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31 - don't hold back

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(warnings: smut lol, 3k words of pure filth,,,, sorry it's so late! anyway,,,, breeding, kinda rough sex i guess?? slightly pussy drunk jay,,, not tonnes of stuff but yeah, enjoy!)

That evening you found yourself, once again, letting Jay into your home. This time you didn’t have to feel guilty, this time you didn’t have the fact of Jay’s girlfriend hanging over his head. You knew it was a bit fucked up to think like this, but the breakup might’ve been the best thing that happened to you.

“Thanks for letting me stay,” Jay mumbled, kicking his shoes off by the door. He had a small backpack over one shoulder and was wearing a simple outfit. But seeing him in loungewear, some grey sweatpants and a black hoodie, was doing something to your brain that you couldn’t wait to explore.

“It’s ok Jay,” you closed the door behind him before turning to look at him. Now that you paid more attention, he was looking a little pale and there was a sheen of sweat covering his forehead. “Come sit down, yeah?”

He nodded, following you into the living room even though he already knew the way. He dropped his bag on the floor before sitting down, you grabbed some water from the kitchen before joining him and setting it on the table in front of the two of you.

“Thanks baby,” he said quietly, his head leant back against the couch. “Sorry, it’s hitting me hard now.”

“Don’t apologise,” you leant over, running your fingers through his hair softly. His eyes closed in retaliation, a sharp intake of breath as he tried to hold himself back. He could smell your scent so intensely and it was making it even harder for him not to jump your bones. Jay was insatiably turned on, and you hadn’t even done anything yet. “What do you need sweetheart? Tell me and I can give it to you.”

“God Y/N, you can’t talk to me like that,” he said, turning his head to look at you. You took this queue to ruffle his ears slightly, prompting a smile to spread across his lips at the soothing feeling. “There’s so much that I want, but I don’t want to scare you off.”

You wanted to laugh at him, not in a mean way but in a way that said ‘you could never scare me’. You knew what you were getting into when you asked him to stay for a while, plus this wasn’t your first time dealing with a hybrid in heat. Back when Jake was having a rough time, you were the only one around who could help him, so you took one for the team and helped him out. That was years ago now, they were funny stories to look back on with your friends, and coincidentally that was the time when you’d decided that taking birth control was definitely a must.

“Jungwon’s staying with Heeseung for a few days,” you said, running your fingers back through his hair. “I wouldn’t have invited you here if I wasn’t ready for whatever that entailed.”

Jay was still staring at you, eyes scanning your face for any hesitance. When he found none, he leant forward, capturing your lips with his for the first time that evening. You let him lead, wrapping your arms around his neck whilst he pulled you tight against him until you were practically in his lap.

You could already feel how turned on he was before anything had even happened, you knew it was just his heat but it gave you a little spike of confidence in knowing he was attracted to you. You hooked one leg over his lap, sitting on him fully so that he could guide your hips to rock against him gently. Already he was whining into your mouth, his jaw going slack so that you ended up kissing down his neck instead.

“Baby,” he breathed, fingers tight on your hips. “It’s so hard for me to hold back right now.”

“Then don’t,” you replied, pressing your lips to his skin a few times before pulling back. You looked at him, beads of sweat rolling down his forehead under his messy hair and short sharp breaths leaving his lips, you thought he looked the most beautiful he ever had.

“Are you sure?” He said, dipping his head down to kiss along your neck now, tugging the hem of your shirt down so that he could reach your collarbones where he let his teeth drag along the skin there. He bit gently, eliciting a small whine from your own lips at the feeling. You wondered how it would feel to have him sink his teeth into you fully, maybe you’d even let him one day.

“I’m more sure than anything,” you lifted his head up to look at you properly. “I want this.”

“God, yeah, ok baby,” he muttered, hands going to the hem of your shirt. “Let’s get you out of these, yeah?”

You smiled, nodding and raising your arms so he could remove your shirt. You’d prepared yourself already, putting on your prettiest underwear set for him a few minutes before he arrived at your apartment. Before Jay could even comment, you were pulling at his hoodie to tug it off of him as well, the both of you just taking a moment to appreciate each other in a way you hadn’t before.

“You wear this for me?” He asked, slipping a finger under the strap of your bra, running it down a little before letting it fall off your shoulder.

“Of course,” your hands found their way to his sweatpants, untying the strings slowly. “Wanted to look pretty for you.”

“You always look pretty,” Jay smiled, holding your waist tight again and lifting you up. You barely had a moment to breathe as he switched you around so that your positions were flipped, him hovering over you on the couch whilst he kicked his sweatpants off his legs. You tried not to look but you couldn’t help it, eyeing the way his underwear was tight against him and showing everything so that you didn’t need to imagine what he looked like.

Jay went for your trousers, popping the button and tugging them down slowly, watching your face for any signs of hesitance as he did so. He found none, of course, you were down for whatever he wanted. Once the two of you were undressed, something switched in Jay’s brain and he couldn’t hold himself back any longer. He’d been doing good at keeping himself restrained, but seeing you laid out so prettily for him was making his brain fog over with lust.

“Wanna taste you,” he mumbled, tugging your underwear down until it pooled at your ankles. He knelt down on the sofa in front of you, parting your knees so that he had full access to you. Your smell was driving him insane, he wanted nothing more than to feel you on his tongue. “Can I baby?”

You ran a hand through his hair, tugging it gently to bring him closer to your cunt, “go for it, I’m all yours.”

