... but i think the whole way this stream was carried out had a double meaning to it, and i will examine it here. not proofread, we 're going in raw. so, let's begin with...

Section 1: The Different Personalities of the Quackities

for starters, i want to examine the personalities of each character. obviously, im not taking much (aside from a few bits) into account from the other streams. this was all carefully crafted in one stream to get each persona down, rather than on-the-fly acting. each one has a sort of "archetype" to dissect.

q!quackity, who is quiet, reserved, skittish - yet smart and observant. he uses longer words, and spends more time observing the conversations, then jumping in for the "kill"

k!quackity, who is battered from the betrayal hes gone through, he feels hurt yet he doesnt feel anger. its internalized, he doesnt trust the others, however he mentions that they need to build trust to get out of the "cube"

ln!quackity, who is extroverted, boisterous, the physical incarnate of a bruised ego. he holds his head high not realizing his neck is always exposed, ready for someone to rip him to shreds if they hit the right vein. he's an asshole, making fun of the others, holds himself proudly on his achievements. but he's the only one that cries. q!quackity is anxious, but he doesn't cry. ln!quackity does.

and... alex. a self-proclaimed introvert, who is kind and observant, who forces himself to get out of his comfort zone, something he called a "finish line." a writer, a director, someone who loves telling stories. and this one, happens to be a story of different personas of his, with one being killed off.

and with that, we get into the topic of what i believe the stream represents. if you'll join me for a long read, i think this stream represents his growth as a person and a content creator, in a very extreme and especially vulnerable way.

Section 2: Pre-Quackities Dialogue

an interesting point about ln!quackity is that his dialogue is very turbulent. he goes from being confident to anxious and scared in a moment's notice.

from...

Slime! Was this you? Did you do this? I didn't mean to do this- the the.. I wasn't… malfunction! An explosive went off! I don't know where I am! I might've done some [stupid] stuff, but it's not- it's not fair to pin it on me. You saw it- you saw it- you saw what everyone did to me…

at first, he's very confused. a topic he brings up later is how he always wins, or rather how the house always wins. he succeeded in killing himself, thus the surprise. he didn't really mean to succeed, he thought he'd fail just like all the other times. that's what he's used to.

then...

I don't know who you are, and you certainly don't know who I am either. […] If you have any answers for me, just let me know, please. Alright fine- whoever put me here, get me out! Or just kill me! That was the point of what I was trying to do!

his ego pops in - "you certainly don't know who i am either" weighing his importance. he can't die, he's just so vital for his country. his carefully crafted country. but he can't stand not knowing what actually happened - did he finally succeed? for once in his entire life? no, surely not. he wants to get out - he didn't really mean to kill himself. just one more chance, he wants. but if he can't have one more chance, he just wants it to be over. either keep fighting and fighting or finally give up, even if you just succeeded for the first time in your life.

finally to...

We can make a deal, alright? Let's do a little bit of gambling, let's make a deal! […] You let me out of here, I… do you want me to do good deeds? I'll do good deeds! […] I'll do it, just let me go… just give me a sign…

"ha! gambling, casinos, money! that's my personality! you guys know me, mr. casino man! ring any bells yet?? you guys know that's what i'm all about!" he cries. that's where his power is held - material possessions, easy wins, his comfort zone. something he can easily control. he tries to paint himself as a "better" version of himself by offering his material possessions, anything to save his ass. something he can live without, something he's comfortable losing because he'll just gain it back double in the end.

Section 3: Pre-Monologue

the first thing ln!quackity says to k!quackity - apart from being taken aback by being called a gringo - is

A foreigner?! Where are you from?

now this might come off as one of the farther reaches in this post, but i feel like this was mean to represent ("this" as in, the way ln!quackity treats k!quackity as a whole) the switch to spanish content that alex did. i feel like ln!quackity is very offput by k!quackity because it was a hard switch for alex to make, given how people in the public - and in private - treated this switch. throughout the stream, ln!quackity treats k!quackity with ambivalence - not with hatred or disgust, but also with an underlying fearful tone - as he does not understand him when he speaks spanish. however, ln!quackity does speak spanish. he spoke spanish all the time. hell, the casino is called el palacio (which you can see on the signs inside), we got el rapids, mexican l'manburg, flirting with schlatt... this is just a front. he just doesn't want to communicate, even acknowledge him speaking to him. his ego gets in the way, not wanting to acknowledge this. q!quackity does not speak spanish, this was clear given the lore of qsmp with elquackity. however, ln!quackity is known as bilingual. so why would he try to hide that part of him? you tell me.

