Hello People Of The World

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I was up until midnight last night because I had an idea for a poem about monsters.

Monsters. Of all the things to keep me awake.

Anyway have my midnight musings I guess:

I never had time to fear the monsters in the dark

In the shadows

The corners

Under the beds

Or in the cupboards.

Not when there were so many

That prowled during the day

With smiles on their too tight lips

That don't quite reach their eyes

And grips on my slight wrists

That "don't hurt" but bruise

And hollow promises slipping

From their tongues, poisoned with lies.

I was never afraid of the monsters in the dark,

How bad could they be?

When I had learned to live with the ones

Who like to pretend they were everything

Good about this Earth.

The ones who bathed in sunlight

Like it could hide their nature

In a golden glow.

But look close enough and you'll see

Shadows in their eyes that only exist for me.

Just so you know this was written at midnight so you be kind to it please, I'm also not a poet in any respect and normally can hardly string two words together, but whatever it is about the magic of that time when no one else is awake prompted this. So enjoy it I guess.

And who knows maybe I'll put up some of my other angsty poems.

That's all, take care of yourselves, drink some water maybe open a window get some fresh air and have a good day/night wherever you are.

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Ooooh fun

Reading

Writing

Comfort shows (cm, supernatural, etc)

Sitting with my friends

Walking

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Omg okay so I've kinda just like dropped off the face of the Earth for the last few weeks.

Sorry about that.

I had a rough week with my mental health and now I'm in the middle of my mock exams although I have 6 more to go.

YAYYY. /s

Anyway between all of that I've been writing parts of my fic and crocheting Christmas presents for everyone I know

Suffice it to say, it's been pretty hectic. Hopefully I'll be back to a regular schedule after this week. Keep an eye out here for any more updates and if you want to go and check out my fic it's on ao3 A Poisoned Apple and A Red Rose by LilHan20.

I appreciate you all and thank you for being patient with me.

Hopefully see you all again next Monday xx

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OMG okay so I’ve just posted a Halloween chapter of my WIP on ao3 and I love it, I was sooo proud of myself because I managed to write a chapter of entire fluff, no angst or anything, although I did end on a cliffhanger of sorts, so you know there’s that but I used the chapter just to establish some more relationships and tto show them all relaxing and having fun this Halloween, it didn’t do much for the plot but I do not care I love this little chapter. Go check it out, “A Poisoned Apple and a Red Rose” on ao3 by LilHan20. OMG okay Happy Halloween to everyone who celebrates and Happy Monday to everyone who doesn’t, take care of yourself and drink some water

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Ooh okay,

The rain, I dont know why but the rain just makes me smile which is a bit weird. Butterflies they just look so beautiful. Waterfalls, I just love the sound of the water. Walking in the lake district, its so peaceful and I'm surrounded by nature. Finally spending time with my friends and family they always make me smile and they brighten up my day xx

I hope you have a good day, thank you for the ask, my page isn't that big so there might not be 10 people but I'll try xx