That’s all that Jay needed to encourage him to attach his lips to you. He held your thighs tight, bruising the skin with his grip as he kept your legs open so that he could work on your cunt easily. All you could do was gasp out his name as he sucked on your clit, applying just the right amount of pressure to edge you close to an orgasm within seconds.

“Taste so good baby,” he mumbled again your cunt, using one hand to spread you out for him. His lips messily mouthed over you, alternating between fucking your little hole and rubbing against your clit. He moved his hand down, pressing one finger into you and setting a quick pace inside you to join his tongue.

“Oh fuck Jay,” you tugged his hair harder, eliciting a moan from him that sent vibrations throughout your body. This just urged you to tug harder, pulling him as close to you as possible. “You’re going to make me cum Jay, fuck.”

Those words only encouraged him further, his tongue speeding up against you to push you closer and closer. One last particularly harsh suck on your clit was enough to get you there, your orgasm washing over you whilst his name tumbled out of your lips over and over. Jay lapped it all up, swallowing down any arousal he could because he loved how you tasted, he could never get enough.

Jay continued his ministrations, working you into overstimulation until you had to physically pull his head away from you. One hand in his hair, the other cupping his cheek, you stared down at him with heavy breaths. His mouth was shiny with your cum and he licked his lips obnoxiously, a small grin on his mouth as you blushed profusely.

“You’re insane,” you laughed, tugging him up to hover back over you. You wrapped your arms around his neck, kissing him gently a few times as you let yourself calm down a little from your first orgasm.

“Sorry baby, you were so good for me,” he mumbled against your lips. “I could eat you out all day, you sound so pretty when you cum.”

“Oh my god,” you pushed his shoulder a little, rolling your eyes. Jay smiled at you, taking a moment to live in that feeling before he became needy again, his aching cock demanding his attention. You noticed this change, kissing him a little harder before moving your hands down his body.

Your fingertips reached the hem of his underwear, dipping below them and wrapping around his cock gently. He pulled away from your kiss with a short gasp, bowing his head down to rest against you whilst you spread his precum over his length.

“Fuck Y/N, I need to fuck you so bad,” he bucked up into your palm when your thumb passed over the head of his cock. “Want to fuck you open, breed your little cunt.”

“I need you too Jay, been wanting this for so long,” you pushed his underwear down enough for him to kick them off. “Want you to fuck me full, I want to feel you inside me for days afterwards.”

Jay took his cock in one hand, holding his weight up with the other and lining himself up with your cunt. He let his tip rub along you, spreading your wetness, you definitely wouldn’t be needing lube with how turned on the both of you are.

He didn’t let himself push in yet, letting his cock continue rubbing along your slit, “we need a condom baby, I can’t fuck you without one, you’ll, like, one hundred percent get pregnant.”

In any other situation, you’d have found his concern quite cute. But at this point in time you wanted him inside you, you were impatient.

“I’m on the pill Jay, it’s fine,” you ran your hands through his hair, stopping to scratch his ears gently. “I promise, I want to feel you properly.”

Jay threw his head back with a load groan, his eyes glazing over, “can you get any more perfect? Can’t wait to feel your little cunt around me.”

And if you had the moment to, you would’ve laughed. But Jay immediately pushed into you, stretching you out and silencing the noises that would’ve left your lips. You knew Jay was big, that was obvious from what you’d felt and seen, but having him fuck into you was a whole other feeling.

He held your hip with one hand, the other propping himself up next to your head on the couch, and pushed your body down against the cushions whilst he pressed each inch into you. You tried to move, you didn’t know if you wanted more or if you wanted him to stop, it was too much and not enough at the same time.

“You’re so tight baby, relax for me, yeah?” Jay said thought gritted teeth, letting go of your hip to cup your cheek gently. He was really holding himself back now, it was almost painful for him since he’d been turned on for so long.

You nodded quickly, taking a deep breath before relaxing yourself around him until he was fully seated inside you. Jay gave you a little moment to adjust, brushing your hair behind your ear and kissing you softly, lips distracting you from how he was essentially splitting you open.

Tugging on his bottom lip, you pulled away from him and looped your hands around his neck, “move Jay, I’m ok. Don’t hold back.”

And it’s as if a switch was flipped. A low moan ripped from his throat and he braced himself above you before pulling out and quickly snapping his hips back towards you.

“So good,” he mumbled through deep breaths. “Feel so good around me angel, could stay here for hours.”

His hands curled around the fabric of the couch, hips harshly thrusting into your cunt over and over as you gripped onto him. You weren’t a virgin by any means, but the way that Jay was fucking you was so insanely different to any other guy that you barely had the words to talk back to him, your eyes rolling back with each time you felt his cock reach the furthest parts of your cunt.

“Oh my fucking god,” a tear slipped out of one of your eyes as you whined his name. “Fuck Jay, you’re so big I can’t handle it.”

Of course that was a lie. If anything, you wanted him to go harder and faster if that was even humanely possible.

But Jay slowed a tiny bit, looking directly into your eyes as opposed to staring at your cunt like he was before, “do you need me to slow down baby? Are you ok?”

“No, no!” You almost shouted, shaking your head, “no, definitely not. Please, keep going it feels so good.”

Jay smiled, laughing softly before returning to his frantic pace inside you. You reached up to grab one of his hands, pulling it down to fall over your lower stomach so that he could feel how deep he was fucking into you, the bulge moving under his fingertips with each thrust.

He pressed down experimentally, eyes widening when it ripped the loudest moan from you that he’d heard all evening. Jay did it again, softly pushing the skin with each thrust of his cock.

“Right there baby? Does that feel good?” He leant down to nose along your hairline, kissing your forehead a few times before leaning his against you.

