Not Even A Goodbye.

This is a bit of personal post mostly meant for me to see my own progress in the future, but yesterday I was granted sick leave by my doctor for my depression. Basically I started uni last fall and just,,, I don't know what happened but I just completely crashed and burned and could not do ANYTHING. I went to see a doctor last month and was diagnosed with severe anxiety and depression and now I've been on antidepressants for the past three weeks. And now I'm on sick leave.

It's really strange, being on sick leave. I'm 20 years old, super young, barely have any work experience and I'm already just,,, on sick leave. I know I'm not supposed to compare myself to other people, but I feel kinda guilty about taking a break from studying. It's not a fair comparison because those other people aren't ill like me. I have a mental illness, and I'm most likely ND too so that makes studying extra challenging for me. If I go back to uni next fall, I'll have to slow my pace significantly and try to get some accommodations. And in general I'll have to be more open about how I'm feeling and be willing to take support from the people around me.

One good thing about being on sick leave is that I'll have more time to write my stupid fanfiction afgdigyuyieu stay tuned for that :DD

This will all pass, I know. It isn't the end of the world. Like my doctor said, depression is a real illness and it has to be treated the same way that you would treat a broken foot, for example. There's no shame in it. I'll try to keep that in mind.

This one is actually almost a year old, but I never got around to posting it anywhere. I’d definitely do some things different now (the first thing that comes to mind is resizing the text), but for the most part I’m still proud of it.

if the sniggles had Tumblr

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just saw this sniggle next to me straight up sleeping on the job?? straight up not even eyes open sleeping. is blinky slacking right now or is his eye broken or what???

🪻 onlyafeweyes Follow

hey op. is the sniggle okay?? I had a friend who dozed off on the job and he got fucking smited. pls update

👾 snoozliest-snozzle Follow

oh yeah he's dead now lol. dw he was a bitch idrc

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🦋 jazzhands Follow

hot take but I don't think pokotho should've incorporated hidgens's song into inevitable...

🌀 ear-worm Follow

okay??? fuck you?????

🎀 nomnomnom Follow

hatchetfield should stop putting all these skinny bitches in the honey queen festival. gimme some chubby ladies. some plus sized baddies.

🌸 ronans-biggest-fan Follow

real and true. reblog

🌷 pigcorpse Follow

make honey queens fat again

🧩 whitemonday Follow

'wiggly could only take root in america' I mean if we turned him into tea we could probably get the british too tbh. who's up for black fridaying the british

🍏 unc-wiley Follow

you just didn't like made in america. gonna smite you rq

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TF IS WILBUR CROSS DOING ON MY POST??? IM SO SORRY KING I LOVE YOU SM NO OFFENSE INTENDED

🕸️ foster-sister2 Follow

what is this place? who are you all talking about? who are the lords in black?

⬜️ qu33n-in-whitedeactivated262789

HANNAH YOU NEED TO LEAVE HERE RIGHT NOW

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how the fucky-wucky did you even get accounts here?

All my shit’s getting disqualified from monetisation on TikTok because the Brad’s of their universe hate me.

Have this🫡

i found this ‘almost kissing’ art meme from 2012 and was immediately like woah that’s so macden-coded

anyway, NEWSFLASH ASSHOLE, THEY’VE BEEN IN LOVE THE ENTIRE GODDAMN TIME

expandable version under the cut:

Deleted the prev version because there were some big hookup issues bugging me. But here is the Thrill of First Love macdennis cut

Some cut dialogue and character directions from the nightman cometh script that just speak to me

after mac comes out he starts watching rupaul's drag race cause he's a gay man and gay men like drag but very quickly he realizes he's not interested (he was into the pit crew tho) so he stops but dennis who had been lowkey watching whenever it was on screen WAS into it so he starts watching it by himself and that's how you get dennis yelling at the screen during the lip synchs for your life cause the queen he's supporting isn't serving enough cunt

names….

One last edit before I go to icbiballtay and my life changes forever