You see? I was also betrayed! And actually I was the one doing the torturing, but I have the better story here.

"hah look at me im so badass! who gives a fuck if you went through so much shit! i also did that shit but to someone else! that also kinda happened to me but who cares!" says the deeply traumatized individual who perpetuates a cycle of abuse.

Tone it fucking down. You don't know who you're speaking to.

he says this directly after being called out by the other two. he, again, deems himself as more important. he's the badass one, he's the one that is more "successful," he gets all the fame and credit. thus, when someone tries to tell him that he's full of shit, he immediately puts up his defenses - the ones he's been crafting for all his life, through the endless amount of trauma he's gone through. did he ever back down? show emotions? no, he hasn't. he's always just been a powerhouse. even when his friends and partners betrayed him, he used that to fuel his drive, not knock him down.

I win. That's my job. My job is to make people think they win. I'm a multimillionaire because I run an extremely successful casino business. I also am the president of the richest country in my world. But you know, the more success, the more people want to kill you. And if I'm here right now it's because they succeeded - although I do think the people responsible might be dead soon as well, because if I truly am dead, then they fucked up. So yeah I'm not worried about it at all. Just a bunch of cowards that stormed my casino, probably shot me, they'll get caught.

here he goes again, flaunting his achievements. whenever someone tries to wiggle through the cracks of his ego, he spits out the same recycled speech about his achievements. everyone wants him, everyone wants what he has. but does he truly want it all? is it to make up for what he had lost, or maybe it's to hide his emotions or his insecurities? will they all be drowned out by material possessions? "the more success, the more people want to kill you," so, himself, since that's who killed him in the end? with how much he's been gaining, does that mean that his will to live dwindled too as he got everything he ever wanted? but of course, this is all one big lie to cover up the fact that he was the one with a bounty on his own head.

Q!Quackity: If you are as successful as you say you are, I would imagine that you would already be on edge for someone trying to kill you. […] so how exactly did you inflict your own death?

bonus! with the context above, i feel like q!quackity picked up on his suicidal tendencies, and is thus asking, "hey, since you have it all and i kiiinda feel like we all killed ourselves here, and you said the more successful you are the more people wanna kill you, doesn't that mean you wanna kill yourself?"

Section 4: The Monologue

Fine. You wanna know how I got here? I fucking destroyed it all, I fucking did it. I fucking did it. I sat on my fucking throne and I lit it all on fire and it was fucking beautiful. You know why? Because you can't trust nobody. You can't fucking trust nobody. Alright… alright… I come from a world where you can't trust nobody. Your neighbour will backstab you for a piece of bread if he has to. There are no friends where I came from, okay? And people will sell you out in a fucking second. I tried it all, I tried politics, I tried businesses, and I never won. You know what made all those fail? You know what made every fucking attempt of mine fail? Trust! You can't trust people! They will kill you! So if I can't win, I did what I had to do.

the first half of the monologue is all about being betrayed. "how did i get here? / i destroyed it all / it was beautiful" for someone who prides himself in his material possessions, this doesn't feel like he'd be happy about getting rid of it all. his entire country, what he loved. las nevadas is his comfort zone. that's why he was confined to it, he never left, nobody entered, truly. sure he had some of his friends, but they betrayed him in the end. he ended up hurting them and they left, or they hurt him regardless.

this is where alex comes into play. this monologue was intentional, this was raw and vulnerable. it represents ln!quackity, yes. but, underlying is alex throughout it all. it's not a hidden fact that he's had a lot of people that ended up betraying him, and others in his life as well. so many people took advantage of his trust and kindness. they wanted to commodify him, use his fame, get a bit of clout, get his money, all for themselves. ln!quackity didn't want to be on top of the world, he rose so high up that from below everything looks so small and lost sight of where he was. this represents the ego. it's so easy for your ego to get ahold of you, but when you're so high up, you get knocked down, all the way to your death...