“So good, going to cum again Jay,” you leant up to kiss him, panting heavily into his mouth. A few more thrusts and one particularly harsh press on your stomach had you crashing over the edge again, your walls clenching around his cock. Jay coaxed you through it, slowing his hips a little to drag it out as long as he could, mouths kissing at any part of each other that you could reach.

“Shit Y/N, I’m so close,” he kissed you hard. “Can you hold on for me? Be a good girl and let me cum inside you?”

He leant down further so that his chest was pressed to yours, his thrusts turning into a slow grind of his hips into you. You wound your fingers into his hair, the strands damp with sweat, and tugged his lips towards yours in a silent yes. But Jay needed your verbal approval, he needed to know you wanted this as much as he did, so he pulled back slightly so that you could talk with your lips rubbing against his.

“Cum for me Jay,” you tugged his lip with your teeth again. “Need it so bad.”

That was all he needed, crashing his lips to yours and pushing his hips into you a few more times before he was spilling himself inside of you, his moans muffled into your mouth. And one thing you knew about hybrids was that they came a lot, more than a normal human, and they definitely were not finished after one orgasm.

So as you lay there, hands running up and down Jay’s back with his cock nestled deep inside you, you knew you were in for a long night. The cat hybrid was getting sleepy, his lips occasionally kissing against your skin and on your collarbones, always wanting to be touching you with as much of his body as possible.

“Are you ok?” He asked softly, eyes fluttering closed every now and then with exhaustion.

“Hmm, I’m perfect Jay,” you ran a hand through his hair and to his ears, petting them in a way you knew he liked. “How about you? How do you feel?”

“I feel good, the best I have for a while,” he shifted up to look at you a bit better, your hand falling from his ears to rest on his shoulder. “We should shower, then I’ll cook us something. How does that sound?”

“That sounds like exactly what I need right now,” you laughed, wincing a little when he pulled out of you. Jay threw you an apologetic smile.

“Sorry baby,” you brushed off his apology, letting him stand up off the couch. “We’ve got a good few hours before my heat will come back strong again, are you still ok with me staying here for it?”

You reached up for him, holding out your arms for him to pick you up. You didn’t trust your legs to hold you up at that moment, you would probably fall straight to the floor, “Jay, I told you I’d help you through this. And I meant that. So if that means we need to fuck every hour then so be it, you just might have to carry me everywhere. And I’m definitely calling in sick to work for the next few days.”

Jay smiled brightly, scooping you up into his arms as you wrapped your own around his neck, “have I ever told you how amazing you are?”

“Hmm, no you haven’t. But you could show me,” you puckered your lips at him, eyes closing as you tried not to smile. And Jay would be a fool to deny kissing you.

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(before you read: thanku for all the love and support on this smau, it was a long ride but all my lovely readers make it so worthwhile 💌 I hope you enjoyed reading this au as much as I enjoyed making it, this will hold such a special place in my heart forever,,, I love you all so much!!! I hope to see you all soon in my next smau)

"Where are you taking me Jay?" You laughed softly as he tugged you along the beach, it was nearing evening time now and the sky was a dark shade of blue.

Jay had picked you up from work that afternoon, telling you he wanted to take you somewhere. However, his usual chirpy demeanor was no where to be found when he greeted you. He was quiet, the nerves were getting to him all of a sudden and it showed.

He'd spent all day with the boys preparing, Heeseung and Jake had managed to come along for a few hours to help as well as Taehyun and Beomgyu. The only one who kept you busy at work was Niki, who was there to keep you distracted so that you wouldn't realise exactly how long the other four were on their lunch break for.

All the boys had spent the last few weeks planning and preparing this day, checking the weather forecast for when it would be warm and calm, making the decorations, preparing food for the two of you. Jungwon had even made sure you wore a cute outfit to work that day, insisting on styling you into something a little bit too fancy for work.

If you'd been paying attention then you'd probably have noticed something was up. But your mind was too occupied with the sales of your new hybrid multivitamins that you didn't even register the weird behaviour of everyone around you.

"Just a little further," he mumbled, bottom lip tucked between his teeth. His fingers were intertwined with yours, the little box in his pocket was burning a hole.

You turned a corner, seeing a setup of pillows, lights and decorations tucked away in the spot you and Jay had been to before. It was beautiful, the little makeshift seating area was cozy and there was already plates of snacks and drinks waiting for the two of you.

"Did you do all this?" You asked softly, eyes wide as you took it all in. You remembered coming here before, kissing Jay for the first time, how times had changed since then.

"I had a little help," he said shyly. He knew the boys were all hiding nearby, as soon as you'd left work everyone had made their way to the spot, taking their positions behind any bushes or trees they could find.

Heeseung was sitting behind the nearest tree, his phone out ready to film when he needed to. He wouldn't miss this moment for the world, he could feel a tear in his eye already.

"This is so beautiful Jay," you said, turning to face him. "What's this all for? It's not an anniversary or anything, is it?"

Jay shook his head, a nervous smile on his lips. He took both of your hands in his, the two of you standing underneath the fairy lights that were your only source of illumination now that the sun had gone down. Heeseung hit record on his phone.

"I love you Y/N," Jay started, taking a shaky breath. "I have for the longest time now, even before I said it to you. You've done so much for me, you came into my life and turned it upside down in the best way possible."

He caught your gaze, eyes showing so much sincerity that you felt like crying, "I never knew what love was until you came along, I never knew how amazing it could be. You taught me how to be myself, how to love myself and who I am, you showed me that it was ok to be me. And for that I'm so incredibly grateful, you have no idea how much impact you have had on me."

