Noodle0180 - Noodle!

ITS THIS MAN RIGHT HERE

BRUH AWOOGA PLS HE SO FINE ISTG. SORRY NOT SORRY. STEP ON ME PLS

Mitten who tf is that...

when I met Joseph I gave him flowers and he said ‘thank you so much, baby’ whilst maintaining the most intense eye contact ever

I’ve never recovered

from everything i've heard, he loves him some eye contact and that is terrifying to me bc i hate making eye contact with people oof

but if he EVER called me baby. oh my god. i would lose it. go crazy go stupid go feral

It’s kind of scary how easy it is to tell people you’re okay and have them 100% believe you. It always makes me wonder, am I just that good at convincing people that I’m doing okay or do people just not care? Am I being pathetic in hoping someone will notice I’m screaming my head off while smiling at them? But how is telling them I’m not okay going to solve anything? It’s probably just a phase. It’ll go away. No need to bother anyone. Yeah, I didn’t bother anyone last year about it so I won’t do that now.

I don’t really have anywhere else I can confess this and I feel bad because I’m going to therapy but I’m still so goddamn sad. But what I wanna say is that I fucking hate who I am, I feel like my friends could easily move on if I died. And it’s got a lot to do with the fact that they don’t ever message them first. SB is being so off with me and it’s fucking hurtful because we were like closer than family and I don’t know what I did wrong. If I didn’t message my friends first they likely wouldn’t message me of their own volition, the only one I think who really puts in the same effort as me is Hakuna, she’s literally the only one who puts in effort to message me first and care. I know that my friends are adults and that they do care for me and they’re busy with their lives, but I can’t remember the last time someone (one of my friends) messaged me first or asked if I was okay or told me they loved me or that things would be okay. I’m such a pathetic mess and I hate who I’ve become. I used to have such a spark in myself, I was happy and bubbly both inside and out. Now I’m just bubbly outside and a fucking broken, ugly, disgusting mess on the inside. I’m not posting this to gain sympathy or attention or whatever the fuck, I’m posting this so that if I’m alive in a year I can look back and laugh at how low my life was and be thankful that it got better. Please please get better I can’t live like this anymore I’m fucking tired.

Just wanted to post my art on here☺️

#sleep #boyfriend #whipped

#awesome

Fuzzy cow!! Nearly said goat #animal #epic

wanna know what a cow looks like washed and blow dried?

that is what a cow looks like washed and blow dried

Why can’t my style be goth and cute girly girl next door and lazy🤦🏻‍♀️