I Love Transmasc Bill In The Redemption Stories So Much Personally !!! Since I Feel Like The Bill Being

hey so that last chapter was FANTASTIC i loved it 😻🫶 (be prepared for fanart)

HHHH TYYY I WORKED MY BUTT OFF FOR THAT CHAPTER (did you say fanart? 🥹)

I LOVE A HUMAN CONDITION EVERYONE PLEASE LET IT BE KNOWN

I went back to my roots because I love that fic so much 😭 Honestly, I was originally going to just draw Bill in his star suit fit, but after finishing rewatching Arcane, I took some creative liberty and drew him in that one Jinx scene from season one along with some blatant symbolisms (Im most proud of the chair 🥹)

THATS ALL MAYBE ILL DIGITALIZE IT WHEN I GET THE CHANCE

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I think we lowkey tend to overlook that Bill is the last one of his species. The last thing that proves his home existed.

Aside from like, tweaking tf out while being human in Bill redemption stories, I think him having kids would soften the blow or put salt in the wound. He doesn't have to be the last one, not anymore.

Although, it’s up for debate where he would teach his kids the culture and customs of Euclydia. Either the memories are too painful to bear and let resurface or he can finally share something that he hasn’t really talked much of.

Mb for this 😭 my iPad and pen arent working and I was seriously trying to work on making Billford kids but I gotta put that on hold for now.

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Can you believe guys? A Human Condition! Just a day away! A Human Condition in a day! Woo hoo! I am so happy about this information!

Of course! In celebration of a new year and A Human Condition coning back, you know I had to to work overtime and make fanart 🥹 Finally drew the gang and I love how these two came out! (kept my promise from last post 🐺)

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BILLFORD FIC W

The Final Judgement was on a lot of previous other sites, but an offical refine version is out now and on the one and only site, AO3 🙏

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“I need someone to remember me.”

HUMAN CONDITION POSTER FANART DROPPP RAAHHH 🔥🔥🔥

I WAS GOING THROUGH SM BUT HERE THEY ARE !!! Took so long hope you all like them though !!!

“I need something bigger then the sky.”

The Remenants of Bill

“Hold it in my arms know it’s mine.”

The Thriving Seed of Bill

“Just how many stars do I need to hang around me?”

This took me a while !!! And I can talk about the Bill vs Billy whole thing now 💀

Basically, how I read a Human Condition, it’s practically this whole dichotomy of Bill vs Billy and no one is aware of it. Believing Bill can change is an act of believing Billy is there, believing Bill can’t change means Billy is dead.

Billy is the root of Bill’s empathy and change, or what Bill would call, the root of his weakness. Bill considers Billy weak and deadweight, something worth forgetting. In the first lines, we ever read from Billy in A Human Condition is, “Just fit in”.

In the beginning of the Billy storyline, he himself in a major contradiction to Bill’s own beliefs and self-worth. Billy is what everyone hopes to achieve in the end, but Billy died the day Bill destroyed their dimension… right? Yes and no 🐺

The remnants live on and begin to crack through ways that Bill has taken notice of, especially when he’s with Mabel. It’s moments where he spends time with Mabel, I picture the hostile face shifting to a more softer and rounder face. Mabel brings out the best in him. Unknowingly the reason Billy returns. It isn’t just Mabel that brings the Billy side out. It could be objects of interest or of fear and even guilt. Objects of interest could be the silly straw or the spaghetti scene from the recent chapter. The fear and guilt of Billy is brought out by Ford when he chokes him out or when Bill wanders into the mind space Ford had locked up.

I have more to say about Billy, but man I gotta talk about Bill because I got so much to say about him.

Bill is a cheat, liar, and other say, a monster through and through. But Bill is simply a manifestation of survival and going against all of that he knew. The line in chapter 27, “Yes. I’m completely cured. My irregularity will not affect my ability to fit in, your excellence.” This is a lie that Bill said, this was an act of wanting to survive and protecting himself. This is also the point in the Billy storyline that Billy starts to identify himself with Bill and this is the same chapter where his mother and father starts to call him, Bill, as well.

This is the plantings seeds of Bill, that continue to thrive even after failing the very thing he was manifested for. He allowed not just himself but Billy to die. It’s only now they have another chance, but Bill believes he’s the sole reason why they had survived for so long before. Billy is weak and can only bring in danger. This pathetic, weak, piece of him is holding him back, and yet it is something worth protecting just to survive.

We see Bill truest form through lines like, “But Bill wasn’t weak. He was strong and he was smarter than all of them. They didn’t see it yet, but he could prove it! He only needed time. He wouldn’t be a burden, he would be a credit to all triangles, like his parents had said. He was different than other irregulars. He was better.”

But the next line is, “Because Bill was weak in the eyes of Euclydia. He was a freak, an irregular. He was made wrong. And yet. Bill wanted to live.”

Bill is a manifestation of wanting to survive and not letting anyone in. Even in this weak human form, that motivation drives home. He is protecting not himself but Billy as well.

I imagine if you were to enter Bill’s mind, it would be this split down the middle where Bill and Billy are seprated, but both of them have a piece of each other. Bill with a younger and triangle Billy, while good old human Billy is trapped with a more familiar triangle Bill.

Here’s pictures without the word 😼

“To finally get somewhere I can be all done.”

“Somewhere like Heaven.”

That’s how read Bill and Billy’s storyline and interpreted it. The drawings showcase them and in their own spaces. I like to think Bill is in the darkest part and only he and Billy illuminate the space. I gave him crazy long hair that would be everywhere since he is everywhere and because having long hair is great, but such a pain to try and maintain and take care of.

Billy looks the most like Bill’s human form, since he practically accepted this and the only artical of clothing he’s wearing is the sweater Mabel has gifted them. He’s in the brighter and hopeful side since he holds all the good parts. He’s just trapped with a piece of Bill, still trying to guard him.

Can’t wait to see what A Human Condition has in store and I’ll probably continus on with this theory/headcanon 😭 I actually have some headcanons about Bill and Billy, but idk if anyone wants to hear allat 💀

@sapphosscribe AGAIN, you’re such a talented writer! Got me thinking and all 😭 can’t wait to see what you have been cooking up 😼

My favorite artist read my fic I can actually die happy 😭😭 SHOUT OUT TO MY EVERLASTING NIGHT READERS YALL MAKE ME WANT TO CRYYY

I’m on my lunch break and I decided to draw @kikithecorgi Billford fankids (because i cant post mines just yet, it be a spoiler) Anyways, here’s Bailey and Billie, those are just so silly and cute 🥹

I’d like to tell my ao3 followers that we’re actually almost done. The chapter I’m working on and the next are the last two chapters until we get the endings. I genuinely can’t wait for to drop the art of the fan kids. I already have one with how they offical look 🥹 I love how they turned out. Anywahs, back to creating !!!

As always—I’m open to ask and request, you’ll have a lot of questions in store for what I have plan

me when… me when… billford fankids…

Sigh, any readers who came from my fic, I’m sorry because I lowkey lied in a tag… i’m gonna have to change it

Anyways please enjoy and support my acc 🥹