"Jay," you mumbled, a tear slipping down your cheek. "I love you so much, I did all that because I love you. You don't ever have to thank me for it."

"I know," he replied, smiling at you. One hand came up to cup your cheek and wipe away the tear. "You're so selfless when it comes to love, you give without expecting anything in return. That's why you're such an amazing person through and through. Falling in love with you was the easiest thing I've ever done."

He dropped your hands, stepping back slightly as you watched him with wide eyes, "you showed me how much more I was worth, you changed my life for the better. There will never be anyone else like you, you're truly one of a kind. And you're it for me, I can't imagine doing this with anyone else. I don't want to do this with anyone else, I want to live my life fully with you by my side."

Jay dug the box out of his pocket, dropping to one knee in front of you and holding it open. He watched as the penny dropped in your mind, your eyes automatically tearing up at the sight. Your hand flew to your mouth to cover the gasp that sounded, Jay's smile never once leaving his lips.

"So I'm asking you, Y/N, will you do me the honour of marrying me? So that we can spend forever with each other, so that I can continue loving you for as long as we live?"

He didn't even need to ask, because before he'd even asked the question you'd dropped to your knees and wrapped your arms around him, "of course I will. I'll marry you Jay, I'll spend forever with you."

Jay held you in his arms, pressing his lips to yours as if to seal that promise. He felt the tears run down your cheeks and onto his own, but he didn't really care. His mind was still reeling as he pulled away, slipping the ring onto your finger finally.

"Let's fucking go!" Jake screamed from somewhere in the distance, prompting the two of you to snap your heads over in their direction. All the boys came out of their hiding spots, cheering for the two of you as a wide smile broke out onto your face.

"Were they all in on this?" You asked Jay quietly, admiring the ring that sat so prettily on your finger. Jay took your hand in his, kissing it gently.

"They helped me plan this all, they bought my vision to light," Jay replied. His gaze kept falling down to your hand, loving the way the ring looked on you, "Heeseung filmed the whole thing too, I'm sure he'll use it to blackmail us one day."

"That sounds about right," you laughed softly, finally standing up and pulling Jay with you. He wrapped you up in his arms, pressing a few light kisses to your lips. "I love you Jay, I can't imagine doing this with anyone else."

He visibly relaxed, his own smile mirroring yours, "I love you too Y/N, you're my forever."

[HEESEUNG] See you tomorrow 👋

girlll heeseung this comeback (and every comeback) got me so fucked up like??? i’m ot7 but sunghoon, jungwon and heeseung?? they got my ass FUCKED up fr 😭

no bc without a doubt, visually there is no group that comes close to enhypen. none.

but heeseung, present day heeseung as I type this

this is the most beautiful man I have ever seen…..saying this wholeheartedly. like, handsome, gorgeous, drop dead stunning, cute, adorable, so attractive. every time I see a new photo or video of him I slow down and just stare in disbelief. how can anyone possibly look like this?!?😭

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𝐇𝐘𝐏𝐄 𝐁𝐎𝐘

𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐏𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐓𝐖𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐘𝐅𝐎𝐔𝐑: 𝐫𝐨𝐚𝐝𝐭𝐫𝐢𝐩 (𝟐)

࿏ 𝐩𝐚𝐢𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠: 𝐒𝐢𝐦 𝐉𝐚𝐞𝐲𝐮𝐧 𝐱 𝐟𝐞𝐦!𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫

࿏ 𝐠𝐞𝐧𝐫𝐞: 𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐥𝐞 𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐭!𝐀𝐔 (𝐡𝐞'𝐬 𝐫𝐚𝐢𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐛𝐫𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫), 𝐧𝐞𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐛𝐨𝐫𝐬/𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐫𝐬 𝐭𝐨 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐬!𝐀𝐔, 𝐜𝐨𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐠𝐞!𝐀𝐔; 𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐬𝐭, 𝐟𝐥𝐮𝐟𝐟, (𝐟𝐮𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐞) 𝐬𝐦𝐮𝐭

࿏ 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐝𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐭: 𝟓𝐤

࿏ 𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬: 𝐬𝐰𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠, 𝐦𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐲 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐬𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐝𝐫𝐲 𝐡𝐮𝐦𝐩𝐢𝐧𝐠

࿏ 𝐬𝐲𝐧𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐢𝐬: 𝐀𝐟𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐲𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐡𝐢𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐡𝐢𝐦𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐟 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐩𝐨𝐧𝐬𝐢𝐛𝐢𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐲 𝐨𝐟 𝐫𝐚𝐢𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐛𝐫𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫, 𝐉𝐚𝐞𝐲𝐮𝐧 𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐝𝐬 𝐡𝐢𝐦𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐟 𝐟𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐝 𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐡𝐞𝐞𝐥𝐬 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐰𝐞𝐞𝐭 𝐜𝐨𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐠𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐮𝐝𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐦 𝐧𝐞𝐱𝐭 𝐝𝐨𝐨𝐫...

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"I'm going to tell my uncle to take pictures of me to send to you and Noona, Hyung!", Seyun's little voice fills the small space of the car and as his words reach you, a soft chuckle falls past your lips, barely able to handle his cuteness.

Just from the way he's been smiling and giggling throughout the whole drive to his grandma, you can tell just how excited the four year old is about his little day trip, which definitely helps easing the feeling of guilt that's been weighing on your chest for leaving him.

You know Jake is feeling the exact same, if not even worse, because he's been bringing his younger brother over to stay at his gran a lot more recently and despite knowing it's because of his uncle and cousins actually requesting the younger one's presence, the young parent can't help it.

