I figured out how to buy badges... it's so over for my money
FRIDOLIN LORE RUNDOWN except it's not necessarily fleshed out yet and a lot of it still very " for plot reasons this happens " I think ( also forgive my terrible comma placing skills )
HAPPY FRIDOLIN !
Fridolin never joined team plasma , he was essentially raised with team plasma as part of his life . He's the grandson of one of the seven sages ( Bronius ) and never had any chance or reason to leave team plasma .
Of course he wasn't an active working member up until he was around 15 ( He's around 17 during the events of bw ) , though he was allowed to tag along with his parents to e.g. speeches by Ghetsis and whatnot .
Despite having been raised with it , Fridolin never cared much for team plasma's plans . He believes in their ideals , very much so , but the working aspect of it all never appealed to him . Throughout his time as a regular grunt most of his work assignments were to tag along with any of the sages and act as a sort of makeshift bodyguard for them , he never liked that . A lot of the time Fridolin would use his " authority " ( the excuse that he can do anything because of his ancestry ) to avoid work , sneaking off with his partner to do whatever , and avoid being told on by his coworkers . He was able to get away with this both because of his incredible skills as convincing his grandfather to excuse this " singular mishap " ( sobbing until he got his way ) or simply because it went unnoticed due to lack of reports .
He isn't exactly of much significance to the canon bw story , since he'd be mostly goofing off during all of it . During the " end " of bw's story , Fridolin is just scurrying to evade capture seeing as his parents ditched without him , and his grandfather is obviously with the other sages still . At some point throughout this , his first and partner pokemon , Reuniclus / Squishy is fatally wounded ! Meanwhile Fridolin , with the panic and chaos going on in his brain , manages to run himself straight into some fire type pokemon's attack . ( This is kinda very much some " for plot reasons " stuff until I figure it out properly )
He ends up with a group of other grunts , sticking with them and then , eventually , joining team neo plasma , because he seeks the comfort and stability of his old life .
I exaggerated when I wrote that he ran straight into that attack maybe ..
His time in team neo plasma is when he really gets indoctrinated with their goals and beliefs , or at least when this indoctrination starts translating into actual devotion to his job . He gets tossed right back into his old work , except this time more exclusively , as a " bodyguard " type thing for Z i n z o l i n .
Silly image
This time around even more vulnerable to manipulation , Fridolin quickly falls into the belief that things would've gone better for him during the fall of the initial team plasma if he'd " just done his job right " . His job as in being present to support the sages .
Fridolin basically forces himself into focusing entirely on his job and his " obligations to team plasma " . He feels he has to make up for all his negligence in the past , believing anything he used to do , or the people he was close to , to be a distraction .
Fridolin is put into somewhat of a position of authority , or at least that's the pretend of it all , he has the authority but he was pretty much only given his position to put more pressure on him and therefore heighten his wish for good performance . ( Is this too much inspired by N ?? ) His rank isn't much more than , like I mentioned , personal bodyguard , but in front of him it's put on a pedestal and made out to be a position in which he has to perform perfectly , unless he wants everything to crumble and fail .
All his joy and whimsy gone !
I have yet to even try and figure out what's up with post b2w2 Fridolin , since I'm still trying to properly work out all of his established lore and whatnot , but I'll get there eventually !! Wrote this impulsively with an unethical lack of sleep , nvm spelling mistakes or anything like that . ๐ฟ๐ฟ๐ฟ
Giratina Edit to KMFDM because the song is fucking awesome and I love my distortion antichrist worm
Splinters&Childishness lore stuff also
In the au, Giratina is able to splinter and has done so in the past (resulting in the later existence of the Mikage family), they are also prone to steal human forms when wanting to be human, just tweaking the looks slightly to not be twins (namely making their hair unnecessarily long as they like it that way.)