I fabricated my wins, I created my own country, I built my circumstances. Me! Nobody else! Because nobody else thinks like I do! Nobody can! So there comes a point where it's over, at some point you fucking lose.

the aforementioned fall. las nevadas was his comfort - the only place where nothing could go wrong. everything went his way, and only his. the house always wins, it's his comfort zone. he crafted it himself. "nobody else thinks like i do / nobody can" represents his internal struggle. his insecurities that he had to build four walls and a roof over, hidden away from sight in a city of different buildings. he thinks hes the only one that feels this way, he doesnt think anyone can feel the amount of pain he does. life is a chore for ln!quackity, he chugs through it and never once could he rest. but, he finally got to. and now that he has it all... what else is there left? his insecurities and shame that he trapped himself in with all this time. he's forced to sit with them, ponder, grow attached to them yet still hide them from everyone. nobody can know how he feels, nobody can know what he thinks. he never opened up, he never got in touch with his emotions and thus

My partner, my great business partner… I built him, piece by piece, I gave him the personality that I wanted! He learned from me, he is who he is because of me! Yet he has the audacity to abandon me? To abandon what I built? To defy me? He called me a bad person and guess what? I am a bad person. And I'll fucking own it til the day I die. Everything gets destroyed, I'm not gonna wait for a fucking traitor to put me in my grave, that's my JOB. So yeah, I inflicted it, I'm here because of me. I'm here because of me, nobody else. *starts crying*

this is where it gets tricky. my personal interpretation that fits with the theme is that slime represents alex. ln!quackity - or rather, his ego - molded slime into what he is - a copy of ln!quackity. a hollow imitation of the ego. ln!quackity made slime into precisely that. he was a blank slate, he had so much power over him, and thus he finally had someone who could think like him, without the pain that ln!quackity felt because slime felt none. not until ln!quackity hurt him - his own ego hurt alex, in this sense. the fame, his career had hurt him.

"to abandon what i built / to defy me" taking a step back to keep your ego in check, to finally realize what matters in life, is an act of defiance. to humble yourself, to realize you're nothing more than a person that feels hurt by his environment (calling back to: "I might've done some [stupid] stuff, but it's not- it's not fair to pin it on me. You saw it- you saw it- you saw what everyone did to me…" which he said when he was alone, begging for his life, for a second chance to go back to where he felt safest) it was such a strong revelation that it made ln!quackity cry. finally, he could cry.

ln!quackity, in his own eyes, is perfect. he's what everyone wants to be. money, fame, achievements... but the moment he realizes hes hurt he comes back down from his pedestal. he's not the badass everyone wants him to be, he's not the king of the land, he's scared and sensitive. he just wants to be loved, but every time he is, he gets hurt. so why love when you can hurt? that's why he's so rude and abrasive. because why love when hurting is easier? hurting is the norm, hurting is comfort. las nevadas is a nation that encapsulates nothing but pain.

Where do you guys think you are? What is this to you, just a little game? Just a little more entertainment? Look around us, look at this, look at this sick joke, we're puppets! They think it's real! None of this is! And maybe that's the game, we just need to play it! Who's it gonna be, huh? What am I meant to do? How do I win today's game? I'm not gonna give these bastards a show, I want out!

obligatory "who do you think we're actually talking about here?" fourth wall-breaking segment. you should be able to piece it together here. ln!quackity doesn't want to be part of the show anymore - q!quackity and k!quackity run it now.

Section 5: Post-Monologue and Closing Thoughts

Oh my god, oh my god… Okay… I'm alive- I'm alive… I'm alive, I'm alive… What am I doing? What am I doing? Okay… I need to… I need to leave, I need to get out of here, I need to walk out, I need to walk out…

wait, ln!quackity is alive? he's not hurt? he's... alive? hm. that must've all been in his head. a near death experience, some divine intervention... maybe he does get a second shot! "i need to get out of here..." he wants to get out of the comfort zone, but... letting the ego out, where he's going to suffer? let ln!quackity, the character built on legacy, suffer in a place where he has nothing? the outside? where he wouldn't even dare to-