Just a few months ago Seyun was too anxious and scared to stay away from his older brother for longer than three hours and todsy they're going to be away from each other for almost two days; the longest they've gone without seeing each other has never passed the twenty hour mark.

Jaeyun's been awfully quiet ever since you got into the car and he hasn't left his poor bottom lip alone, biting and nibbling, twisting it between his fingers every few seconds as he's obviously trying his best to hide just how nervous he is.

He's already had a quick chat about the whole situation with his younger brother and despite Seyun's enthusiasm and excitement, he just seems to loosen up.

Once your conversation with the little guy in the backseat comes to an end, you let your eyes shift to Jake and instinctively reaching for his arm and gently caressing it before it slowly makes its way to his cheek and all he can do is move further into your gentle touch. You calmly watch the way he lets out a loud sigh, taking your hand in his to place a soft kiss into your palm and making your heart melt rught then and there.

"It's okay, Jae", you whisper and look at him, subconsciously admiring the perfection of his side profile, "and if anything happens or he wants to be with you, we're just gonna head back yeah? It's just an hour of a drive anyway."

You try to find the right words to reassure and canm him, yet for some reason he seems to be a lot more worried than before.

"What if he thinks I'm abandoning him?"

The sudden sound of his raspy voice, his words and the heartbreak wavering in his tone tightens your chest and before you can even realise it, a thick veil of tears has blocked your sight.

"Oh, Baby, no", you say instinctively, yet quickly bite your lip and keep talking to stop the awkwardness even have a chance to get to you, "he's a smart kid and he knows his Hyung always keeps his promises. We'll be back before he's even awake tomorrow and then we're going to spend the whole day together, just like we told him."

"I'll be okay, Hyung", Seyun's cute voice startles you, to say the least and you quickly turn around to look at him with teary eyes, a soft smile plsstered on his tiny face as he nods at you approvingly.

"You know, I'm a big boy, right? I'm even a Hyung, too! Siwoo's Hyung!"

The words elicits the first little chuckle from the young parent and you finally let go of the breath you were holding in, when his knuckles finally lose their whiteness as he loosens his tight grip on the steering wheel.

"That's true", Jake says and shoots his brother a smile through the mirror, "I'm proud of you, Yunie. We'll both be okay."

It doesn't take much longer for you to arrive at Jake's grandmother's and after giving your littlest friend a tight hug and a kiss on the forehead, you wave him goodbye and calmly watch the two brothers make their way to the front door.

After a few minutes of waiting outside of the car, Jake makes his way back to you and before you can even say anything, he just pulls you into a tight hug and lets out a loud sigh.

"Thank you", he whispers and gives you a quick kiss on the cheek and then your forehead, "I really appreciate your patience and understanding."

You sadly smile against his neck, tightening your hold on him because you know you're going to cry if you use your words, as sudden sadness overwhelms you the more you think about their situation.

After a good five minutes of just standing there, Jake slowly pulls away and opens the door for you, a big smile on his lips and you finally feel yourself losing some of the tension in your muscles.

The drive passes by a lot quicker than you expect as the two of you just vibe to the music, soft gazes and shy smiles exchanged every few minutes as you leave the busy life in the big capital behind you.

The closer you get to your destination, the more nervous you start to become, anticipation filling your body as you think of all the things you're going to do and talk about.

In the back of your mind you can't help but remember your rather heated make out session from the previous night and even if you refuse to admit it, you're definitely hoping for it to happen again.

Ever since the two of you had decided to take things seriously, you've noticed how clingy and touch starved you've become; the urge to be in constant skinship with the young college student almost always on your mind. And from the was Jake's been shyly caressing your thigh throughout the whole drive, you can tell he feels quite similar if not the same about it.

Every now and then, a certain type of silence fills your company, yet for the first time in your life you don't feel the urge to replace it by saying something just to talk. Jake's mere presence is enough for you to feel comfortable and at ease, something you also haven't experienced before and you can't help the giggle escaping your lips once your brain takes notice of all these firsts.

Jake thanks the owner of the Airbnb and it doesn't take another minute for you two to walk through the door, bags in his hands as he strictly forbid you to even touch them.

"I'm starving", he sighs and places your luggage on the bedroom floor, his ears suddenly changing their colour to a deep shade of red and as soon as your eyes meet the sight of the king sized bed in the room, you know where the sudden change comes from.

"Let's just see how the evening goes and then we can decide who sleeps where, yeah?", you say quickly and take off your jacket ss well as your head and look at him with a soft smile.

"Yes", Jake mumbles and rolls his eyes at himself, feeling slightly awkward for being so obvious with his reactions and to avoid making it worse for him, you just make your way to the kitchen and start taking out the few groceries you had bought at the little market on your way.

"How about you go and lie down a little? The drive must have been exhausting? I'll make us something to eat really quick and then we can head out to the city afterwards, hm?"

As you voice your suggestion, you have your back turned to him and despite being aware of his presence, you still feel chills run down your whole body as soon as Jake places his big hand on your back, reminding you of the way he could barely stop himself from groping every bit of flesh he could get his hands on the other night.

You nervously pull your bottom lip in between your teeth and let out a soft sigh to stop yourself from whimpering because there's no way you're going to be even more obvious about how easy you are for him.

"I won't let you do all the cooking by yourself", Jake replies and pulls away to take off his windbreaker, throws it on the couch and comes to stand next to you at the sink in his sweater and a baseball hat to hide his messy hair.

"I'm so nervous", you suddenly blurt not quite sure where the sudden urge to confess comes from as you turn to look at him with wide eye only for you both to burst into laughter at the same time.