Pusteblumen daran erinnerst du mich
Idk
Sunshine dandelions the sea,,,, Kastanienbรคume,,, sea shells!!!
summer but not like beach tropical moreso those quiet warm evenings when the sun is going down and it tints the sky golden the months july and august
Very pretty you don't see it but I do,,,,, I have to violently stop myself from looking at you (mission failed miserably) I like the way you sound especially when you laugh it makes me very happy
You're kind, you may be anxious and get jittery in public but you're a very kind and usually gentle person (at least with me) and I like the way your brain works,,,, I also find your attempts of joke-violence funny, the jabs you make at others and the way you talk about the things you love makes me shiver (in a good way)
you're very creative and also very *very* goofy... Lovably so,,,, you live rentfree in my head especially in my dreams,,, every time you apologize for not being good at reciprocating I die internally you DON'T NEED TO DO THAT!!!! I'm okay with what we have more than that I'm gonna explode the love you give me is more than enough You already have me giggling kicking my feet and shit I would probably turn into a puddle
I ALREADY TURN INTO A PUDDLE!!! my favorite things are when you pat my head or just play around with my fingers (very pain relieving too)
You soothe and dull my body-wide pain immensely just by existing next to me (apparently that's a science backed up thing) which really just tells me how much I love you,,,, also you make me really sleepy and calm suddenly my violent urges are dead and gone and that's really nice,,,, I'm always aching for days on end just from being gently poked/touched or simply wearing clothes but the aches you leave on my body whether from hugging or whatever else actually feel pleasant, like something I can cherish,,,,,,
I would go to say you've reclaimed my body from the abuse I've suffered to a point where I can associate it with us rather than my aggressors but I don't know if that sounds weird,,,,,
but that's not you attributes more me attributes sifbdkfbf I'm getting gayly off track,,, how could I not??? I've been a fool for you for nearly 9 years,,,, foolmaxxing or something,,, you've saved my life on so many different occasions and you probably don't even know
Overall you're very dear to me I love you so much and I'm gonna kiss you (gently,,,, lovingly and on the cheek,,,,,)
Yap yap yap ..
Really thinking about how people who know me all have different perceptions of me is very funny to me
Like what
Especially when it's people I don't know irl the idea is very silly to me
Mini yap of active brain decay
Mmmm more Ryver stuff
Named Ryver, he's Bede's personal problem. He's notoriously bad at catching pokemon, you could give him a master ball and even if he tried catching a common pokemon it'd probably still get away....
Him in the game, since his joyous details aren't as possible... (๏ฟฃโ๏ฟฃโ)
Here's his ref-sheet!
... As well as his dynamax ref-sheet หหส(ยดโก`)ษหห
Small lore summary:
He's part pokemon (Zoroark), his mother was half, so he's 1/4th technically. Since he has a human body, even if part pokemon, his dynamax works differently; it's based on his emotions! If he feels something very strongly, like anger or sadness, he may dynamax (หหห)
In that state he's basically in a frenzy of sorts.. He also grows a mere centimeter (he's 5'2/ 159cm!) and will (try to) destroy opponents/objects he doesn't like or are in his path. Staying too long in dynamax will affect him mentally and breaks his bones! ฮฃ(ใใ) the only one who knows about this is Bede (and post-game Author knows too), because when Ryver was brought to the orphanage (in a cardboard box full of clothing donations) Bede snatched the letter attached to the half suffocated boy and read it, promptly regretting it upon finding out Ryver's origins. Now Bede feels sort of responsible for the โtimid idiotโ, making sure he *doesn't* dynamax in front of others or anything of the sort..
If there's Bede, Ryver will be somewhere nearby, though probably hiding. Most of his team was gifted to him by Chairman Rose or Bede
His Hatterene works similarly to a service animal! Bede trained it so when he's not there, Hatterene will watch over Ryver (which is why he often walks so slow, to let Hatterene catch up). His Hatterene does not fight unless absolutely necessary. When it realizes Ryver is stressed or about to dynamax, it will knock him out! Then likely drag him off to Bede (or Author..) He avoids pokemon battles (because of his dynamax-ing; this is unconsciously though as he isn't told about this thing of his until after the Bede kidnapping Opal did...)
After said confession Ryver dynamaxed out of stress he received from being told the truth โ(เนยบยบเน)!!
Grraaa
Yokai watch brainrot
Yokai watch brainrot!!!!
Improvised human design for my SHAYLA Casanuva!!!!!!!! I LOVE this self obsessed idiot
Half serious ship ....... .....
The idea of them together is very funny to me
I love them!!
when you have to make a new account because you had to factory reset your phone... Because it wouldn't take ur fuckass pin... And now half your passwords and accounts are missing and your WhatsApp hasn't backup'ed since LAST YEAR MAY.. help.
9 YEAR GAY STREAK SPEED!!!!!
anyways
Peak..... Peak is made I got to watch peak being made live !