Slime: Looks like everything is running well. Yeah. Everything's going pretty… pretty great. Slime: You look so tired. I uh… yeah, yeah I uh, I am. Slime: I came back to see you one last time. I didn't like how we had to end. Yeah, no uh… I thought about it, no hard feelings and you know what… you were right actually, this time you taught me some valuable lessons. Slime: After I left, I learned a lot. More than I ever thought there was to know. From more people that I ever thought there were. That sounds great. Slime: I came here to say goodbye, Quackity. It felt… important. Where are you going? Are you going somewhere? Slime: I want to go see it, Quackity. Everything belong this land. I don't think I belong here anymore. Wow, yeah. You deserve it, wow… look at you. Traveling the world, I'm excited for you. Slime: I've learned all I can from this place, Quackity. I'm very excited to go. And maybe even now, someone or something can learn from me. Wow, well yeah. Stay uhm, stay safe man. And remember, don't trust too many people. Slime: Quackity, thank you for teaching me what it's like to be human. Yeah… thanks. Slime: Goodbye, Quackity from Las Nevadas.

he realizes the pain is what makes people alive. you can reconcile with it, you can embrace it, you can live with it. slime was confined to las nevadas for so long that he learned how to live. why can't ln!quackity? what makes slime different? ln!quackity has been immersed in nothing but pain and suffering... and k!quackity too! q!quackity! they are all fine, they can do amazing things, but... they have nothing. they lost it all, but why was ln!quackity the one that's stuck? why did he finally crack?

it's because they love. and slime, well, he loves the world. he loves learning, teaching about life. he has a passion, he wants to experience life. he wants to be free. ln!quackity never wanted to be free. he wanted a place to call his own. with slime leaving... he has las nevadas all to himself. everything he ever wanted, all the money in the world, yet he's alone. he was never loved, only used. it's just a hollow tomb. it was built as an homage to people he loved, but they never loved him. nor did he love himself. all it stands to be is just a reminder that ln!quackity will never be loved.

"you look... so tired." "yeah... i uh- i am."

he doesn't have to keep fighting. he doesn't have to keep relishing in pain. he's happy that slime is traveling the world, thanks to him. he took bits and pieces of ln!quackity - not everything - but just enough to keep his chin high. he is his own person, using the lessons that ln!quackity taught him. slime is ln!quackity's legacy. after the conversation with his other two selves, and with slime in the real world, he realized that in order for him to be at peace, he doesn't have to keep on hurting. the pain that he shared with slime, as the lessons he taught him, inspired slime to be his own person. the pain that ln!quackity went through is what made slime realize that he, too, is human. relishing in pain and not using that to keep going makes you a victim to your own surroundings. the pain becomes comfort, and you can never leave. it's nothing more than a tomb.

and thus, the final lines said are:

"quackity, thank you for teaching me what it's like to be human." "yeah... thanks"

slime taught him how to be human as well. and to be human is to not let pain consume you and to keep forward. make amends with it, keep it in your back pocket. those are memories, it's part of your legacy. but what the other quackities could do that ln!quackity couldn't, is remind themselves that they can be better.

q!quackity, though skittish in nature, is observant and uses his knowledge to get under ln!quackity's skin and finally make him snap and realize his emotions. q!quackity represents intellect, even if he is naïve at the same time.

k!quackity, just as smart as q!quackity, is a fighter. he is observant, but he doesn't use that as much to his advantage as he has strength to back him up. he is strong and he knows it, he can lead a revolution, he is strategical. less naïve than q!quackity, he's more cautious of the posing threat that ln!quackity is. q!quackity helps him as his first instinct, showing that the two work together in tandem naturally.

with both sides working together in harmony, where does ln!quackity come in? he represents arrogance, denial of his emotions, his bolstering ego... there is no room for that to grow as a person. he had to die. the room falls silent as he kills himself, no protests. and, q!quackity and k!quackity will make it out alive. they will be coming back. which shows that they do work together to get out. not by killing themselves, but allowing themselves the best parts of each other.

so, as a finale... what does this mean as a whole? i think, although alex really loves ln!quackity, i think this stream was meant to show his journey as a person. he has said he is very grateful for what he has and where he's gotten, and i think keeping yourself humble and counting your blessings is something that you have to grow into. when you're young, you do stupid mistakes. you're naïve, you trust too easily and people take advantage of that. at the end of the stream, ln!quackity says

