I'm Not Too Capable At Guessing Games, But I Will Assume That Your Lie Would Be Number 1? I Can Only

Empires having a snowball fight, no ice magic involved :)

Fading Lights is so so important to me I can’t stop thinking about that last chapter, the themes, the ending, everything was so good I’m spinning it around in my head like a microwave

Y'know, Scott and Jimmy's relationship in this Powered AU is basically that they used to be hero partners but then Scott found out the guy wasn't a properly registered hero and was, therefore, an illegal hero/vigilante. Like 2 months later, The Wonderous Hero Sterling's chasing this dang bird across the entire city like a rabid ex and ranting about him to Shelby, who is very certain he really is a rabid ex.

if you’re a terf or radfem get off of my blog

here we support 

trans women

sex workers

amab nonbinary people 

afab nonbinary people

trans men 

women who wear makeup 

women who shave 

women who don’t wear makeup

women who don’t shave 

women who are comfortable being housewives 

trans lesbians 

nonbinary lesbians

trans gay men

men loving nonbinary people (nlm) 

muslim women 

women who wear hijab’s, niqabs, burqas, shylas, hijab amiras, khimars, chadors (sorry if i missed any or spelled any wrong)

women who like the idea of traditional family roles

women who don’t ^^^^^^^^^^^

women who wouldn’t want an abortion

women do would want an abortion

cis women

trans women 

cis men 

trans men

black women 

black men 

black nonbinary people 

 trans women of colour

trans men of colour 

nonbinary people of colour 

people who don’t tare others down 

people who respect people even if they don’t understand them 

neo pronouns

get off my blog if ya don’t agree

brain this is a terrible time to say that in light of recent events that Achilles Come Down by Gang of Youths is a c!Owen but you're awfully correct

in lieu of a midroll ad i will preform the duty of a wiki that outsiders smp doesnt have

acho - he/they - streams at [ggAcho] on twitch and does not have permanently saved vods yet, currently all of their streams are in “past broadcast“ limbo on their twitch

apokuna - he/they - streams at [apokuna] on twitch and doesn’t have permanently saved vods, same as acho but some vods Have been lost

bekyamon - she/her - streams at [bekyamon] on twitch and doesnt have permanently saved vods i believe but do have edited 20ish minute episodes on youtube [bekyamon]

graecie - she/her - streams at [graecie] on twitch and has saved vods on [GraecieVods] and also has edited episodes at [graecie] on youtube

gutsluvr - they/them - streams at [gutsluvr] on twitch and does not have permanently saved vods as far as i can find

justayngel - she/her - streams at [justayngel] on twitch and has no saved vods

krowfang - he/it - streams at [krowfang] on twitch and has no permanently saved vods, we are suffering

kyle - he/him - streams at [kyleeff] on twitch and has no saved vods

magic - she/her - streams at [magicsings] on twitch and has no permanently saved vods

mohwee - he/him??? he’s the first one ive not found a pronoun check for??? - streams at [mohweelive] on twitch and has no permanently saved vods

oeca - he/him - streams at [oeca] on twitch and has no permanently saved vods

ori - he/they - streams at [orilovestea] on twitch and has vods at [ori vods] on youtube but theres only two of them and neither are outsiders PLEASE

owen - he/him - streams at [owengejuicetv] on twitch and has vods ALSO on twitch saved in highlights a la philza BUT he’s also got edited episodes at [owengejuicetv] on youtube

rasbi - she/her - streams at [rasbi] on twitch and has vods at [rasbi vods] on youtube but theres only two of them, this time both outsiders

red - he/him???? another one without pronoun check! - streams at [reddoons] on twitch and has no permanently saved vods but has some edited episodes at [reddoons] on youtube

sillvia - genderfluid they/them -  streams at [sillviatv] on twitch and has vods at [sillvia vods] on youtube

soup - she/her - streams at [soupforeloise] on twitch and has no permanently saved vods but does have two edited episodes at [soupforeloise] on youtube

spidey - she/her - streams at [spideyarmy] on twitch and has no permanently saved vods, does have two edited episodes at [spideyarmy] on youtube

squidney - she/her - streams at [squidney80] on twitch and has vods at [squidney80vods] on youtube, as well as some edited episodes at [squidney80] on youtube

tldr: perishable vods acho, apo, guts, ayngel, krow, kyle, magic, mohwee, oeca, ori

conserved content bek*, graecie, owen, rasbi**, red*, sillvia, soup*, spidey*, squidney

* edited episodes that i dont how how up to date they are ** very minimal vods

EDIT: graecie vods located thanks to @taco-theblob!

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// Tooth and Nail stream spoilers

So that was quite a lore stream wasn't it?

Just dear god

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(Long tambling below and more nonsense thoughts)

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On one hand, STILL A POSSIBILITY FOR C!OWEN AND C!MAGIC TO RIP MY HEART OUT AND DESTROY MY EMOTIONS THANK GOD

FINALE PART ONE IN EIGHT DAYS LET'S FUCKING GOOOOO

But my god

c!Owen killed them all, he really, he actually got away with all of them. He isolated them all and watched them all die, made sure that no one would ever find them. And just god, he actually killed them all.