Jaeyun wraps his arms around your shoulders as he laughs about how cute you are, yet also feels relieved to know you're currently in the same emotional state as him.

"Don't worry, pretty girl", he sighs and kisses your forehead, "I'm just as nervous, I actually feel like throwing up. But I think it's mostly excitement."

The following two hours go by just like that: exchanges of silly jokes, funny stories snd facts, lots of quick kisses and barely a minute where you're not touching each other. You would have never expected yourself to actually become addicted to the feelings skinship comes with, but then again, Jake Sim hasn't failed to show you completely new sides of yourself just yet.

As soon as you're done eating, the young parent goes to take care of the dishes to let you get ready, promising to leave the drying to you to make everything fair only to have the whole kitchen cleaned by the time you step out of the bedroom in your new outfit.

Of course he doesn't listen to the way you're scolding him for doing it all by himself, just disappears in the bedroom, the sound of the shower running quickly following him and you can't help but sigh at just how dreamy he is.

You actually have no idea how time has passed by so quickly as the two of you reach your final destination of the day, which just so happens to be a cute little street food place which is said to have the best ramen noodles in the city and as the biggest noodlesoup enthusiast, Jake has been quite determined about going ever since you suggested the roadtrip.

The first place you visited was the local art gallery, where you spend a good two hours arguing over why your individual favorite piece of art is better, followed by a little sightseeing bus tour where Jake refused to let go of your hand up until the very end. You also decided to head to the city and have some snacks, only for you to lose your marbles the second you spot a cat café on your way to the store. Of course Jake physically and emotionally couldn't say no to you, so you ended up sharing some cheesecake and each having your third coffee of the day all while two little kittens had gotten comfortable on each of your laps.

Most of the time you're just reminiscing about old times, Jake about his childhood and teenage years in Australia as well ss his summer vocations ins Korea, whereas you stick to the stories about visiting your relatives and your parents' villages, both of you cracking up each time when you realise just how similar your lives actually are.

Every now and then Jake catches himself staring at you for a little too long, quickly shifting his gaze to stop himself, whereas you just try your best not to get flustered each time you feel his gaze on you. There's just something about the way he looks at you with such softness and adoration, something you've been craving for so long and are actually getting to experience for once.

When the two of you sit down on the plastic chairs outside the little ramen place, Jake lets you know that this is probably gonna be the best you've ever had and for some reason his enthusiasm makes you giggle.

Of course after a few hours of only mentioning him every now and then, your conversation lands on Sim Seyun and this time Jaeyun makes sure to show you his pictures in chronological order, yet almost instinctively skipping the family picture taken on the day the youngest Sim had turned one hundred days.

You wordlessly watch the way Jake stops himself from skipping it before he zooms in on his parents, a soft sigh falling past his lips as he looks up at you with teary eyes.

"He looks so much like the perfect mixture of them, doesn't he?" His words are carefully chosen and heavy in meaning, the pain and love evident in his tone and the expression in his eyes, so all you can do is nod and hold back your tears to let him have this moment.

"He even has the same mole underneath his right eye as my mother", Jaeyun sighs and you don't say anything in response, just reach for his hand and intertwine your fingers with his to let him know you're there.

"And he laughs like my father, it's like every time I look at him I see pieces of them living on through him and that's why it's been so hard for me to just let go. It's definitely gotten easier but the older he gets, the more he resembles them."

Jake doesn't give his tears a chance to escape, gently pulls away his hand from yours and runs both of them over his face before he sighs and shoots you a tiny smile.

"But as much as that breaks my heart, I also can't help but love it. He's the reason I'm not afraid of forgetting them."

And as soon as those words leave his lips you've had enough.

A soft sob follows his words and sends an expression of worry over Jake's handsome face in an instant, making him get up from his chair and pull you into a tight hug.

"This is so embarrassing", you whisper and push your hand into his hair regardless of your emtional state, "I have to stop this or you're going to think I'm doing it on purpose."

Jake chuckles softly at your words, the weight disappearing off his heart as soon ss he hears your little giggle when he starts to wipe your tears away and heads back to sit down across from you once you've gotten ahold of yourself again.

"Don't worry, Baby", he sighs and from the way he smiles you can tell he doesn't even realise what he just said, whereas you're about to lose ever bit of composure you've been holding onto for the past few hours, "I know how empathetic you are and it's honestly one of my favorite things about you."

You feel your heart double in its size at his words and the sudden urge to kiss him overwhelms you, but you're more than aware that this is the lost inappropriate place to go for one so you just smile and nod at him gratefully.

After eating some of the best ramen you've ever had, you make your way back to the Airbnb with exhausted sighs, both of you just plopping onto the couch as soon as you take your shoes off and as if they sensed your return, you get a call from Jen, whereas Sunghoon's name appears on Jake's display.

You quickly give your best friend a rundown of today as you change into your pyjamas and go through your night time skin care routine, having to turn your volume down each time the crazy lady on the other side of the line starts screaming in response to your words.

It takes you a good twenty minutes before you come back to Jake facetiming Seyun, the little guy telling his brother about his exciting day at the zoo while actually acting out the animals' behavior and as soon as you come to sit quite close to the older Sim, you're met with the cutest smile.

This time you and Jake switch places and as you entertain your little best friend, the young parent makes his way to the bedroom and goes through his own routine, only to come back a few minutes later, dressed in the cutest little sweater and some nerdy glasses, hair messily falling into his freshly washed and moisturized face and with a bright smile you sit up to welcome him back.

However, as soon as your eyes watch the way Jaeyun gets to the kitchen, you're reminded of the conversation you've been meaning to have with him, regarding a certain someone who usually breaks the gentle and soft nature of the 21-year old.