"don't trust too many people"

as opposed to what he said earlier, talking about himself:

"you know what made all those fail? [...] trust! you can't trust people! they kill you!"

without letting people in, ln!quackity was his own demise. he never learned how to trust, how to love, and thus he could only die alone in the end. but, slime can. he will learn how to love, how to care for, and how to trust others. don't be naïve, but don't be alone, otherwise you will be your own demise in the end.

and thus, this stream was a way to show alex's journey as a person. he said that he was really counting his blessings and being thankful for everything in his life. he can't redo the past few years, but he can move forward with the lessons he learned. that's something he has been talking a lot about lately, and i think this was his own way of interpreting it through characters he loves so dearly. he had to kill off his pride to grow. moving on is the hardest part, and what's even harder is learning how to begin again after everything. but, at the end of the year and going into the next, he will face troubles. he will face challenges.

but he will grow and learn, as he is human, as we are human. we all feel pain, as well as love. we need to learn, we need to grow. and we cannot shy these away from each other - they need to balance each other out and work in unison, as they should.

men i wished i enjoyed the way God Intended

- William fletcher (Mid-Evil Midwest)

- Kim Mingyu (SEVENTEEN)

- Kim Namjoon (BTS)

- Cellbit (Twitch Streamer)

QSMP Characters as songs by Filipino Artists for Filipino American History month!! Pt. 2

Pt. 1

I wanted to do more but I've been getting busy recently, so here's what I had so far! Sorry it's been so focused on one group of QSMPers, I live off VOD summaries and clips cause of my schedule ghfjkds. Also, feel free to give me your song reccs too!!

Etoiles - Bata, Dahan-Dahan, IV of Spades, 2019 (X)

Bata, dahan-dahan

Kid, tread carefully

Sa mundong kinagagalawan

Look around at the world you live in

Pagmasdan ang larawan

Look at the picture 

Ng hitsurang nagmamalakas

of the person who acts strong

‘Di pwedeng mabulag

Don’t become blinded

Makinig sa tamang tinig

Listen to the right voice

Wala kang mapapala

You won’t gain anything

Sa taong walang kahulugan

From someone with no meaning

Badboyhalo - Kalachuchi, Munimuni, 2019 (X)

O alam ko na wala ng masayang

Oh I know there’s no joy

Nangyayari sa buhay mo

happening in your life

Tila ika'y multong walang kulay

it seems like you’re ghost with no color

Nanlalamig, namumutla

being cold, becoming pale

Namamatay, naghihingalo

dying, fading away. 

Tallulah - Raining in Manila, Lola Amour, 2023 (X)

It's been raining in Manila, hindi ka ba nilalamig?

It’s been raining in Manilla, aren’t you you feeling cold?

And it's been raining in Manila, hindi ka ba nilalamig?

It’s been raining in Manilla, aren’t you you feeling cold?

But, if it's raining in Manila, hindi kita maririnig

But if it’s raining in Manilla, I won’t be able to hear you

 (Nakahiga, mag-isang nanginginig)

(Lying down, shivering by myself)

So, I'll be waiting in Manila kahit di ka na babalik

So, I’ll be waiting in Manila, even if you’re not coming back

QSMP Character Duos as songs by Filipino Artists for Filipino American History Month!

just for funsies! I only did a few for now, but I'm still working on more! if there's a specific character dynamic/duo you want, just lmk!! Songs are linked and I highly recommend all of them! translations might be slightly off bc im not that fluent but I certainly tried, haha

edit: pt2 :D

Tina & Bagi - Mabagal, Moira Dela Torre & Daniel Padilla, 2019 (X)

Gusto kitang isayaw nag mabagal

(I want to dance with you, slowly)

Hawak-kamay, pikit-mata 

(Holding hands, closed eyes)

Sumasabay sa musicaka

(To the beat of the music)

Gusto kitang isayaw nag mabagal

(I want to dance with you, slowly)

Cellbit & Roier - Ride home, Ben&Ben, 2017 (X)

So many questions, I’ve thrown to the skies

And all of the answers, I’ve found in your eyes

When I’m with you, home is never too far. 