He has done it.

He destroyed his home, bashing in crates and the fencing. Scattering all his things and letting vines overgrow. He had no home, there was no home. He let his thoughts consume him, laughing as he spiralled down and down and down and down.

He wanted it all to end, he wouldn't accept anything other than one of them to die after this. He was tired and if it ended with him, so be it, but he couldn't let himself live and Krow live as well. He wanted an ending of some sort to a war that ended long ago that he KEEPS FIGHTING WHEN HE DOESN'T NEED TO AND I-

*sobs*

And just that little part where we heard his father's voice, and he jumped back (probably hit himself), gooooodddd lord I feel unwell about that part. Dear god.

And yet

Puddy

He didn't kill Puddy, he still cares he cares maybe I dunno he just-

He told Puddy to stay in the second clearing and he didn't butcher him like we thought. Didn't offer up Puddy to Guts. He didn't discard all his attachments, he let Puddy go and live on in the ruins of another clearing. And told the little piglet who had been his sole comfort, who saw his little mistakes, hear his little poems and rants and pains. A companion who saw Owen in those long hours of writing down a will that no one will probably read. To them, Owen told the little piglet that he shielded from Krow's dagger, he told Puddy to stay away...

He didn't discard all his attachments.

I don't know how to feel anymore.

I'm fucking inconsolable just my god.

On one hand, c!Owen has always been on this road, a path in which he can't return from, he has been on it since he turned away from c!Apo, who he grieved and cried over, who haunted him for years in cherished memories. He was doomed when he told the tiefling to run back and he sealed his fate by ending Apokuna. The one person that carried more weight in his mind than anyone else had before he remembered.

And for Rasbi, he didn't even give a chance.

She never stood a chance.

And I don't know how much weight Graecie's words would hold. If she even wakes up in time, if she sees Owen and learns how much he has changed. If she will care enough to reach out after learning all he has done.

And Magic.

He used Magic and in the end, he betrayed her trust and he used her to kill. And she was never meant to be the one to save him, she would not be able to, I don't think.

I don't think there is anyone that could change his mind, on one walking in the maze or existing beyond its confines that could make him want to be redeemed. No one that could make him leave the hill collapsing on itself, step away from that ledgd, a cage filling up and drowning him.

I don't think anyone could convince him to save himself.

They wouldn't forgive him anyways, for good reason after all. He killed the demons and he deceived them all, he did the worst of them all really. Why save the monster that hurt them so much, who would only remind them and hurt them because he blinds himself and would deny he had done wrong.

Too much wrong.

He can't be saved and he won't allow himself to be saved.

I know

I know

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But I am a fucking fool holding out, and even if Puddy is doomed to the maze burning them all, I don't care. Owen loves that goddamn pet and I can't help but see the Owen that loved once when he told Krow to leave him with Puddy. And I want him to stop, god I want him to want to change even if he sealed his fate and would be hated forever. I WANT HIM TO HEAL STILL I WANT HIM TO BREAK THE CYCLE

AND I HATE THAT I CAN'T SEE HIM DOING THAT

But still I want him to and I am clinging onto hope like a drunk fool.

I want the Owen that hesitated to hurt, the one that wanted them all to thrive, the one that would reassure his friends, who was a protector.

I want the Owen that cared back.

The one that cared to live

The one that wanted to return home.

I miss him, goodness I miss him.

Because as much as I cheered on Owen and looked on for all he has done, he doesn't do it because he enjoys it, despite what he says.

He has hurt others and he lets himself stay hurt.

Killing Krow, the last of the demons in the clearing won't give him the peace he thinks it will let him have.

Even if he somehow hides it any longer, even if narratively someone wasn't going to probably find out what he has done, it will eat himself up inside.

It is a hollow victory that means nothing.

It was never was going to give him that closure he chased after for so long.

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The closure he will never give himself, staying as he is. He was never going to get a happy ending, staying as he was.

And really that is what it comes down to, changing, recognizing truly what is done and the emptiness and that he sealed any chance of forgiveness from anyone left that cared.

It is the closest a person can get to being irredeemable. By refusing to change, over and over.

And would it matter, when there is no time left to change?

//I’m only talking about the characters

The Dream SMP actually ended with Tommy and Tubbo forcing Dream and Punz to revive Ranboo. Jack gets his closure too and becomes friends with Tommy and Tubbo again. Punz and Dream gets trapped in the end forever. The syndicate throws a big party in the arctic and Wilbur returns for it. Micheal grows up happy and barely remembering the time of pain his dads suffered.

Tommy, Tubbo and Ranboo sit on the bench together while the sun sets, listening to cat. Then Tommy and Tubbo set out to build L’Moonberg, a place where people can be happy.