But you've went almost three whole days without telling him and it's been actually eating you alive, so there's absolutely no way you can hold it back any longer.

Jake comes back to sit next to you, taking your phone from you as he takes a sip from his water bottle and you feel yojr whole body tense up from the anxiety

You know he's not going to blame you, because you're not at fault but you're pretty sure his mood is going to drop and it won't be as easy to bring it back up.

"What's wrong?"

His sudden question surprises you, so you look at him with wide eyes at the realisation just how easy it is for him to read your body language.

"I have to tell you about something that happened the day you went to play soccer with the boys", you quickly reply and scoot away from him a little, slightly afraid he might not want you to be close to him once you've told him.

"Oh? Alright, go ahead", Jake quickly replies and turns his body to face you properly, not even missing a best to fiddle with his bottom lip and you absolutely hate how quick he's gotten anxious.

After thinking about how to say it, you decide to just go for it because there's barely a way to break this to him without any complications.

"Chan came to the coffee shop."

You pull away just a little more as your head fills with mental images of Jake being angry and upset to the point where your presence might become a bother and you can't help but feel the knot in your throat growing bigger.

Jake doesn't say anything for a good two minutes, then just throws his head back with a loud sigh and nods, his hand reaching for yours and before you can even overthink it, you hold your own up only for him to pull you onto his lap and bury his face in your neck.

The position is still something you have to get used to, despite spending most of the previous night's evening in exactly this one but different than the first time, you actually know what to do. You wrap your arms around his shoulders and caress the back of his neck, pushing your hand into his thick hair and massaging his scalp just how you know he likes it.

"I just don't know why he's so persistent" Jake whispers against your skin, his hot breath sending chills down your arms and you can't help but sigh.

"What did you tell him?" The young parent pulls away to look at you, the prettiest, softest and sweetest soul he's ever seem and the one who never fails to knock the air out of his lungs with just a single smile. He doesn't know why or how but there's just something so calming about you and everything surrounding you, it's like he's been looking for you his whole life and has finally gotten the chance to feel at absolute ease without a worry in the world. Every time he finds himself getting anxious, he thinks of you and takes a deep breath to find a way to handle everything.

Maybe that's why he doesn't break down as bad as he used to whenever his older brother is mentioned, but he still has to figure this one out since there's also a lot of denial and ignorance from his side.

"I told him it's not my place to hear him out or talk to him", you begin softly and caress his cheek, pushing the hair out of his face and adjusting his glasses, "and that I can't risk losing the two of you by talking to him. I also asked him to just please leave you alone and then left, it hurt me to know I'm looking at the guy who made you go through so much."

Jake feels the tension leave his body with each of your words; your response reassuing him of the trust he's put in you and allowing him to let go of every doubt he's had to suppress these past few weeks.

He never really doubted you as a person, but not knowing what his own brother is capable of doing has definitely had him on edge for a while, subconsciously.

"I really appreciate it", he whispers and lets his hand find your cheek, while his whole body reacts to the way you move further into his touch and wrap your fingers around his wrist.

"It's the least I can do, Jake", you reply calmly and let your eyes roam his handsome face, "you two really mean a lot to me and I wouldn't want to do anything which might have you question my loyalty."

All he does is nod in response, his big puppy eyes filled with adoration and something you haven't been able to pinpoint quite yet. However, the longer the two of you just look at each other, the heavier the air becomes and all of a sudden there's a shift in the whole atmosphere which has you holding your breath.

"Can I kiss you? It's been so long...", Jake whispers and moves his hand to the side of your neck, his thumb gently caressing your bottom lip, whereas his own is firmly tugged between his teeth to the point where they've swollen up again.

Again, you answer with nothing but a nod and look at him with needy eyes, the tension in between your legs slowly starting to become absolutely unbearable and the fact you're neatly seated in his lap doesn't make things easier at all.

Jake smiles with hooded eyes, the arousal taking over his body in a way he's never experienced it before and he feels the blood rushing all the way down to his cock from just the thought of kissing you. He knows you can feel him hardening underneath you and before shame or embarrassment can make an appearance, Jake just pulls you into a soft kiss.

Even though this isn't your first kiss with him, you still feel like the butterflies in your tummy are about to explode as he takes your bottom lip inbetween his own and sighs softly, making sure to savior and swallow every single one of your cute noises.

It doesn't take much for your hands to find home in his thick hair, losing yourself in the feeling of his pretty lips capturing yours in just the right way.

You don't even know what you're body is doing in response to the feeling of his hands groping the flesh of your waist and your thighs, the sound of his deep grunts and needy breaths as well as the sight of his flushed cheeks and glossy eyes each time you pull back for air.

But Jake never gives you more than a moment.

"Closer", he whispers and finally presses you against his chest, hands tightening their grip on your hips as he slowly starts guiding your movements and elicits the sweetest sound he's ever heard from your throat.

"Fuck", the profanity is an instinctive response to the mixture of adrenaline and arousal rushing through his veins and the delicious feeling of your clothed cunt dragging along his hard cock.

He can feel how warm and wet you are; your pyjama shorts are barely any sort of barrier after all.

"J-Jake", you mumble against his plump lips and feel yourself falling deeper and deeper into the sweet haze of pleasure with every single one of your movements.

However, he doesn't respond right away. All he does is pull away and throw his head back with a loud moan, the pressure of his cock and the fact he's been dreaming about you in all these different states of pleasure is slowly but surely getting the best of him.