And my weary heart has come rest in yours (I found my way home) 

Fit & Pac - Waltz of Four Left Feet, Shirebound and Busking, 2019 (X)

Hindi ko yata tanggap ang buhay

(I don’t think I can accept a life)

Kung sa'n 'di ko mahawakan ang iyong kamay

(Where I can’t hold your hand)

Handa 'kong harapin ka, walang katiyakan

(I’m prepared to face you without knowing the possibitly)

Kahit na takot sa maaring kasagutan

(Even if I’m scared of what your answer may be)

Tubbo & Fred - tyl, Kakie, 2019 (X)

Maybe I was afraid I would lose you painfully

But you’d tell me everyday otherwise, so in time I believed

Maybe your promises downed out all those other noise

Convinced me we’d last forever, we were crazy true young lovers (or were we?)

Slime & Mariana - ERE, Juan Karlos, 2023 (X)

Hm, 'di ba? Nakakaputang ina

(Oh, what now? Motherfucker-)

Tayo'y lumilipad, at ako'y iniwan mo

(We took off together, and you’ve left me)

Oh, 'di ba? Pinagmukha mo 'kong tanga

(Oh, what else? You’ve made me look like an idiot.) 

Tayo'y lumilipad, at ako'y iniwan mo sa ere, ere, ere

(We took off together, and you left me in the air, air, air) 

Slime & Codeflippa - Everything but Mine, Schronoa, 2023 (X)

You tell me that you’re lucky and I wish I knew 

What that felt like too, but I know that I am lucky with you

Still I know I cannot even dare to think about it here

There’s no place for me to care, you are everything but mine 

Quackity - Asan Ka Na Ba, Zack Tabudlo, 2022 (X)

Magtitiwala ba sa sinasabing tadhana?

(Will I really believe in those who say “destiny”)

Pa'no ba naman maniniwala?

(How can I even believe in it)

Kung kahit sa'n tumingin

(If no matter where I look)

Ang daming nahuhulog sa isa't isa

(So many people are falling for each other)

Ba't sa'kin ay wala?

(Why not [for] me?)

Marvin's game/encounter table pod characters as songs from Natewantstobattle's Sandcastle Kingdom!

Preston Adeline

"I see your doubt about your route, don't give it up Now you know I'm talking to you Ignite the spark, illuminate the dark and light your way And carry on" - We are Ignited, Sandcastle Kingdoms. (2017.)

Scott Travis

"So follow me to the ends of the earth Now take a minute and revel in it And see how much you're worth I'll fight and defend, I'll see this out till the end" - To the Ends of the Earth, Sandcastle Kingdoms. (2017.)

Dex Turner

"What can I make and what can I sell? A timeshare in heaven that's just out of hell Am I a fraud or a genuine scam? Am I a monster or worse, just a man?" - Sandcastle Kingdoms, Sandcastle Kingdoms. (2017.)

Clarissa Coldshore

"Fat stacks and hybrid cars They don't take you very far Branded with dollar sign-shaped scars We're in a special kind of hell" - Branded, Sandcastle Kingdoms. (2017.)

this makes sense to me okay <3

wishing I enjoyed men the way god intended so I could understand the thirst for William fletcher the same way EVERY MEN LIKER IN THE CAST DOES??

ranboo as a wolf, call that ranbeowulf

absolutely despising the fact that deh was such in integral part of my middle school development

basically i was in this like computer lab with my class, a couple of my old coworkers, and cellbit for some reason and we were like assigned a group project and being handed cereal boxes. so I turn to cellbit like "yeah so how are you" and he's like "uh, im good idk why im here tho" and the teacher ends up like assigning the boxes based on past interests. so the girl to my left gets handed this like baby food box bc shed be talking about pediatrics AND I GET HANDED A CEREAL BOX WITH WILBUR SOOTS MINECRAFT CHARACTER ON IT. and I just kind around like, desperately trying to play it cool like "...ha...ha I wonder why I got this one" BUT HES BEING SWEET ABOUT IT like "oh that's cool!" and im like wracking my brain for any other topic so im like "OH YOUR PROJECT THAT HAS THE THINGS WE LOST IN A FIRE ANIMATIC!" and he's like "...uh yeah?" and I felt so embarrassed I woke up