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went out today to walk and get snacks so i could binge eat before i start fasting β
here have the unaesthetic pictures π
I try really hard to get people to acknowledge somethingβs wrong but the moment they ask about it I just panic and tell them Iβm fine why am I like this aaaa
mom: "you have no reason to be tired"
YES I DO I JUST GOT OFF OF WORK WHERE I HAVE TO CHASE KIDS AROUND AND TRY TO TEACH THEM GYMNASTICS
sitting near the water / whirlpools remained me so much of how all i want to do is to drown myself
fuck my life honestly i cant stand it
"Youβre so polite" thanks i was raised in constant fear of upsetting people.
I want to be someoneβs favourite PLEASE
Please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please
oh how i wish it wasnt so warm where i live already i wish i could cvt my arm more but i guess i have to do my legs instead where i can cover it..
me after telling my therapist im not self harming and i have no urges too. (im lying):
stop... why can't i control how much i eat I JUST WANT TO βVE PLEASE IM SO STUPID
I'm not pretty, I'm not smart, I'm not interesting, I'm not funny, I'm not talented. What the fuck am I.