Jake feels drunk on you and the way you seem to know exactly what to do, despite being just as inexperienced as he is.

Maybe it's the fact nobody's ever gotten to do this to you that's driving him crazy or maybe the way his heartbeat goes from rapid to agonisingly slow to the point where he feels like passing out. Jaeyun doesn't know and there's absolutely nothing in him that feels the urge to find out.

All he knows is you're in his lap, humping his hard cock like it's the only thing on your mind and every time he subconsciously moves his hips to meet your cute little thrusts, he can tell just how far gone you are.

"You're so pretty", he suddenly whispers and pushes the hair out of your seeaty face, leaning back to have an even better look at you, just for his breath to hitch in his throat as soon as you start moving your hips in circles, applying the sweetest pressure on the tip of his cock.

"And you're doing so well." The words just leave his lips before his brain can overthink them and to his luck you seem to enjoy them: your grip in his hair tightening and the patch of your sweet juices soaking through your panties and shorts growing bigger and bigger with each word.

The air is heavy as your heavy breaths and needy noises meet each other.

"F-Fuck", Jake can't seem to hold himself back anymore snd he hates how it's only been a bit over a minute. But as if you could resd his mind, you push yourself against his chest and pull him into another sloppy kiss, sucking on his tongue and finally taking your own turn of bitting down on his plump bottom lip as you moan and whimper into his mouth.

"I'm close, Jae", you whisper and look up at him, a thin layer of sweat covering your face, eyes glossy and your voice hoarse from all the pleasure.

You've always been one to cum fast whenever you touched yourself but this is definitely new to you, too.

Yet, you can't blame yourself.

There's absolutely no way you could have resisted Jake's touches, his firm and sloppy kisses, the feeling of his tongue grazing yours, his tight grip on your hips, his rock hard cock applying just the right amount of pressure on your sensitive clit, his smell and especially the way he seems to genuinely enjoy it as much as you are.

"Yeah? Me too, Baby", he grunts and finally lets the hunger take over every pore in his body, thrusting his hips up to meet the movement of your hips and feeling lightheaded at the way your moans are becoming more and more high pitched.

"Please, I need it", his words are a plea, whereas his tone is demanding and sends you even deeper into your pleasure, "cum for me, Baby. Cum with me."

And like flipping a switch, you feel the knot in your core finally snap as the waves of your orgasm start breaking down on you in the sweetest way possible.

You quickly bury your face in his neck, moans snd whimpers, even lighthearted sobs falling past your lips as the sensation of your high spreads in your whole body.

Jake barely manages to take your face into his hands and press his lips against yours before he finally stumbles over the edge with a breathy whimper of your name and his eyes rolling into the back of his head. You make sure to kiss him throughout his high, your hips still moving against his cock and subconsciously pushing him into overstimulation.

"S-Stop", his voice is raspier and a little deeper than you've expected, a jolt of excitement rushing through you at the thought of being the reason behind this particular shift, "I'm still cumming."

You nod, yet refuse to listen to his words as you feel his cock twitch against your clothed, yet soaked cunt and his cum slowly seeping through the fabric of his boxers and sweats.

"No more, Baby", he begs gently and kisses your forehead completely out of breath, "way too sensitive. I've never finished this hard before." His confession has warmth blossoming in your chest because even if you've decided to not care about his past experience, you can't help but like the fact of being his first, too.

And once your thighs start aching from the way you've been tensing up for the past few minutes, you let yourself fall against his chest and give each other a good five minutes to catch your breathes.

"Fuck", Jake suddenly chuckles and runs a hair through his messy hair, finally adjusting his glasses and plscing both of his hands on your naked thighs.

"You sound too fucking good", he quickly explains and lets out another soft giggle, "just thinking about it is making me hard again."

"I can definitely return that one", you reply and sit up with a soft hiss the second you're aware of just how much your panties are stuck to the sensitive flesh of your soaked cunt, "I can't wait to hear more of that."

A row of laughters from the both of you fills the room rather quickly and you feel every bit of awkwardness and embarrassment vanish with each second.

After a few minutes of giggling and kissing each other, you both decide it's time to get changed and before you can even think about it, you follow Jake into the bedroom like a little puppy.

"Oh?"

You look at him with brows furrowed in confusion until you realise the reason behind your walk to the other room.

"Oh", you reply and smile sheepishly, "sorry, I got too excited."

"You're okay", Jake mumbles quickly and gives you a quick kiss before he reaches for his bag and pulls out a fresh pair of boxers and can't even begin to explain how glad he is about the second pair of sweats he decided to pack.

You patiently wait for him to return from the bedroom, the shirt he wore throughout the day neatly placed right next to where you're laying on the bed and without any shame you press the fabric against your nose and inhale Jake's calming scent.

You don't even realise how heavy your lids have gotten until that particular moment; the lack of sleep and tiredness from quite the eventful day finally catching up on you. And that's probably why Jake comes out of the bathroom to find you firmly asleep on one side of the bed, his shirt in your hands and your pretty lips pushed into an almost angry pout.

The young parent quickly reaches for the blanket and places it over your body, giving you one last kiss on the forehead before he straightens himself to make his way to the living room.

However, you seem to have comple different plans.

With a soft whine and slightly opened eyes, you reach for his hand and pull him back to you, turning to lay on your back and look up at him.

"I don't mind", you whisper, "I don't mind sleeping in the same bed, if you're comfortable." Of course the young parent doesn't even need a second to decide, just makes his way around to the other side and calmly slips underneath the blanket before he pulls you closer to his body and turns the world off.

And in that particular moment, Jake wonders if this is what home feels like.

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