We're literally Daiken both evil and not ๐ฏ๐ฏ
Still don't know what to do with Mai... Creature..
The brainrot serioused
Evil yaoi because . "Daisuke Kaiser" is hilarious to me.
But also the horrible lovely urge to make AUs for interests..... especially because I. Will rage against the 02 epilog. And a bit against the ending it was kinda meh imo......
Shayla Yuuto and his digimon Emperormon ๐ฉท
Evil basically Ken oc of dramatic lore that includes tragic death and some unnamed unspecified villain I have yet to design
Long hair Ken my truth ggrrr.. the doomed found family siblings actually
He dies.
And uh
Turns into a digimon because he basically always was one he was just made to look human.. copyrighted with the symbol of kindness or something ๐๐
Live laugh love making AUs
Oh my goodness I very much have to elaborate on their relationship
I have decided to give myself the freedom of letting them be even more messed up because I have been having the immense urge to do so since the beginning but I wasn't confident enough for it
THESE TWO.... pls ignore if I'm less intricate or something here I feel like this loredump is gonna be more messy in a way??
Fridolin is SEVERELY dependent on Zinzolin. Like, to an obviously unhealthy degree. Zinzolin picked him up when he was at his worst, taught him to blame himself for all the shit that happened to him under the guise of helping him improve himself and his whole 'sage-in-training- status. Zinzolin and the work he gives Fridolin lets Fridolin feel a sense of purpose and in some way makes him feel like he's redeeming himself from his past actions (which were totally all his fault definitely). Fridolin essentially develops a borderline obsession with Zinzolin.
Zinzolin could not care LESS about Fridolin.... like, seriously, that's just another dude who conveniently got very attached to him and would protect him with his life. Except there is this weird sense of pride there, also. Zinzolin doesn't like it because it's already too much of an attachment in his eyes, but he is proud of Fridolin's achievements. Fridolin is after all very much his mentee, and seeing him actually succeeding and even excelling at his duties makes him feel proud. Something which Zinzolin likes even less is that there is an odd sense of care he feels for Fridolin, at least eventually he does.
There's definitely a mutual care between the two even if Zinzolin doesn't like acknowledging it. That care is however very twisted and messed up!
It's a horrible little mix of borderline romantic, purely manipulative, desperation to get over someone else from both sides and an odd platonic appreciation.
Zinzolin tries hard to keep their relationship purely work-based but he fails miserably at it.. There is never anything explicitly romantic between them. Zinzolin wouldn't let it get to that point. (Bear with me here I really can't describe this the same way I tried my best to do with the other lore dumps)
The distancing really doesn't work. It's a constant "only once, only this small thing" which just ends with things happening again and again. Like I mentioned before they are not explicitly romantic and there's boundaries that are never crossed but it's smaller stuff that happens over and over again which has this borderline romantic undertone (I'm doing my best here to word this).
Only image I have of one example... like Fridolin being allowed to sit on Zinzolin's desk. That's a thing. Fridolin sees this as one of his greatest accomplishments, that is his spot and he has it because Zinzolin at the very least tolerates him. It makes him feel validated. Zinzolin keeps telling himself that it's, well, a one time thing! That it's just for fun, to see and maybe internally laugh at how giddy Fridolin gets over it. It's not. Not entirely anyways. Partially it's also because he does enjoy Fridolin's company.
They rely on each other to cope with the fact that they're trying to get over someone else.. Fridolin sees his entire past way of living as wrong, that includes his relationship. He blames himself for getting distracted, and considers the reason for his distraction to be his ex.. who he never officially broke up with but that's just a fun fact. Zinzolin is trying to distract himself from his weird feelings for Ghetsis which he wishes didn't exist. They use their bond with each other as a means of coping with this.
Fun image depicting Fridolin debating if he could style his hair to look like whatever Ghetsis has going on and whether that would get his boss to love him or not...
They are. Incredibly messed up. Both of them. And they both grow dependent on each other to each different degrees. I really can't get myself to explain this in a more organized and thorough way this will just have to do.. but yay!!! Giving myself the freedom to let them be like this!!!!!!!
Evil Video of pure hatred and evilness
@certifiedsungod ๐
unlabeled He/Him idiot Game Dev with too much time and lotsa pain (minor) https://nursefailure.lumarexpress.net/ ZAG's REAL WIFE number 1 Author & Korelin fan banner art by willicelettuce
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